>>22833831
You know what? you are probably right. I might wait until the semester ends to see if a psychiatrist could put me on medication. I swear, it's insane and I don't like it. Imagine living your days thinking in ways to kill the ones around you, why should I do that? And that leads me to think that it's worth to end things in the easy way. You know, by killing myself

I want my past self back, I want to behave as I used to. I might need also visit a shrine that I like, that could help me