im starting to feel more like a third gender maybe, and i think it'd be neat to tie my spirituality into it. regardless of what anyone thinks, objectively i am not a cis woman, that's just a fact, i'm a trans woman. in society i play the role of a cis woman, because it's easier and everyone is ignorant of the dick between my legs, but i know im not a cis woman and it causes me so much anguish to compare myself to them. it's kinda cool to be a third thing anyway, and i feel like i can channel all my feelings, doubts and beliefs into it and maybe even draw confidence from that, like my body is a vessel for the divine. idk just something new (to me) im thinking about rn