Been hooking up with this "straight" guy lately.

I feel kinda guilty about it, since it's obvious the guy is really confused and insecurity about his sexuality... he just went through a breakup from a toxic relationship with his longtime girlfriend, and I'm the first guy he's ever been experimented with. So I should be taking it slow and patiently easing him into things.

But he's just so... idk, cute and bully-able? He's seriously like a tsundere anime girl, where he tries to act tough, but melts at the slightest show of dominance. He's insecure about his masculinity and wants to be perceived like an alpha male, despite being a cute short twink who is obviously a natural bottom. I can't help but push his buttons and goad him into stuff that he's not quite ready for.

Anyone ever been in a relationship like this, on either side? How do I get him to chill the fuck out and stop acting embarrassed and reluctant? I know this guy was born to take dick, he managed to stay hard and get a prostate orgasm literally the first time he ever bottomed.

>>2680387
>Ever felt like you deserved it?
To be honest, I kind of did.

My older stepbrother started molesting me in my mid teens. Our parents had just gotten married, we hadn't grown up together. And even though we never really got along, I still thought he was pretty hot... which is something I desperately tried to keep to myself, but I guess he caught me eyeing him enough times that he realized could get away with dicking me down. Which, yeah, okay, that wasn't my fault. At least at first.

But the thing is... I did enjoy it, at least physically. I was going through that angsty self-loathing phase where I was still in deep denial to myself that I was a fag. But my stepbrother bullying me into servicing him... hey, that gave me a way to satisfy my gay urges without feeling responsible for it. I still felt guilty about enjoying it, and ashamed of the fact that I was submitting to the guy and letting it happen, but at least it wasn't "my fault."

So I got in this habit of... not directly initiating stuff myself, exactly. But making myself sexually vulnerable around him, giving him opportunities to jump my bones. It would've been easy for me to avoid him for the most part... make myself scarce whenever our parents were out of the house, lock my bedroom door at night, etc. But instead I'd go out of my way to hang out with him when were were alone together, I'd find excuses to be shirtless or just in my underwear in front of him, I'd barge into his room to bother him when I knew he was trying to jerk off, accept his offers to tag along when he needed to drive out on some petty errand.

Whenever he took the bait, I put on a big show of acting like I didn't want it, protesting and even pretending to struggle sometimes. But he knew I was full of shit, and would call me a cocktease, tell me he was doing me a favor, and tease me for being a fag when I got hard from him "forcing" me. Made me feel like shit, but I also kind of craved it.

Only guy I've done anything gay with is my younger brother. Started with us mutually exploring during early puberty, and just slowly escalated from there. I'm told a lot of guys do a little bit like that, but I guess we just never "grew out of it" like normally happens.

It was a weird relationship... we both felt guilty about what we were doing, so we developed all these stupid little ritual play-acts we went through to make us feel "less gay" about it. He'd play tsundere and act reluctant like he didn't want it, and I'd bully and "force" him into sex.

If anyone had caught us, from the outside it def would've looked like I was molesting the fuck outta him. But we both knew the whole thing was a big act... plus I think he had a kink for getting dominated. Sometimes I would second-guess myself on whether I was taking shit too far, but if I ever stopped initiating things, then he'd get all mopey and squirrely and start putting himself into ridiculous "vulnerable" positions trying to seduce me into "taking advantage" of him.

Despite how subby he is, my brother surprisingly turned out bi and even landed a wife before me. His wife knows about our relationship and thinks it's hot... I've fucked him while she watched a few times. I've got permission to fuck him one on one too... though we live far enough apart these days that I don't see him all that often anymore.

>>937552497
Be careful not to get in over your head with that. I did the same for my pot dealer when I was younger, and from that point on my money was no good with him anymore, he only accepted BJs. Eventually even that wasn't enough, he kept getting more demanding and ended up bullying me into bottoming for him, even though I didn't want to cross that line. Got to the point where he started "joking" about pimping me out to his friends before I realized I'd gotten myself into a dangerous and abusive relationship and cut ties with the guy.

>come out of the closet as bi
>my friends are chill about it
>but one of them has a little brother who is a fucking brat
>always has been, tbh
>he runs his mouth and says homophobic shit to try to rile me up
>doesn't bother me, cause I know exactly what this kid's deal is
>he's been pinging my gaydar for years
>classic repressed closet case type
>projecting to try to deflect suspicion
>and I know for sure I've caught him checking me out before
>so one day I'm hanging out at my friend's house
>friend is in the shower, leaving me alone with the bratty little brother
>the brat runs his mouth again
>saying something out of the blue about not wanting me to hit on him or something
>I decide to call his bluff
>I wrestle him a bit, pin him down, and start feeling him up through his clothes
>his eyes go wide and he gets rock hard
>he doesn't put up any resistance, just squirms and moans while I tease him with dirty talk
>after a few minutes of this, he lets out this cute whimper and starts bucking his hips
>I realize he's cumming in his pants... I didn't even do that much
>he lays there, beet red and breathing hard and hiding his face
>looks incredibly cute, but I'm starting to realize I maybe took this too far
>then we hear his brother coming back from his shower
>we both scramble back to our original positions and act like we were playing vidya the whole time
>he doesn't say anything about what happened
>after that, he keeps up the normal tsundere brat act in front of other people
>but also spends as much time around me as possible, and lets me "molest" and tease him every time we can find a bit of privacy
>didn't take long before we're sucking each other off
>and I eventually end up popping his cherry
>this lasts for about a year before his older brother catches on
>never directly confronts me, but he does stop inviting me over and gives me the cold shoulder

>>935828035
First time I tried it was just for a month (no nut november).

It didn't work at all, but I kept reading advice from people insisting it would work and make me "straight" and normal so I tried it again. Last all of I think about four months before I got stupid horny that I basically got drunk and threw myself at a sexual predator