share some stories of gay things you did

i'm horny

>>937132803 (OP)
is fingering you butt gay or is it like jerking off?

>>937132803 (OP)
In 7th grade during a sleep over i caught my friend jerking off in the middle of the night. He was really embarrassed about being caught, but i told him that i didnt really mind and that he should finish anyway while i watch. Five minutes of casual conversation and slight flirting and he cums all over his stomach, which i then talk him into letting me lick the cum off his cock and wherever else it landed.

>>937132887
If playing with your butthole is gay then touching your penis is gay

>>937132887
Idk about gay but its retarded. Get a dildo anom

>>937132803 (OP)
Took turns fucking each other with my partner (mtf)

>>937133855
whats a good alt to a dildo? a cucumber?

>>937133683
aw

i simply suck cock but i don't particularly like cock i love human vagina so much im allowed to pleasure cocks but it isn't cheap

>>937134208
Dildos are cheap just get one on amazon. Get a water based lube while you’re at it.

I wish I could throw away my life and come out as trans and fully feminize my body other than my cock and be a good slut for others to enjoy

>>937136373
Trans are retarded and mentally ill, Just be a femboy anon... lose weight and work out a bit to get a nice ass it's quite simple.

>>937136694
Sure, whatever words you wanna use to make you feel like theres any difference.

>>937136742
There's a big difference you retard. One thinks they're a girl the other doesn't. You can be a cute boy and that's fine, but YWNBAW

>>937132803 (OP)
>OP is a faggot
Wow, very original

>>937132803 (OP)
When I was 15 my best friend fucked me in the ass.
But we didn't discuss gender identity, so I have no idea whether that was gay, straight, or lesbian.

>>937136921
Gender identity doesn't determine if you're gay or not, sex does. Cease your kike psyopping you zoomnigger. You trannies trying your absolute hardest to ruin being gay and it won't work.

>>937136869
I'm a failed man, everyone has always treated me like a girl for it, now that I want to let them, I cant? Now you want to call my faggy sissy ass a fucking man? Make up your damn minds!

>>937137701
Treating you like a girl how? By fucking your ass? That's just called being a bottom. You can be an effeminate male its really not that complicated.

>>937132803 (OP)
I started doing stuff with an older boy when I was like 12-13. Sucking cock is something that I apperantly excel at, and I enjoyed getting to try stuff with someone.
He was really sweet too, miss it.

>>937132803 (OP)
I've slept with nine men

>>937137862
People legit thought I was a girl until puberty hit me late at 14. Been called by fem pronouns, called princess, flirted with by guys, treated as sweet and dainty, etc etc
> Penetration is all it takes to be "treated like a girl"

>>937138830
keyword "like" a girl. lmfao put 2 and 2 together mate. Assuming you're not larping then grats you're a cute boy.

>>937139222
Thanks, but still failing to see your point.
You say to put 2 and 2 together that I was treated "like" a girl but then you say I can never be a girl which is fine cuz I just wanted to be treated "like" a girl like I was until puberty gave me facial hair and a deep voice.
You cant deny for a second that I will never be treated as a man when I am so feminine I was mistaken for being a girl by almost everyone until a late puberty. So what, be treated as nothing? Im not looking for anyone to pretend I have a pussy, just to not pretend that Im a fucking man either, cuz clearly Im not

Got into a physical fight with my brother and I was horny. Pulled him to my bed and pinned him down. I pulled off his shirt and mine and lowered my pants. I agressively pushed my belly into his while rubbing it around. Got an erection during this. I put my hands all over his body and it felt good. Didn't have sex but the skin to skin contact felt good.

>>937139966
You're so far gone in your delusions that you think being treated softly means you can't be a man. Yes you clearly ARE a man regardless of what your terminally online brainrot has told you. You stated golden age was pre-puberty and that kinda gives a red flag that you were groomed, or at least it sounds that way.

>>937140498
Stop having mental illness in a jerk off thread, and let people be people, you're fucking annoying

>>937132803 (OP)
I was about to do the college entrance exam, when I spotted a former classmate of mine. He was a fatfuck who used to try to be a bully, and turned out to be a sexual molester with the girls from minor grades
The thing is, at that moment when I spotted, I thought, what if during all these years I tried to change my sex? Hormones, long hair, makeup, dresses and all that stuff
>"hi there!"
>"huh?"
>"oh, you don't remember me? we were classmates!"
>"oh really? who are you? I really don't recognize you"
>"te-he~, you used to bully me like the others..."
>"I did? ..."
>"hm-kukukuku~"
I used to have those kind of ideas before, and I never even liked males. And even if I do, I wouldn't even have the chance to be the submissive femboy archetype. I literally look and height like pic related. But now I remember, even the Great Khali dressed as a fairy, but that was obviously for the show and intended to look like that

>>937140717
trans ideology is transhuman in nature. ironic that you want to let people be people when the goal itself is to become something else. food for thought.

