I took an human eye reading test expecting it would confirm i have no clue what people, particularly women are thinking based on their facial expressions.
It basically provided the opposite of what I expected. I know its an online bullshit test, but I have never had any idea what women are thinking. Always gotrejected when i think they are interested and never noticed any instance of them being interested in me, but did have a couple of times when they were on the front foot blatantly asking me out.

I think my issue is more the entirety of growing up i was very shy, bullied, had difficulty making male friends who all literally moved away within a year. Even worse with female interactions, so just figured i was a hideous abomination since that was the only data points i had.
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