Good night saru! Stream, was pretty fun, I had a good time chilling with you.

Your diet still going well? I lost some more weight and ate my normal chicken and vegetables, my abs also arnt visible yet but im half way done with how much I want to lose.

I still need to finish le petit prince, i stopped because my french isnt good enough yet, I stopped learning french because I need to focus on other stuff right now but i found some good french youtube channels with 2h documentaries in french that are interesting and i started watching them with English subs before bed but thats the only French I do now

Goodnight Rael! Good luck with drawing, i also have some work to do this weekend and will be working for a bit before bed. Looking forward to possible ASMR

Good night lig.

Extra: I used to get very mad at the censorship online but it doesn't effect me emotionally anymore, i still hate it but more than that im glad its reaching the point normies are being effected, now people might start fighting back because before it was always just niche stuff that got banned. Speaking of, i disagree with saying there should be a line for loli, the line should be if its fictional anything is allowed otherwise people will always try to push the line further. But I'm glad you're fighting for it I'll support you if I can

Good night Saru! Nice chatting stream there were some very nice parts, but holy shit I thought we were over this arc of every chatting stream being about dating, its getting tiresome to me, I watch vtubers to forget that I'm alone. The rest of the chatting was nice.

Glad to hear your diet is still going on, are you exercising? My diet is going well, dropped another 1kg, and ive been lifting a lot too. I've been using my new shampoo for a few days now and I got a haircut, and you're right better products make a lot of difference my hair looks great.

Related to confidence, this week I did 3 things I always felt was impossible for me and its making me feel a lot more confident. It's not something impressive, its embarrassing that I always avoided it, but I did it now and its partly because of you. I imagine you next to me and think how disappointed you'd be in me and it motivated me to suck it up and do it. Thank you a lot for this

I started doing this for myself but turns out its something you like as well, and not going to lie you've pissed me off so much in the past but it taught me a lot about how to regulate my own emotions and how to act. I do always call it out if I really do not agree with something you do. Unironically you're turning me into the kind of man you talk about.

Related to you saying that vtubers wont stay single forever, at the start of the year we talked about how I still need you and I need you for another 6 months while I work on myself. I think im transitioning into not needing you anymore, you helped me a lot but Im starting to feel like my emotional state isnt dependent on you anymore and now I can watch you because I WANT to watch you not because I NEED it. Don't get me wrong if you graduate or get a bf im still going to be sad but it wouldn't destroy me anymore like it would have a year ago. I do hope we can still be together for a long before you graduate or I graduate from watching you.

I dont know anything about nimi so i have no opinion on that but I will say I hate vtubers who lie about being single knowing they will make more money because of it. But I dont expect a vtuber to stay with chat forever, i said it before but I see our relationship like a brother and sister who likes each other too much and fuck around with each other but we both know eventually well both move on and hopefully on good terms. The only thing I would like is that while we are together in this way we focus on having fun together now and not on how at some point in the future its going to end.

Good luck with the rest of work, hope you can finish it soon and you can relax and work on other stuff again, looking forward to the ASMR, and i hope youll do a live ASMR again too. I love those.

Good night Rael! I'm sad drivers cucked us out of a good night kiss. Good luck with practising drawing. I really liked the first BA art you did, the 2nd one was a bit plain too be honest. I have a lot of work since yesterday again so I'll be doing 2 seperate projects the rest of the week.

Good night lig

Good night saru! How's work going? I had a great day today, got some work done, some stuff that needed a lot of energy and did some self improvement stuff. Everything I had on my todo list for today is done! That includes jogging, working, working on another thing, some irl stuff. I'm still in the mood to work but I'll go to bed so I don't fuck up my sleep. I might be manic or something idk

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow.

Good night lig

Good night saru! I have some stuff to tell you today about what I did today but I'll leave it for later in the week when the thread calmed down.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! How's the work coming along? I had a chill day and finished some work I enjoyed too. Hope your day is going well.

My diets still going slowly, but I caved today and ate 1 chocolate.