>>937140895
Thoughts on my gay moment here?
>>937140371

>>937140882
You need to go for it and start crossdressing! I believe in you.

>>937141059
idk sounds like a hormonal kid experimenting inadvertently. Way more normal than you'd think. Wouldn't even call it gay tbh.

>>937140895
Its not food for thought, you're just annoying as shit, and nobody else here is.

>>937141266
Thank you for your input anon

>>937133683
love sleepover stories like this
wish I had more fun like this back then

>>937140498
Was raised by a conservative christian family and church, the same folks screaming groomers are the ones who raised me. Seems to be a trend in that, too, so maybe there's something more to that. Idk, Im not a psychologist, obviously.

Considering that ever since puberty made me more masculine people have started treating me entirely differently, yeah, society HAS reinforced that I indeed cannot be treated softly and be a man simultaneously. Would be cool if that were the case, but its not. In fact, youre so lost in your delusions that you tell me I cant be treated how I was treated my entire life now just because now I want to be and people have stopped. To everyone I met without my parents there, I was a girl. No one needed to know what was between my legs or what chromosomes I had, they just treated me like a girl cuz they thought I was a girl. Should they all be criminally charged with something? Did these strangers "groom" me because they didnt diddle me to figure out what genitals I had? Is that what you want? To have an excuse to stick your hands in everyone's pants?
>>937140895
> Everything with the prefix "trans" is part of an agenda!
Transhumanists dont give a fuck about transgender people and vice versa, these are two entirely unrelated ideologies. Spit out the horse dewormer and get some bottled water, the water where you live is poisoned with lead and the hand up your ass puppeting you wont come out with dewormer. Watch out for trans fats btw theyre turn you into a sissy or something

>>937141343
>Why can't you accept that I'm a girl and also reverse gay at the same time!!! you're so annoying!!

>>937141248
I mean it's not only larping as a female, I've also done really fucked up stuff related to the psychological aspect of "being female"
>catfishing a guy for nearly two years
>behave and talk just like his kind of woman
>have geek and weeb interests
>show compromise with traditional values, marriage and femininity
>flirt and play along like regular females do on chat
>pretending to have a mindbreakup due to guiltiness
>never talk to that dude again
>never reveal him that he was talking to a dude all along
It's fucked up, really. I don't think that I like the fact that I know how to behave like a desirable woman, at least virtually

>>937132887
Depends on the day, but I'll shoot a load in my mouth if I'm feelin' zesty

>>937141592
yes hardcore religious nuts are sexually repressed and end up demented like trannies. It's the opposite end of the degeneracy spectrum. Ideally you find yourself between the points.

>>937141592
>spit out the horse dewormer
the fact you default to thinking someone in a GAY STORIES thread is maga is actually comical. Typical tranny brainrot. No I'm a gay male who doesn't like you freaks encroaching on our space and ruining it. Sadly the greater LGB community are full of pussies and they let your virus sit and fester.

>>937141639
>>937140371
>>937141266
It's embarassing af to me. Thank you anon you made me feel better about myself.

To the anon that enjoys larping as a female may I ask you a hypothetical question? If I do some weird experimental gay stuff but not anal penetration with you involving you struggling would you like it?

>>937142096
No, because when I was larping as a female I also imagined how it would be to pin down that fictional girl and do lewd stuff to her. Weird, because it's an invention of mine, and I personified it...
>off to hang myself

>>937142350
The lack of consent only makes it better

>>937142096
Why was it embarrassing? Does the idea of it possibly being gay bother you? Serious question

>>937132803 (OP)
Idk if this will fit, since it's lesbian shit i did. But. Still.

When I was with a friend, she asked me "How fast can you squirt anonie?". I replied with "My fastest time was 47 seconds". "You're lying". And well... That's how we fapped each others clits.

>>937142437
Not the gayness but because it became that "You know that weird one time when you" moment that is occasionally brought up that also reveals my bellyplay fetishes.

>>937142416
I mean, in my delusions it was more like CNC. Pretending that wasn't enjoying it, but in reality was enjoying it

>>937142590
Do femcels really time their sessions?

>>937142590

>>937142642
Ah okay, I took it as me saying it doesn't sound gay as something that made it less embarrassing for you. But yeah there's no difference between what you did happening to a guy or a girl it'd be the same awkward moment between siblings regardless.

>>937142718
Nope. I just got a random idea one day. And decided to see how fast I could cum. Now my best time is more or less 30 minutes, since i'm on mental pills that make your reproductive system more... Inefficient? Idk how to word it, but I hope you get the idea.

Btw, my friend who's on the same pills as me can't cum at all. So... It could be worse.

>>937142437
And I find it really hard to grow up and move on when not just for this but for other things too when every time I bring something up that's on my mind to my therapist he/she shushes me and says "That happened a long time ago let's forget about it" and I never could explain the bigger picture of family issues and social anxiety issues and sexual fantasies and things that bother me because of it.

