>>40608323
>. I am suicidal but all religions say its bad so that's stopping me from actually doing it,
I don't believe in hell, but from what some people claim you might carry that state of mind (depression) into the afterlife and you can be stuck in it. Think of it as having a bad trip on psychedelic drugs, it's you experiencing it, you're aware of what's going on, but your state of mind is fucked up and kind of forget who or where you are. It seems like some souls don't realize they're dead, they can't distinguish life from afterlife, so you have ghosts mentally trapped/attached here.

So it's better to work this shit out while you're here and get your head straight.
And what is suicide? You can willingly sacrifice yourself to save someone, or go out with guns blazing in war facing certain death, is that suicide? Will you "go to hell" for saving someones life sacrificing your own? It depends on you state of mind and your reasoning behind it

>>81589319
>is just responding slavishly to instinct.
except there are people who don't "slavishly respond to instinct".
You NPCs lose again LOL