>>40258623
I'm sorry for the awful things I said to you, particularly the night we argued, it was cruel of me to use your vulnerability against you. I know I treated you wrongly and I'm not the victim here, I just wanted to say how I felt. I don't want to be the victim, I just want things to be better and for us to talk again and for you to feel better.
My apologies aren't half assed, genuinely from the bottom of my heart I feel guilt and I wish I could make things right. I wasn't trying to guilt trip you by saying I enjoyed my time with you, I said it because I genuinely did and I was hoping maybe you would say that you did too, even after us having broken up and argued. I don't remember you saying you left was hurtful, if you meant this thread then I was speaking more towards you saying us talking not benefitting you at all.
I'm sorry for throwing the things you opened up to me about in your face, it was scummy of me to do and you don't deserve that. I'm sorry for pushing you away, I thought you were going to hurt me and I preemptively pushed you away, even though you hadn't ever shown me you would do so. I wish I could make things better.