>>937142979
Find a better therapist. There has to be one that would like to hear about your deviations

>>937143097
ok I'll take your advice anon

>>937142979
idk I personally don't think therapy is a legit thing. That said, a therapist telling you to not talk about what you feel like talking about sounds crazy. That's the kinda thing you drop them for.

I went to an all-boys school for middle and high school and those motherfuckers were gay as hell.

Someone kept a chest of feminine clothes in the drama room, and about once a month we'd smuggle it to the dorms for a "princess party" where we'd drink and dress in drag, and 2/3rds of the guests would end up playing with each other's dicks, and the other third would pick a princess and gangbang them. We'd play dumb swinger games usually too.
For example, one boy had a big dildo with a suction cup on it he kept for these parties that they'd stick on a chair, and three or four princesses would all sit on other chairs and everyone else would have to guess who is sitting on the dildo. They'd have to wiggle and bounce without making a face. Lots of fun.
I was the best at that game, almost never lost.

>>937133855

>>937143619
you just know

>>937143241
I feel so good and majestic and proud of myself from talking about my fetishes to anons on 4chan.

>>937132803 (OP)
When I was 16 I had a nude of mine get shared around school from an ex girlfriend. Nothing embarrassing but got a handful of comments and some compliments.

> Well few months go by and im staying at my friend Trent's house
> Woke up at night and tried to be quiet so I didn't wake anyone up
> notice a light from Trent's bed coming from his phone
> Thought maybe he fell asleep watching youtube
> see he's looking at nude photos and scrolling.
> See mine. Then I notice some slight movement from the blanket
> and almost like a fucking movie he glances over his shoulder to where I should have been sleeping only to see me sitting up
> he panics and turns back over hiding his phone and I leave to go to the bathroom
> Next day our 3rd friend that was there leaves to go to work
> I'm still there and eventually confront him about last night.
> Told him what I saw
> lot of back and forth finding out he was closeted and what not
> He then asked "are you okay with it"
> I jokingly say do you just wanna try it
> had some awkward jokes and comments to the point I show him my dick
> he asked liked a 100 times if I was sure about everything
> then gives me a bj
> later that day were talking more about when he found out and all that type of talk
> end up asking him if he's done anything
> find out he's been playing with a dildo his cousin gave him. Said he's tried to give himself a prostate orgasm but never could
> then well you can pretty much figure out what we tried next

Ended up having a few of these when he felt we were alone and he wasn't having anything to do that day. He was a naturally overly nervous dude.

Finally gave him anal orgasm while doing cowgirl and that was one the happiest I seen him in awhile

>>937144462
you must be 18 or over to post here

>>937144751
>>937141617
Lame ragebait

>>937142005
> Thinking maga arent full of repressed gays
For what its worth, I dont want to be in your LGB space, TQ etc should be their own group. Hopefully we can both agree on that at least. I dont want to be in your space because I dont want to be mistaken for being you. You dont want me in your space, yet you say Im the same as you, and dont want me in your space. Either Im the same and belong or Im different and dont, pick one. It seems like we're on the same page that I am not just a gay man, youre able to identify me as an other in that way, yet when I try to agree and say "yes, I am an other" you say I am the same as you and that I am not an other. Your argument continues to fall apart, and worse yet, I dont want it to fall apart. I just want you to pick ONE fucking narrative. Personally Id rather be treated as an alt gender than just as a girl, but society fights that concept even harder, even tho it would probably help resolve a lot of the issues society has with gender. At least before puberty people treated me like a human being, now I'm just a freak, even tho all I did was continue to live my life no differently than I have my entire life.

Not good enough to be a man
Not welcome in gay man culture
Not good enough to be treated like a girl

What is my crime, all I did was live.

>>937141719
Yeah that makes a lot of sense. I'm on 4chan, so lets be real here. No one intentionally on this site isnt a degenerate, especially on /b/ c'mon.

>>937132803 (OP)
Met a cute crossdresser at a club and just rubbed on him and talked dirty to him till he came. It was adorable.

I'm closet bi, leaning straight. But my younger brother is a fully gay femboy, and has basically been my personal cumdump ever since we were young.

He's actually the only guy I've ever gone all the way with... so far I've only dated girls. I don't hook up with my brother nearly as often now, compared to back when were horny teenagers sharing a bedroom. But I still give him booty calls when I'm between gfs and need to get my rocks off.

>>937145643
Hot af

>>937144751
You typed this instead of reporting me to jannys proving that this is obvious bait but whatever. I'm an adult now but this happened at a younger age.

To describe it in more detail I was plump from stress eating and it was my younger brother so I was bigger than him. I forcefully pinned him down to my bed after grabbing him and yanking him to my room after he punched me, I made sure to lock the doors. I took off all of my clothes and tore off his shirt and pants.
I was feeling horny and getting into a physical fight with him caused me to think less straight. I layed on top of him and pushed down all of his limbs. I then started to push and extended my belly into his as hard as I can. The skin to skin contact felt sexual. I was wiggling while doing this. He was begging me to stop and after a bit I finally let him go.

