I think my hope started fading away the day I realised paizuris weren't real. Still find it hard to comprehend that people have sex frequently, I'm no incel type who puts it on a pedestal but almost 30 years of utterly apathetic people averse something-went-wrong-somewhere-growing-up virginity sort of confuses your brain. How do people even slot it into their day? Is it scheduled? Is it spontaneous? Surely you gotta prepare, so spontaneity would be out of the question unless you were real horny. Is it a Friday/Saturday thing maybe? And what about afterwards? As a hobby it seems kinda fucked. I grew up around women, they smell bad and have gross habits. I'm surprised I'm not a faggot after all of this, then again I am posting on /adv/.