>mostly watch Alana on YouTube, never watch her live (fuck the twitch mobile app and on PC the stream keeps shitting itself)
>watch her parrot video
>she mentions visiting 4chan
>"I saw people saying they wish I was raped by my own brother"
>"When I saw that post about my brother and I... that was horrible... I... It kinda fucked with me for days"
>"I just can't browse 4chan after that"
Holy fucking shit it's possible that she saw all the rape posting I HAVE posted
Fuck man there is a BIG POSSIBILITY that she saw my rape doujin ideas from mornths ago

I'm schizo enough to think that IM TO BLAME for her getting traumatized from the rape posting considering that I posted in one of her YouTube videos months ago "it's only a matter of time until she her 4chan threads"