Had my first sexual experiences with a pair of brothers who lived down the street from me.

They were already fooling around with each other before they brought me in on it. Started with us just jerking off to porn together, but I guess that was just a ploy of theirs to ease me into things... cause it wasn't long before the older bro had me jerking him off as he directed his younger bro to go down on me.

They were a year older and younger than me, respectively. Which also kind of matched our sexual dynamic... my older friend was the most dominant of us, his younger brother was super submissive, and I went both ways.

It continued all throughout our teens. It wasn't just sexual either, I developed some complicated feelings for both of them... but I always felt like a third wheel compared to their relationship with each other. Like, they weren't just brothers-with-benefits, it was obvious to me that they were downright romantic with each other. Left me feeling jealous and envious, and was a big part of the reason that I let myself slowly drift away and lose touch with them after I left for college.