There was too much noise going into my head, so I resolved to cut it all out. Now after work and on weekends I do very little, yet my head is still noisy. So I try to find ways to turn off my brain for once, but how do you turn off your brain? As in actually clear your head? Endless diistraction? Bread and circus? But then all distraction does is cause even more noise. There's too much noise going into my head. So I resolve to cut it all out... Round and round until I get hit by a fucking car or something, since thinking about hopeless ways to fix this problem - said thoughts also adding to the cacophony - completely occupies my every waking moment. It's probably why I can't think about anything more complex or ambitious than just doing my job on autopilot for all eternity, the noise is there and stops any deeper reasoning.