>>937143537
>all-boys school
>gay as hell
Many such cases. Everyone I've ever talked to who went to an all-boys one has similar stories... it's one of the most validated stereotypes ever.

At my school, almost nobody was open about doing gay shit, but everyone knew it was rampant in private. Most guys (myself included) put on a homophobic act as a way of projecting and deflecting our insecurities about what we were getting up to.

Which meant that, ironically, the guys who caught the most bullying for being "fags" were the weird/unpopular/shy boys who were probably the only ones not actually fagging it up with the rest of us.

Also ironically, the few openly-gay dudes we had were all surprisingly popular, since they were all highly charismatic social butterflies who knew how to manage the social hit of being open about it. Plus they were all cute/handsome enough that I suspect they were hooking up with the other "straight" popular boys too.

>>937144522
you still hit that or na

>>937147235
Not anymore since he's engaged now.
But we would still fuck off and on during my college days and when we were both single from time to time
But funny enough he the only person that has ever offered anal to me. So he still holds that trophy

>>937145643
Question to this Anon
>>937146632
What are your thoughts on this? And does size and strength difference make it your gayness more interesting to you? How often do you get into fights with eachother?

>>937145188
>You dont want me in your space, yet you say Im the same as you
No, I'm gay you're mentally ill. All i said is that you're a guy, which you are.
>It seems like we're on the same page that I am not just a gay man
You should've been, but you got mindfucked so now you aren't which is the problem.
>Personally Id rather be treated as an alt gender
Gender is just retarded stop using it. Its arbitrary and serves no purpose. Be yourself not someone who jumps ship to the "other" socially constructed role.
>but society fights that concept even harder
You'll never find common consensus on anything because the general population is retarded.
>now I'm just a freak
You don't have to be, just accept you weren't born as attractive/your ideal body as you wanted, almost nobody is.
>What is my crime, all I did was live.
The crime is being cringe. Not you specifically, just trans people who push themselves into spaces where they don't belong. I mean no ill will towards you specifically and hope you can find how you belong in the world because clearly you're kinda lost. Only person saying they're not good enough to be a man is you, idk where this defeatist mindset comes from.

>>937147839
Holy bait anon

I want more discussions on my bellyplay fetish and sibling incident, no one cares about your bait. chill

>>937146808
I mean you're dead on. There were three openly gay guys in my class and they all had multiple boyfriends and never dated each other, meaning they just went through a "straight" guy rotation. Including me, to be fair.
I considered myself bi but wasn't open about it, mostly because I hate attaching labels to myself. That said basically everyone knew because by sophomore year I figured out how to do bottom prep and enjoy getting fucked and then I didn't have to worry about anything ever again.

What's funny is regarding bullying, none of the guys who were actively doing fag shit would get bullied. My friends and I would paint our toenails and wear lipstick and kiss boys and no one cared. But there was a Mormon boy and he would get shit talked constantly because he wouldn't do anything.

When I can't get off to anything else, I sometimes go to t-girl porn of them riding dildos to imagine I'm fucking them.

I'm no really sexual, I don't even really think I have a sexuality. I just fap to whatever I feel like will get me off at the time.

This is surely normal though.

>>937148040
truth bombs aren't bait anon, im trying to be kind here not lie to someone to make them feel better short term.

>>937144522
wait so did the 3rd friend just never find out

>>937148775
Doubling down the bait I see

Anyways can you tell me your thoughts on my bellyplay sibling moment and the artistic image I drew to show it?

>>937148808
Not that I know. After high-school Will went to a college in Colorado and never came back. But yet he was always kind of a flaky person that went from friend group to friend group

>>937147839
> Gender is retarded, stop using it
> Serves no purpose
> Socially constructed role
All roles are socially constructed, gender is socially constructed, and is used to label these social constructs. Now, I'm all for throwing away labels and just be yourself, but no one lets you do that in the real world. I'm not terminally online where people can read my profile to know how to treat me. They see someone they identify as a man, regardless of how feminine, and start expecting certain behaviors. I behave as myself, and am told I am a failure of a man because of this that or another thing. I dont fucking care.
>Clearly youre kinda lost
Yeah, when society keeps pointing me in different directions telling me Im this or Im that or Im not this or Im not that when I never fucking asked. Anyone out of my family that knew me before puberty thought I was a girl, I was treated like a girl. Puberty hit and that shifted dramatically. If I took hormones I could look how I used to, and then people would treat me how they used to, but if I dont shift my appearance people will continue to treat me the same.

I dont like to use the term "pass" cuz I dont really care for the idea of "tricking" people into thinking Im a cis girl. Im not expecting anyone to infer anything about my genitals, I dont care what people think I have down there, I just want to be treated like I was treated before. Thats the thing I dont get. Can you explain why I cant be treated how I was before?
> Just accept you werent born as your ideal
I WAS born as my ideal, then puberty fucked me over. I wish my balls never dropped so I could still be treated like a girl. If I just ran away as a kid like I thought about doing, maybe I couldve just kept living my life as a girl with no one knowing any different.

