>>81770986
i have gone so extremely and disgustingly far for love that it would genuinely shock or surprise a lot of you
so much so that i feel like its ruined how i see myself and how i am as a person
which really fucking sucks
a lot of my family and the few friends i had left hate me now because of it
i just want to feel genuine love
>>81770991
ive only posted my face on an img board once and i havent been diagnosed with BPD but i am bipolar
i suspect i have a personality disorder of some sort but i dont like to self diagnose i think its cringe
if what you are saying is true though then there is probably no hope for me