>>509184230

Your rationalization reeks of alcoholic. I love alcohol too. So much, that I had to quit. You're not special. You'll either die young or make the right choice and fill your life with alternatives. You gotta want to do it though, or it won't work. You aren't there yet.

It turns into a crutch you can't possibly see your life without. It tricks you into thinking you need it. I thought I needed it to deal with health issues. Turns out I feel way better without it.

At least your mom loves you. Don't be shitty to her. Move out and be an alcoholic somewhere else.