>>937149088
Forgot to say what I was gonna say about "passing"
I used to pass as a girl so well that I've legitimately had to flash people to prove I had a dick. I wish nothing ever changed from that.

>>937148909
not bait but okay. And also i already responded to u about it not being gay when you were younger. Clearly you matured into being that way and also a furry though. Can't tell if you're being sincere or not anymore so I'm just not gonna bother.

>>937149088
>no one lets you do that in the real world
That goes for anything out of the norm even hobbies like video games as you get older. Yes i understand you don't feel you fit in, and honestly neither do I and that has nothing to do with gender.
>I just want to be treated like I was treated before
You understand that you think this way just because you had a formative moment of attention gratification this way right? If you were treated a different way positively first that is how you'd end up instead. It's all so arbitrary. This is just a case of you growing up and getting uglier, this happens to everyone.
>If I just ran away as a kid like I thought about doing, maybe I couldve just kept living my life as a girl with no one knowing any different
Biology would catch up anyway. Only people that are immune are the genetically gifted to look girly, or kids who take puberty blockers. Personally think there isn't enough research to be done about the effects of puberty blockers yet long term so I think its child abuse to even use them as a parent so...

>>937147799
Well, I've always been taller/stronger/more masculine than my brother. And that was even more true than we were younger. So I've always physically dominated him during sex.

I've never forced him into anything he didn't want, though. In fact, when we first started fooling around, our age and size difference made me feel very worried that I was taking advantage of him. Plus I felt guilty and insecure about doing gay stuff in general. So even though I've always been the top in the relationship, early on I played reluctant and hard-to-get, and let him be the one to initiate sexual stuff and slowly push the boundaries of how far I was willing to go. It wasn't until things had become casual and routine for us that I started being the one to initiate sex.

>How often do you get into fights with eachother?
We of course got into plenty of typical brotherly spats and bickering over petty shit... but I don't think we've had a serious "fight" with each other since before puberty? Once we started fooling around, whenever we were pissed at each other over whatever the sexual stuff would completely dry up. And then whenever we got over it we'd often have what amounted to make-up sex.

Men are better to cuddle

>be repressed bifag
>self-loathing and in denial about my gay urges
>freshman year of college
>roommate ends up being a stupidly cute twink
>also the first openly gay guy I've ever met IRL
>so I start 'mirin him and having a lot of confused/guilty feelings
>which gets even more confusing when I notice him 'mirin me back
>of course I react to this in a very mature, rational, level-headed way
>by erratically swinging between homophobic bullying and awkward "lol just kidding no homo" flirtation
>which included finding excuses to flaunt my body in front of him, only to accuse him of creeping on me whenever I got a reaction
>came to a head one night when I came back from a party drunk and horny
>I see my roommate in bed with his laptop, looking flushed
>realize I just walked in on him jerking off
>and some inhibition in me finally gives way
>I don't even remember saying anything
>I just crawl into bed with him and start aggressively feeling him up
>he freaks out and struggles a bit
>but not that much, especially once I stick my tongue down his throat
>I "let"/make him suck me off for a while
>feels amazing, but I'm too drunk to cum from it
>so after a bit I push him onto his stomach and pin him down
>he freaks out a bit more when he realizes he's about to get fucked
>but after I try and fail to stick it in, he nervously directs me to some lube
>he whimpers the whole time I fuck him
>I'm rough and selfish about it
>blow my load up his ass without even asking if it's okay
>post-cum regret and guilt hits me like a tidal wave
>I end up hugging him and crying and apologizing a bunch
>he tells me it's okay and lets me cuddle him while I drunkenly complain about all my sexual guilt and confusion
>give him an apology handjob and then pass out on him
So anyway, that's how I got with my first boyfriend. Defintely not my finest moment.

>>937151725
>first boyfriend
still your bf now or how long did that last?

I ended up shacking up with a femboy I had been chatting with at a furry convention, and over the course of the four day weekend we had sex/did sexual stuff I think 15 times. Like I'd fuck him, I'd blow him, he'd blow me, we'd break, we'd fuck again, repeat.

I found out after the first like two hours that he was still in high school, which put a damper on actually having anything that lasted. But still, fantastic weekend.

>>937132803 (OP)
I'm masturbating right now and i think letting all you guys know that is pretty gay. Just laying on my bed stroking my cock to some of the stories here.

>>937152129
It only lasted about a year. I'm lucky he put up with me that long, honestly... I was definitely not good boyfriend material back then, not for girls and definitely not for other guys. He was pretty patient about trying to help me work through my internalized homophobia, but eventually got sick of me being ashamed of our relationship and treating him like a dirty little secret.

>>937153857
Aww thank you

And yes I'm autistic

>>937153857
>>937154550
Tried to cum in my mouth but ended up just giving myself a facial since my aim sucks. Cum tasted amazing though, I'm so horny gonna go again wish me luck guys!

the gayest thing I ever did? well me and my friend chance used to make out and have doggy style gay sex...this was when I was growing up lol...

