will i ever stop wanting to cut? i haven't cut in like 5 years and i still crave it. does it ever go away?

hey anybody here cut? can you post your cuts please? i really wanna cut but i shouldn't cut. so i just wanna look at some pictures instead.

all /b/tards come and listen. i have finally made an appointment with a psychiatrist, so you can all expect a drastic decrease in vague venting / blogposting threads on this board in around 10 days after i start taking some meds. but until then you might expect a temporary increase in them because i'm really anxious about the appointment. i will hopefully feel better after i start taking my meds and not feel the need to make 10 threads a day talking about how depressed or angry i am. thank you all for being here and listening to me all these years. i hope that you can all find the strength to seek help one day.