Good night lig

Good night saru, hope your blood is good. If you can make some progress and we can go back to normal streams then I'm ok with you taking a couple days off. I'm almost done with my work so next week will be chill for me.

Good night Rael.

Good night lig.

Good night saru.

Good night lig.

Good night saru. How's your day? I feel better today, but I gained 200g. Ate some pork and vegetables today.

And my shampoo came today, I was sceptical that it would change much but even after 1 wash I can see a difference and it already feels better than usual. Going to get a haircut next week and then I'll get a proper look at how much the shampoo improves how it looks.

Good night Rael.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! Wasn't very into stream because I started feeling depressed last night and it's still there. Not sure why.

Some good news is I woke up this morning and the plateau is over and I lost 1kg in a day, so I'm up to 3kg now. Today I ate the basic broccoli and chicken. Hope your diet is still going well.

Good night Rael. See you Friday, kind of glad it's the saru weekend so I can do other stuff.

Good night lig.

Saruuuuuu I forgot to say, good job losing 3kg, I lost 2kg the past 2 weeks, we're going at about the same rate. Today is a fucked up day though because I ate with other people and that's always hard while dieting, I ate about half what I would normally of the same food and I'm hoping it doesn't fuck up my diet too much.

Good night saru! It was fun, shame that you're missing a part. I hope you can find it or buy an alternative (there are stores you can buy individual pieces online of you have to) and we can do another stream of this.

There was a lot of things discussed and I wanted to say stuff but I think I'll leave it and not essay since it's late and I forgot most of it.

I hope we'll watch some of the shows you talked about wanting to watch with us in discord, I know you say you love it when chatters hang out without you but if you noticed it's mostly people who were VIPs, because they became friends while you were there. You'll need to do the same thing again and hang out to give people a reason to join VC for a few weeks or so before everyone gets to know each other and hangs out without you, including doing tournaments without you. It's actually pretty hard for a lot of people to join a VC/game if you don't know anyone in it and the streamer isn't there to give a "reason" to do it.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow for the rare Monday stream.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! The goldship run was pretty hype, I ended up enjoying stream. I was low ebergy today but did a lot of exercise and ate some red meat. Not sure about my calories. Hope your diet is still going well.

Good night Rael! I'm looking forward go seeing you build (off brand) Lego for the first time.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! I don't like the horse game, I think it's very boring, but you getting so excited during the races made it surprisingly fun to watch.

Like I said yesterday I went shopping today, but I was back just in time for stream, only missed 10 minutes because I needed a shower first (thanks for telling us so early that there will be stream so I rushed a little to make sure I could watch). I got some nice shirts today, and underwear that shows off my ass really nicely, if we had a fitness channel in discord I would have posted wearing it to show off my arms.

Doing that drained my willpower though and I think I overate today, not too much I might still be below maintenance but I ate more than I should have since I ate in town too.

Good night Rael! Good luck with work, I'll rest tonight, go to bed early and work in the morning again.

Good night lig

Good night saru! How's your day going? Mine was pretty good. I kept getting interrupted so I did a lot of small tasks to prep for the harder work I need to do, and I also cleaned a bit and then ate chicken and vegetables. 1300Cal total for the day, and I went jogging but only half of what I usualy do.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow maybe, I might go somewhere with my parents I'm not sure so I might miss stream, I'll know in the morning.

Goodnight lig.

Good night saru! How's the work going? I jumped between a lot of work today and it didn't feel like I made a lot of progress, but I can't tell.

I didn't feel hungry today, Im getting used to the diet, I ate some pork stir fry but made in special way to keep the calories low. Total calories for the day was 1300. Good luck with your diet.

Good night Rael! Good luck with work, have you decided if you're streaming tomorrow? If you are see you then.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! Nice stream but I disassociate for a while in the middle, the end was fun though. Looking forward to the drawings.

Good luck with work, I didn't do anything today. I'm a little burned out after finishing the last project. Hope I feel better tomorrow morning.