>>937132803 (OP)
This one time, a few years back, my last year in college, I did so much gay things. All the gay things, really. I did so much gay things that my asshole throbbed whenever I walked past an Orange Julius.

Well, we're not "boyfriends" or anything but I have a casual thing going on with my former stepdad.

I know that sounds super fucked up, but just to be clear up front, he's not a pedo and didn't groom me or anything. This didn't start until I was 23, and he's been divorced from my mom since I was 16. But after the divorce I maintained a solid relationship with him. And then when Covid hit, I lost my job, and ended up crashing with him.

In my defense, from what I've read a lot of people went kinda stir-crazy during the quarantines and ended up in weird sexual relationships with whoever they happened to be living with? Anyway, in our case it started as us just drunkenly jerking off together. And somehow that became kind of a routine. And we started opening up about sexuality shit... him talking about how he used to fool around with other guys when he was my age, and me talking about how I was maybe kinda sorta a little bit bicurious.

So anyway... one thing led to another and it turns out sucking cock is pretty fun. And then after a couple months of me blowing him I decided fuck it, all the gay boys online are also going on about how great prostate orgasms are, maybe I could give that a try. And it turns out they were right lol, and that riding cock is pretty fun too.

>>937132887
it's more gay than jerking off but i don't think it makes you gay outright

>>937133683
sounds hot

>>937132803 (OP)
I was railed by a black gay couple back during the Pandemic.

Freshman year of college i decided to download grindr because I was bicurious. End up talking to a closeted gay junior that lived alone off campus. We exchange pics he's 6'2 black guy in decent shape, solid 8" dick with a purple head. I'm 5'11 skinny white guy with an average 6" dick. After talking for a while he calms my nerves and convinces me to go to his place. After some small talk on the couch he puts his arm around me and guides my hand to his crotch. I start rubbing his hard cock as we start making out. At this point I am harder than I have ever been in my life. After a few minutes we get up and he drags me to his bed by the hand. We are now naked making out cocks pressed against each other. The tip of his dick touching my balls feels incredible. I start blowing him but my jaw hurts after a while so we end up frotting until we both cum. I bust the biggest nut of my life up until that moment. He talks me into showering together and spending the night to help me process what happened. We become fwb and he later takes my anal virginity.

i spread my legs for strangers on webcam and show them my ass balls and feet

>>937161184
Hi moot you fucking newfag

>>937161219

sup

I stared sucking cock after i turned 6, i used to suck off the dude next door after he flashed his cock at me once after inviting me in. i swallowed every time until i moved a year later.
then at the new neighborhood i would mess around with the other kids there, one particular boy loved to suck cock lol, we used to have a few spots to hide and spend hours sucking, between him and his little brother i was pretty busy. his family was mega mormon so that tracks.

Back in high school my older cousin would pick me up in his shitty trunk and give me a ride to school. On the way, we'd detour to stop in this old deserted parking lot where I'd give him head.

Our euphemism for this was that I was "paying for gas." Pretty much every day for about two years, if I didn't start school with his load in my stomach, it was only cause we'd been running late and I knew I'd be getting it on the way home instead.

He never did anything to get me off in return. But I didn't really mind, he had a really great cock and I loved blowing him. Surprisingly, he never ended up fucking me, even though I wanted him to. He said that he was "too straight" for that... I guess he did end up marrying a woman, so idk.

>>937161184
cute
>>937162326
:3 i want to jerk off to that, i didnt do anything gay and i'm 19 now, feels like i missed out

>>937164506
feel free to fap, give updates too!

>>937164506
>19
Plenty of time to do gay shit.

>>937132803 (OP)
I finally shoved a dildo up my ass and it hurt, how the fuck do you people do this?

Had my first sexual experiences with a pair of brothers who lived down the street from me.

They were already fooling around with each other before they brought me in on it. Started with us just jerking off to porn together, but I guess that was just a ploy of theirs to ease me into things... cause it wasn't long before the older bro had me jerking him off as he directed his younger bro to go down on me.

They were a year older and younger than me, respectively. Which also kind of matched our sexual dynamic... my older friend was the most dominant of us, his younger brother was super submissive, and I went both ways.

It continued all throughout our teens. It wasn't just sexual either, I developed some complicated feelings for both of them... but I always felt like a third wheel compared to their relationship with each other. Like, they weren't just brothers-with-benefits, it was obvious to me that they were downright romantic with each other. Left me feeling jealous and envious, and was a big part of the reason that I let myself slowly drift away and lose touch with them after I left for college.

>>937165826
Bitter sweetness

>>937165627
dude use lube and start slow. My first time with one was not difficult.

