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7/25/2025, 11:51:01 AM
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I did the same. Hit the bottle hard and bought a bunch of dumb shit I didn't need. It's part of our cycle. We have to either get up and try to get back up and change, or wallow in our own shortcomings and eventually die from it. Scream into the void if you need to, but please realize that eventually you have to get back up and try again or, this is how you are going to live and die. You can't let yourself fall into picrel. The system is more likely than not not going to help you. Even if and from the sounds of it at face value you have gotten the shit end of it. At the end of the day the only one that can actually help you is you. It really sounds like you need to find a way to break your current cycle both socially and professionally. Honest question when was the last time that you made a concerted effort to look outside you own preverbal box? There are state programs depending on where you are as long as you don't use and can get off certain meds that will pay for or, heavily subsidize getting certifications like a CDL. Diving a truck cross country is like getting paid to live in a small (and they are small in the back) apartment for 60-90K a year if you can hack it. Put everything you absolutely don't need in storage or sell it and sock away as much as you can for a couple of years then try and start over fresh. Just an idea.
I did the same. Hit the bottle hard and bought a bunch of dumb shit I didn't need. It's part of our cycle. We have to either get up and try to get back up and change, or wallow in our own shortcomings and eventually die from it. Scream into the void if you need to, but please realize that eventually you have to get back up and try again or, this is how you are going to live and die. You can't let yourself fall into picrel. The system is more likely than not not going to help you. Even if and from the sounds of it at face value you have gotten the shit end of it. At the end of the day the only one that can actually help you is you. It really sounds like you need to find a way to break your current cycle both socially and professionally. Honest question when was the last time that you made a concerted effort to look outside you own preverbal box? There are state programs depending on where you are as long as you don't use and can get off certain meds that will pay for or, heavily subsidize getting certifications like a CDL. Diving a truck cross country is like getting paid to live in a small (and they are small in the back) apartment for 60-90K a year if you can hack it. Put everything you absolutely don't need in storage or sell it and sock away as much as you can for a couple of years then try and start over fresh. Just an idea.
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