I ate fish and salad today, and nothing diring the day, but I'm not loosing as much as I should be so I need to readjust or do some more exercises. Glad our girls still sticking to the healthy routine, hope you stay away from alcohol now.

Good night Rael! See you later in the week.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! How's your drawing going? I finished my big project and did a little work on something else and rested a bit. Now I can do some fun stuff, and by that I mean other projects I postponed because of this one.

Hope you managed to break your diet plateau. Wait is plateau French? That end looks very French. Anyway I ate my normal diet food today
>200ml milk
>30g whey
>400g chicken breasts
>200g broccoli and colliflower
>2 koffies
>a small cookie

And I did my lifts for today, it was arm day.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow!

Good night lig.

Good night Saru! How's the drawing going? I got a lot of work done but it's harder than I thought and I'm stressing a little over it. I realized this morning but you're busy with a big opertunity and right now I'm also busy with a really big opertunity, we're being in sync again. I really want to put my all into this project and I don't have a lot of time left. Tomorrow I'll have to really focus and try to finish it. Hope your drawings are going well and they will turn out great.

How's the diet? I had a hard time today because I had lunch with my parents and it's always hard when eating with others but I think I managed to keep the calories low.

Good night Rael. See you in a few days!

Good night lig

Good night saru! Stream was fun, that first long meme video was really good.

Good luck with with the drawings. I also don't like telling people what exactly I'm working on, I hate saying I'll do something and then not doing it for some reason, and talking about it gives me the dopamine rush already so it lowers my motivation to do it.

I'll be sad if you take a week off but if it means we can do some game streams again afterwards i guess its worth it. If you do take a week off can you take tomorrow off and be back next weekend? I have a lot of work to do so it would help me too this weekend and this way its a week off and not 9 days. If you take some time off Ill take the time off to work hard. OR if you take a week off we can watch a movie in discord together since you can still work while doing it and we don't have to go an entire week without seeing each other!

Hope the change in diet works and you lose wight again, mines going ok. I ate weirdly today so i wont list everything but I tried to stay under my calories limit. I didn't lift today, i can feel my energy is lower from the diet do decided to take an extra rest day.

Good night Rael! see you tomorrow, maybe. have a good rest of the night and good luck with work. I'm not going to sleep right now, ill also be working so well be working together.

Good night lig,


Appendix: About confessions, ill explain my thought on it since i saw people framing your take as anti gosling, I like it when a vtuber dates chat and is loyal to chat, and people shouldn't try to bypass that, doesn't matter if they're a regular or a clip watcher or another streamer*. so someone asking:
>Will you do a date stream / hang out off stream in discord with chat
is okay, because the guy isn't trying to get ahead of chat, and is acting as a part of chat, if they try to get a date alone then they aren't a part of chat anymore and they are my enemy.

Some here might think I want to do that but I'm not delusional, i know someone you don't know wont have a chance especially if I cant offer anything to you, that's why im still working on myself and I wont confess until I feel confident i can offer something and after you get to know me after I start making content, I'm only 1 year into my 3 year plan now so wait for me. Don't get me wrong I'm not one of the people going "I'll start making content eventually", I'm actively working on my projects that I need to do first that's why im so busy too.

I mean isnt the point in having an oshi to become better than everyone else in chat so that she will pick you instead of thinking you'll be picked randomly, I refuse to believe even the most delusional watchers think they can get their oshi if they are a loser who has no redeeming qualities

* Im not as anal about this as some other liggers, I don't mind for example DMing with a regular or something, you don't have to treat every single chatter the exact same

>>101828002
True.

Good night saru! How's your day? Mine was fine, it felt like I didnt do a lot though. I did do 1 hard task which I'm happy about.

I just decided 10 minutes ago that I'm going to start a cut, I still look decent but I'm at the upper limit of how fat I want to be, so next 2 months I'm going to lose some weight, and this way we can do it together! Hows your diet and exercise going? I went jogging today and went a little further before having to take a break.