>>937140882
>even the Great Khali dressed as a fairy, but that was obviously for the show and intended to look like that
lel

>>937165627
>shoved
There's your problem, anon. Like >>937166111 says, you shouldn't be rushing it. You gotta be horny, lubed up, and take it slow.

tbh though, it might just be that dildos just don't do the trick for you. I've never liked them myself, which initially convinced me that I must be a top... until I finally got to try out real dick, and found it was a 100x better experience.

>>937166111
>>937166288
Okay maybe I didn’t shove but it fucking hurt, the head itself was sorta big, I played with that until I can get past the flared bit and then it popped in I thought that was the hardest part but no in the middle there is a girthier diameter probably as fat as the fattest part of the tip again, and by then it just felt uncomfortable. I practically showered my ass in lube. And nothing changed. In the end I just left it in like a plug hoping to get accustomed to it. Kinda did but it wasn’t this “oh that feels good” experience. It was more psychological like “oh so he’s destroying my asshole against my will” type of fantasy. Hurts, won’t do again until a long time.

I post nudes on Reddit for horny men to see.

>>937166521
Sounds like you were a bit too ambitious for your first attempt and bit off more than you could chew. If you ever decide to try again, start with something smaller than an average dick. I've heard good things about Aneros though I can't attest to them personally.

>>937166672
It was small dude… like it’s a beginner toy. It is like 9.9cm long, and the fattest part being 3.12cm in diameter. I had another thinner one that felt nicer I might get another like it. That fatter one felt like rape. So I end up looking at the small dick threads and imagine fucking those.. or having a bf with a small dick.

>>937162326
Everything about that dick and who it belongs to looks so hot.
>>937162326
Hot and sad… there’s lots of “straights for gays” types who will rarely pursue anything further. But damn do they act feral.

>>937133777
Incorrect. Jerking off is the most masculine thing you can do, it is a primal instinct that can be observed by almost all mammals in the animal kingdom. It is basically your body saying it's so horny to fuck a female that it is willing to rub itself while imagining it to be said female in order to relieve yourself, it just so happens to be that your hand is a good tool to achieve this. You're basically dry humping, but using your hand instead of an inanimate object since it feels better, and instead of "humping" into it you do all the motion in your arm because it doesn't cost as much energy to do. However, if your mind is warped and instead of imagining a female's vagina you are instead focused on the dick and almost pretending like it's someone else's, and envisioning yourself jerking it off, THEN you're a faggot.

As for the butthole thing, nah you're a massive faggot. Monkeys don't spontaneously stick their fingers or objects into their ass for any reason, your mind has been altered by gay porn, trauma, or outside stimuli to feel the urge to do such a thing. Thanks for attending my TED talk.

>>937168771
i had a dick, balls and nipple fetish for a while.

>>937168771
>felt like rape.
i might like that hehe

>>937132803 (OP)
Back in college I hooked up with a guy once who lived in the same dorm complex as me. Went up to his room, sucked his dick and let him fuck my ass while my girlfriend was sleeping back in my room

>>937132803 (OP)
am gayer then all of you gays

>>937179778
post your cock then prove it

>>937176188
The ideal penis is the bottom “cute” penis in the picture I posted. Anything else is masochism.

>>937173874
This leaves more questions to be answered anon

>>937178674
cuckqueen is my fetish, wish I could cuck some chick by smashing her boyfriend on the side..

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the east coast, curvy and full of energy. I absolutely love flirting and taking charge during those hot chats. There's something so thrilling about pushing someone's buttons and watching them lose control while we both enjoy the moment. I'm a total night owl and always in the mood for some fun, but I can be a bit shy because of my anxiety, so connecting online is my jam! If you're looking for a teasing buddy who knows how to have a good time, hit me up! Add me on the 4pp - r e m e m b e r t o t a k e o u t t h e s p a c e s a n d d a s h e s: viollenq. Let’s see how wild we can get together!

>come out of the closet as bi
>my friends are chill about it
>but one of them has a little brother who is a fucking brat
>always has been, tbh
>he runs his mouth and says homophobic shit to try to rile me up
>doesn't bother me, cause I know exactly what this kid's deal is
>he's been pinging my gaydar for years
>classic repressed closet case type
>projecting to try to deflect suspicion
>and I know for sure I've caught him checking me out before
>so one day I'm hanging out at my friend's house
>friend is in the shower, leaving me alone with the bratty little brother
>the brat runs his mouth again
>saying something out of the blue about not wanting me to hit on him or something
>I decide to call his bluff
>I wrestle him a bit, pin him down, and start feeling him up through his clothes
>his eyes go wide and he gets rock hard
>he doesn't put up any resistance, just squirms and moans while I tease him with dirty talk
>after a few minutes of this, he lets out this cute whimper and starts bucking his hips
>I realize he's cumming in his pants... I didn't even do that much
>he lays there, beet red and breathing hard and hiding his face
>looks incredibly cute, but I'm starting to realize I maybe took this too far
>then we hear his brother coming back from his shower
>we both scramble back to our original positions and act like we were playing vidya the whole time
>he doesn't say anything about what happened
>after that, he keeps up the normal tsundere brat act in front of other people
>but also spends as much time around me as possible, and lets me "molest" and tease him every time we can find a bit of privacy
>didn't take long before we're sucking each other off
>and I eventually end up popping his cherry
>this lasts for about a year before his older brother catches on
>never directly confronts me, but he does stop inviting me over and gives me the cold shoulder

>>937182128
>he lets out this cute whimper and starts bucking his hips
>I realize he's cumming in his pants...
OMG I want him

>>937182128
>>come out of the closet as bi
>>my friends are chill about it
God I wish that was me

bump

don't die

I had my first time at anime convention when I was 19.

