>>81875998
>I just don't know what to do, it feels hopeless.
I won't pretend like i know what you are going through but the depression goes away after a while. The hopelessness stays as long as things are shitty but once the depression starts waning you can start crawling out. Takes time and im myself only like 20% there but hey,
Also used to play the shit out of picrel. Reminds me of better times...