Good night Rael! Have a good rest of the night.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! How's your day? Mine started slow but was good. I got up late but worked a lot and got a lot done, I did my lifts, ate a good dinner and for some reason had a ton of energy so I did a 2nd round of lifting (other muscles than the earlier lifts).

Good night Rael! Hove a good night, I want to sleep early tonight to try and fix my sleep schedule. It's fucked by about 1h so bit as bad as yours at least.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! It was pretty fun, being live I think make it feel like a nice hangout, this entire weeks been pretty chill which has been nice. I don't have a lot to talk about, it's Sunday so I didn't do much and spent time with my parents.

Good night Rael! Have a good night and good saru weekend. Good luck with work.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! It was fun watching memes again, it's been a while. I like chatting streams with videos because it's easy to pause and talk whenever something comes up.

Hope you play burnout or something sometimes, I really want to see you play any racing game even for just 1 stream. And hope we can watch lebroski together, I never saw the full movie and I'd love to see it together with you.

I ate healthy today, and did a little lifting, good job with your diet, on keto you're going to lose a lot the first week that isn't fat though so you should start counting from today to know how much you're realy losing. And good job not drinking anymore, though I do miss the drunk streams. But please don't go wild with the alcohol when you go out please. I should abstain from porn myself, I spend too much time fapping and started looking at other things than your fansly recently, I'm going to try and go back to only using your fansly again.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow! Good luck with the merch drawings, hope you can finish it all soon it feels like you've been doing nothing but merch for months now.

Good night lig.

Ps. We need an action scene reacting stream where you just show us what you think is cool action scenes like that kings an fight

Good night saru! Nice stream even if short. Game didn't age very well but thanks for finishing it after getting so far into it. Don't forget to tell Earl to stream on days Iike this even if it's just 10 minutes because you have to get the number of stream days up.

Good luck with your exercise, today's my rest day so I'm just doing some light walking, I just ate a salad and fish, it's something I never used to eat but I like this combination.

Have a good night and good luck with work, I finished 1 thing today and I'm making good progress 'n another project so I feel good lately.

Hope you can figure the stuff out that you need for asmr and get time to do it. I'm not trying to presure you, you bring it up and I'm hyped for another asmr stream some time.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow. Since you don't eat on stream lately some reacting will be nice.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! I never heard of this game before, it really gives off the old fps vibe, it's chill to watch. Have a good rest of then night, Im going to work longer because I started 3 new projects and then I got 2 new work orders so the next week I'm going to be very very busy, but it's all fun work, I just hope I don't get interrupted.

I did some lifts today, more than usual to make up for yesterday, are you going to go treadmill now? Good luck and keep up the good work. Oh I'll join the art contest too, if I draw something I'm happy with, I should be done with what I'm working on then.

Good night Rael! Mwah! See you tomorrow

Good night lig.

Good night saru! Hope you had a good day, I had to help my parents today and it took all day so I didn't get any work done, then I tried exercising and my knee started to hurt half way so I stopped. I'm in a bit of a bad mood now, I'm going to sleep early and work in the morning.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow if you're streaming.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! How was your day? Good job on the diet. I had a great day, hope yours was good too. I woke up early, got a lot of work done, went for a jog, ate you exercise? Then I worked some more, had a big dinner, it was my favorite food, it's pretty healthy, and I think I ate like 4 plates of it, it's okay because I'm still bulking and it was in my calorie range. Now Im going to get in bed and watch some videos.

Good night Rael! Enjoy your night, I'll see you in the morning.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! How was your day? I'm glad you're being healthier again. Seeing you do it makes me want to eat healthier again too, I'm not eating too bad, it's mostly vegetables and meat but I like my biscuits with my coffee. I didn't eat very healthy today, a lot of carbs because I went to buy those pipes I needed and ate fast food. After that I was tired and didn't get much work done, how's your drawing going?

How's the exercise going? I only did light stuff today, again because going to town is so tiring. Tomorrow I'm not going anywhere so I'll see if I can do a, lot of lifting.