At that age I'd started realizing I was into guys, but I was still in that "well surely I'm not really gay, I've just been looking at too much porn, I just need to land a gf and I'll turn straight and normal" denial phase. But then my oblivious twink ass went and cosplayed as Link at an anime convention so obviously I was a hopeless fag, I just didn't know it yet lol

Anyway, I was there by myself, feeling awkward and insecure. And then this slightly older guy (mid 20s, I'd guess) complimented my costume, and we get to chatting. He's super friendly and I hang out with him for a while. Then as the evening is winding down he invites me back to his hotel room. Allegedly to share some booze and pot... and of course I'm too naive to realize I'm getting picked up, I thought I just made a friend lol.

So I go back with him and we end up on the hotel room's shitty little loveseat watching some anime. A bit drunk and a bit high... enough so that when he "casually" puts his arm around my shoulders I lean into him instead of stiffening up.

So we get progressively more cuddly. As he starts touching me more I'm internally freaking out, but it feels really good and I'm kinda paralyzed by horniness and this is so fucking gay wtf am I letting him do this. Then he pulls me fully into his lap, and feeling the tent in his pants pressing into my ass finally shocks me into giving a pathetic little protest of "I'm not gay." And he just chuckles like I'm joking and says "yeah me neither" and then starts nuzzling my neck and reaching into my costume to pull out my hard dick. And I just kinda melt and give in.

We ended up fooling around for what felt like hours. I don't think he realized I was literally a virgin (instead of just being super shy) until he started trying to fuck me and I was too tight and nervous for him to get his dick in my ass.

Getting praised by a man is the hottest thing ever. When he ruffles my hair and calls me a good boy to tease me… HIS good boy Hnnng.

no one has any idea but i've been visiting cruising areas and getting sucked off - or more - since i was 16.
What's semi interesting is that back then i was clearly too young but it was incredibly rare that anyone cared or even said anything out loud about it.
the first time i was brave enough to follow a guy to his car and get blown i was hooked.

>>937133683
>In 7th grade during a sleep over
9th grade sleepover my friend fell asleep and I ended up playing with his dick and balls over his sweats. I got up enough nerve to pull his dick out and suck on the head for a bit. Unfortunately, his little brother climbed into bed with us because he was scared of the storm. It was probably a good thing because I'm 80% sure if my friend would have woken up he would have kicked my ass.
8th grade sleepover my friend and I are looking at porn mags and both admit we jack off. Since we see each other naked in PE every day, I pull my dick out and start stroking. He's nervous at first but then gets horny enough to lay down beside me and start stroking himself. We go back and forth looking at porn and watching each other. I finally get close and we decide to race to see who can cum first. I shoot my load and show him my cum on my hand and dick and it pushes him over the edge and he shoots his load.

>>937136373
hrt is easy to diy

>>937132803 (OP)
Checking out Craig's List and find a guy who lives about 15 minutes away from me - we both live out in the country. Make plans to meet up after work because I can't bail for no good reason. Tells me to come to the back door and he greets me naked. Say 'Hi' and instead of shaking his hand I reach out, grab his dick and "shake" it like I would his hand. He laughs and we go outside.
I strip and start stroking my dick while he does the same thing in a double chair across from me. We talk about experiences we've had and fantasies. He asks if I want to sit next to him and stroke so I do. We watch each other a bit and says I can play with his if I want and I tell him the same thing.
Feels surreal to be looking at a dick I'm stroking but not actually feel it. He asks if I wanted to suck it and while I did, I wanted to take it slow because I didn't know him at all.
I end up jerking him off and he shoots a nice little glob of cum on his belly.
I'm needing to get home soon and his wife will be home in about 30 minutes so I tell him that I'll get myself off in front of him. He likes the idea and I stand between his legs. I play with my dick and balls while he watches and when I finally cum I shoot on his chest, belly and dick. He tells me to get it all on him so I squeeze out the last of my cum on him.
As I'm getting dressed he grabs a beach towel (he has an above-ground pool in the back yard) and wipes our cum off. We say goodbye and I e-mail him the next day to say that I was still so horny that I jacked off later that night. He e-mails me back and we say that we should try to hook up more but I never hear from him again.
I drove by once or twice then forgot about it for a long while. When I drive by again the pool is down and the house is up for sale.
Would have loved to have a stroke-buddy close by.