Anyone else suicidal because they're confident that there is an afterlife greater than this and they just want to be there and be with God? Nearly ever NDE says the afterlife is a much, much better place than this. A place full of love, a place that feels like home. I am suicidal but all religions say its bad so that's stopping me from actually doing it, so I just am living out my life swimming in the bleakness of suicidal depression, waiting to die, not interested in anything in this world. Every day is such a drag of me barely getting by, barely getting a tiny little bit of enjoyment out of an activity like reading a book.

I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEATH. CAN IT PLEASE COME SOONER? HOW DO I MAKE IT COME SOONER WITHOUT GOING TO HELL?

Here's a pro tip you may not realize.
If you haven't achieved heaven on earth, spiritual perfection, Nirvana, etc you really don't have much reason to expect the afterlife is going to be better for you.
Especially since right now I'm telling you you can do all those things while you're still alive.
So do that, it'll keep you busy while you wait to die AND improve your afterlife AND your life, immeasurably.

>>40608352
I've experienced great things spiritually. A taste of heaven, a taste of God. Those things are gone now, I am left in spiritual desolation, the longest dark night of the soul I have ever felt. I long for death, long for the God who I did meet.

>>40608352
>If you haven't achieved heaven on earth, spiritual perfection, Nirvana, etc you really don't have much reason to expect the afterlife is going to be better for you.
Did a god or a person tell you that?

>>40608421
You know the cure for the dark night of the soul is love, so do it, love everyone.

>>40608511
I did it and I'm still not done doing it. It gets better day by day.

>>40608323 (OP)
>. I am suicidal but all religions say its bad so that's stopping me from actually doing it,
I don't believe in hell, but from what some people claim you might carry that state of mind (depression) into the afterlife and you can be stuck in it. Think of it as having a bad trip on psychedelic drugs, it's you experiencing it, you're aware of what's going on, but your state of mind is fucked up and kind of forget who or where you are. It seems like some souls don't realize they're dead, they can't distinguish life from afterlife, so you have ghosts mentally trapped/attached here.

So it's better to work this shit out while you're here and get your head straight.
And what is suicide? You can willingly sacrifice yourself to save someone, or go out with guns blazing in war facing certain death, is that suicide? Will you "go to hell" for saving someones life sacrificing your own? It depends on you state of mind and your reasoning behind it

>>40608542
>I did it and I'm still not done doing it. It gets better day by day.
That doesn't say anything about afterlife. "I'm having a good time now so I will after I'm dead too" is pretty close to the worst logic I've heard.

>>40608579
It depends on why you're having a good time.
If you're having a good time because you have great material success, yes, you're right.
But finding enlightenment and nirvana and all that jazz....they don't change your material circumstances at all.
only your appreciation.
For instance, if you gave fine wine to a dog and a sommelier, the two experiences are going to be quite different.
You want to become an appreciator of life, not someone who waits to die.

>>40608352
This, Pretty much this, reddit.
Spamming respawn wouldnt work, youll birth in worse and worse lifetimes and you gonna need a lot of fullfilling lives to fix that

>>40608579
Are you a brainlet? You’re conflating OP’s point with that anon

>>40608323 (OP)
>I am suicidal
Dude, it sounds to me like youre trying to find a way to spiritually justify/get over your fears of what youve been told happens if you kill yourself.
The fuck are you doing? lmao

>>40608352
sir, how do i nirvana ?

Brother you're on this plane for a literal split second in the grand scheme of things, just thug it out and see what happens. Your end will come anyway.

>>40608323 (OP)
I am here where are you brother

>>40608556
;)

>>40608323 (OP)
Find Christ and get raptured.

>>40608352
That's total bullshit, though. The vast majority of NDE experiencers are not Buddhist monks. The love that abounds in heaven is unconditional.

>>40608553

With this logic isn't OP doing the right thing to get out of here and not wallow in depression until old age and all the regrets have taken their toll?

>>40609118
The single drop of love in hell is well guarded and even as the esteemed tiler I'll never experience it unless I am buddhist

>>40609142
The best Hell-management technique is to avoid it altogether.

>>40609173
OK boomer

Same. How the fuck do we cope when we realize this is a shithole meant to farm us but still not fall into despair? 99.9% of population is just looking forward to have a family and kids.

>>40609189
Instead of preparing your mind for when God casts you into the Outer Darkness, why not simply follow the way to salvation that he helpfully laid out for us? There's a lot less effort and self-discipline involved, but you have to put your whole heart into it.

>But finding enlightenment and nirvana and all that jazz....they don't change your material circumstances at all.
only your appreciation.
I did my ethereally assigned task and feel great about that and the afterlife, but it makes me appreciate this shithole less. Because I'm done and as you say, material circumstances haven't changed, and in fact they seem to be getting worse. Olympus awaits, and so do I.