Oh and when I was in town and getting food I ran into this girl and she knew me, I didn't recognize her but she looked like she was my mom's age, and then she tells me we were in the same class in school. I was like what the fuck. If this is women my age I'll stick to an oshy thank you.

Good night Rael! Have a good rest of the night, good luck with work. I'm going to sleep a lot and wake up very early. Not sure what time you go to bed now so I don't know if I'll see you before bed.

Good night lig.

Good night saru. The dlc was pretty nice, wish it leaned in more on the gear if the deep angle tough. More PZ was fun too, I hope earl will do some more next week. I'll keep my schedule open in case of sudden earl streams in the afternoon anyway.

I did a bit of work today, I'm happy, good luck with your drawing, and then more merch? Feels like that's all you're doing lately, hope you can finish it so you can do the asmr you were working on, your voice should be better by then right? Hope it can fully heal soon so we can have an asmr stream again too.

Good night Rael tomorrow or the day after I need to go to town and buy some pipes, I'll tell you when I go. Have a good rest of the night and a good saru weekend.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! It was a fun game stream, I'm glad you liked it. I already told you, I love medal of honor. See you tomorrow, I hope the dlc is good.

My day wasn't that good but I got some work done so I'm happy, how's your work going? Are to still drawing gamersupps, stuff?

Good night Rael. See you tomorrow

Good night lig.

Good night Saru! it was fun hanging out with your friend, pz streams are very fun. I dont think I'll join you in PZ, ill set it up but might not have time before the server dies. Even so, im glad youre playing on the server with the other chatters. And im looking forward to you playing some other games with us too later.

Glad youre going to start exersizing again, let us know when you do. it also motivates me when i know youre doing it. I started exersizing again a few days ago after a little break, even jogged for the first time in maybe a year.

Good night Rael! Have fun shopping and have a good rest of the night.

Good night lig.

PS: its been a month and a half since expedition 33, if youre still low energy, what about watching a lore video or something? you said youll talk about it with us later and i said id remind you after a month but then you were away and then sick so I'm reminding you now. I haven't watched anything about it so I'm very curious about the story

Good night saru! I'm still very tired so I'm going to try and sleep a lot. How's your week so far? Congrats on the tag. The sponsored stream is tomorrow right? Are you feeling better now, will you do a long airborne stream? It will be a lot of fun if you do.

Good night Rael! See you in the morning.

Good night lig.

Good night saru. I hope you're having a good day, I'm reaching my limit. I'm very tired, my body hurts. There's 4 things stressing me out, my irl job, family stuff, I started worrying about you graduating after this week and I miss you. I'm drinking too much coffee I decided to go for a jog to reduce stress and all it did was make my body hurt I'm worried about my parents this weekend I have to be done with this project im waking up at 5am and can't sleep why arnt you in discord then what time do you go to bed now? You don't let me stalk when you wake up or go to bed anymore so I'm lost. I need to get a good night sleep where I don't wake up every hour I'm tired.


Good night lig.

Good night saru! Yeah, the game was boring, I'm glad you dropped it. Even FNAF would have probably been better, bad games are more fun to watch than boring games.

Thursday sounds fun, I hope we do the long stream like you said, it's been awhile we didn't do one, and I love medal of honor. I Can't remember if this one is good.

Have a nice saru weekend. I have a lot of work to do next week so Ill be busy. Hope you can make progress on all the stuff you're working on too.

Good night Rael.

Good night lig.

Good night saru! I had a shit day and stream was a fun destraction. Glad you're feeling better. The reacting bit at the end was very fun too.

Good night Rael! See you tomorrow.

Good night lig.

Good night saru. Thanks for streaming even if you're still sick. this is why I hate cons, it's been 2 weeks and it's still effecting streams.

I'm looking forward to an asmr stream soon, just today I was thinking I hope you'll do one or a date stream again soon and then you mentioned it. Will it be twitch or fansly? WHAT IF you do one where you start on twitch for 2h and then switch to fansly for another hour?

Good night Rael. Hope you feel better.

Good night lig.

PS If you start at 4pm it would work, but later than that and it's going to get too late for me