>>81673754
I will be honest anon that sounds awful, and it makes me feel quite terrible in the way that it reminds me of how shit i am. I mean that in the sense of how im so weak, much like shinji ive spent way too long escaping, feeling bad about myself, and hurting others in the process. This whole thread fiasco might even be viewed as a shinji meltdown of sorts, but Rei is so strong and unwavering. Much like Rei right now I applaud you for being so concerned about me before even beginning to mention anything about yourself, though i suppose in a way that might have its own negative connotations in the context of Rei never even considering herself, but you did share when I asked so im happy about that for you.
>i have accepted it
I really dont think you should. By the end Rei does manage to find her own individuality in a way, sure it was mostly through the care and compassion shinji showed her, but that doesnt mean it wouldnt be impossible for you either anon.

>>81673771
refer back to the previously mentioned ruination. i dont like to air out things too specifically.