>>935880234
i never really had the chance at that
my first gf was actually somebody else's gf, and i couldn't talk her into leaving her bf
she stayed with him, but they broke up anyway after i moved away for college
got with a despicable bitch on the rebound
it was an educational experience, but i'm thankful i didn't do something stupid like marry her
i got with a girl my freshman year of college, and we were together for six years
i should have stayed with her, but i felt like i was missing out on oat sowing, so i broke up with her
later got married and divorced
i'm in my 40s now and haven't had a relationship for many years
i'm not sure i know how anymore, or how to have sex
it all feels very foreign to me now
all of the women in my age range who aren't married are that way because there's something terribly wrong with them
i'm not interested in older women, and younger women aren't interested in me
oh well, at least i have time for hobbies