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I'm still betting on her being incredibly vague but still asking for them to accept her regardless of what she can't say.

>Loid I have a secret I've been keeping from you
>I feel too guilty keeping it from you but I can't tell you what it is
>you might not want anything to do with me anymore if I did
>I don't want to be kicked out of this family
>can I stay despite this?

Something along those lines. Basically she's feeling very guilty about lying and just wants Redacted to tell her she's doing a good job again. Bonus points if she actually uses the word job or work.