Anyway, I probably overexplained its a bad habit

But I just wanted to say I imagined the giant grassy hill as an island. I went to the top and just stayed there for days and didn't leave I imagined I was surrounded by water. Because basically I imagined or thought the cars spraying toxic chemicals everywhere were like altering the molecule make up of everything around me, so I like imagined a river and oceans rushing around me of a millions of molecules around me.

I managed to hash out a reason that the hill was safer for some reason and for reasons like if my DNA or molecules were to change it would be good to be surrounded by nature and greenery, because it's probably less harmful for your molecules then concrete and metal.

I imagined all kinds of things and thought of my family as an example. I wish I could remember what else I thought about but I was so exhausted.