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i think i might actually die from loneliness it's really pummeling me into the fucking dirt, and it's intensified by these online interactions i sometimes have with women where they just dehumanize me it's really offputting and gross in a way when i realize women don't even see me as a human being because i'm a guy on the internet. and this incel business... i'm sick of it it's fucking disgusting man. all these social dogmas bought into and raised against me like i'm some fucking piece of shit, like i've done something wrong or owe the world some penance... i've never substantially wronged anyone, yet i've seen two threads already about a girl dating an abusive guy... they love to insinuate that i'd abuse them if they gave me the chance, then double back and date someone who actually abuses them... every time i talk to women online, from the first word they seem already decided on the fact that i'm a piece of shit... it makes it impossible to have a genuine connection with them... they're never genuine about anything and from their point of view my being genuine is a huge red flag, along with literally anything i could conceivably say to them... everything's a fucking red flag man, everything's an ick... no foul to them though... i just think i need to kill myself if it's always going to be like this... cue some woman getting mad at me because i complained about women which is a huge ick and marks me as an INCEL OH NO INCEL HERE... forget the fact the actual definition of 'incel' is two words long... 99% of men may as well be incels with how much extraneous bullshit women heap under its signification... say "i hate women" -> INCEL... say you love women -> INCEL it doesn't matter what you say, you're an incel and the only people who AREN'T incels are the obsequious faggots that try so hard to get women to think they're upstanding when they really aren't... ah whatever i don't fucking care i'm killing myself no girl wants me and i don't wanna live anymore