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>I think what I have is childhood (or really general) emotional neglect
It’s hard to accept and understand these things but if you’re feeling this bad and match the criteria this well it might be worth researching more or finding a therapist to help you. Even if it’s just a few sessions it sometimes helps to have a professional look you in the eyes and tell you what you went through as a child weren’t alright. Even if hearing it and talking about it is hard and it feels a little weird paying a guy to look at you crying in a couch it’s nice with some sort of explanation or partial closure.