>>936613168
>wanted to do tours in war zones for years.
>4 months shoveling shit makes him break.

Psych evaluation is correct.
Military service is a tiny percentage killing people, if that is why you wanted to join, they have done a great job at keeping you where you should be.

Shovel horse shit you freak.

Do not darken my LZ with your weird shit again.

>>936613264
No one should help this guy, not only does he want to kill himself and other people, but he also thinks he should work for organisations that are there to keep people safe and protected.

I wish I had not bothered to offer any advice now.

What a clusterfuck of a human waste receptacle this guys head is.