I'm a disgusting agp I'm a male fetishist i hate it I wish I was trutrans instead deep down I'm just a sissy pervert. Why do I have to have this disgusting fetish, why does my brain trick me into having dysphoria despite the obvious fetish, I could have been a normal male or even a normal tranny instead I'm a disgusting sissy that hates himself for not being a woman and hates himself for being a fetishist

>know I'm a disgusting ago fetishist freak with "euphoria boners" everytime i try do anything feminine and am a disgusting moid
>Still hate being male and want to transition because of fake dysphoria that won't go away
Why can't i be a normal tranny at least why do i have to be a literal fetishist pervert and yet i still hate myself for being a moid so all being a fetishist pervert really does is make me feel even more dysphoric. It's fucking bullshit i hate agp.