>>40608929
I think we both understand what we're talking about while you don't.

>>40608352
This is good advice OP, take it.

>>40608323 (OP)
>>40608421

almost the same here. but I didn't meet god, not sure what I met when my ego dissolved and I saw the light. I was high on bliss for 3 full months after that. now the dark night covers everything and looking for ways to get out becomes a daily occurrence.

would I go to hell if something bad happens and I don't run away in panic but just let the physics engine run its course so it can take me out? is waiting for my death basically manifesting it and therefore increasing my bad karma? meaning, I can't acceleratte death, there's no way to speed up my life so I can die faster without it backfiring, is there?

>>40608352
you may be right that's it is possible right now to do so. but 3D reality is also ridiculously limiting. in the astral you get instant manifestation and you can teleport anywhere you want without society holding you down with its misery. being free from a cage makes opening up to love much easier.
>Especially since right now I'm telling you you can do all those things while you're still alive.
some people can do it, some don't. some have it written in their incarnation contract, that they don't get any spiritual skills or capabilities. also NPCs/Background People can't achieve what you're talking about, they are slave energy, filling in the blanks. it's good to be kind but it's bad to make false promises

If I am to hang myself, is out of a deep trust unto those I view as my equals and a positive view of reality, and much especially, a deep and sincere belief in the power of dialogue: surely whatever system has power over me or trials over consciouness in general will understand my circunstances, and if I am in error, we'll be able to settle it with a simple conversation once it's done

>>40608323 (OP)
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>>40609409

Hi, anons, how's it going? I felt the same way, so I deeply sympathize

The first thing I recommend to help you enjoy life once again is to try and get plenty of sunlight and Vitamin D. This has helped me tremendously when I was at my most bleak and despairing point of my life. Sunlight is energy after all, it will help you physically, mentally, and spiritually as well. So please bask in the sunlight whenever you get the chance, within reason of course.

Secondly, I believe everyone should be able to enjoy the small and wonderful things in life no matter how small they are. Like drinking coffee, taking long walks outside, or even reading books. I would not want you to live your life unable to enjoy these things, it's an awful experience and instead I pray that you'll be able to enjoy these things like how I am now. So I hope you try your best to learn to live and love enjoying these small, little things in life once again, which is entirely possible for you to achieve, and for everyone to achieve as well.

So third, but not least, no matter how pointless or horrible things get, it will get better! As long as you never give up on hope and in victory, you will overcome this difficult obstacle that you're currently facing right now. That is something I can promise for sure, because I lived through that experience myself. So please, remember what's most important is not when you die and what lies beyond the afterlife, but instead it's how you lived that matters the most. Because it may not seem like it right now, but your life is the most precious thing ever, as well as your consciousness. Whether it's in our current life or the after life, our consciousness is what will always remain with us, so the best thing to do is to make the best of it, and to live your life to the fullest, with peace and happiness in your heart and mind. It'll be all worth it in the end.

Best of luck, guys, please take care, and godspeed.

I don't think shilling is the right thing to do, but honestly a great way to help achieve a more zen mindset is to research and use adaptogenic herbs and supplements.
It will at least keep your mind focused on the spiritual without dwelling into these mindsets, as overtly critical views of this world and the material is considered an attachment that leads you to potentially be reincarnated. (those who've accepted this world good and bad are the ones who often get to stay in the spirit realms)
Those who come back from their NDE with profound anger and frustration that they were sent back despite pleading with the spirits or their guides have an attachment to resolve first, and the ego that they bring after they come back also needs to be resolved. (those who put down others who haven't experienced the afterlife as unenlightened, and not as special as them)
They were sent back for a reason. We are all here for a reason, and it's a lesson in humility and selflessness. Love and compassion go a long way, and lifting those up who aren't as keen on these things as you are is the way we are supposed to be.

>>40612276
Great advice anon, and very true too. Thanks

>>40608323 (OP)
If you're not psychically prepared to deal with the archons and the light bullshitters right at the Bardo just waiting to wrap you up and throw you in another reincarnation with zero memory, you will be thrown in another reincarnation with zero memory. Use your time better to build up "armor and sword" before wanting to go there. The law of cosmic gatekeepers is stronger in the astral plane than here.
If you want to go to your origin, prepare for spiritual fucking war, my friend. The creator wanted it to be like that. You should get used with the notion that we are here to serve. If you don't like it, better be ready for the fight.

>>40608323 (OP)
“For I am in a strait betwixt two, having a desire to depart, and to be with Christ; which is far better: Nevertheless to abide in the flesh is more needful for you.” (Philippians 1:23-24)