trying hard to give you my love and care babe, you aren't making it easy. i'm available though, and easy to find. if you want a moment of tenderness you know i'm always available for it, i know i've chastised and corrected you a lot recently but that isn't at all how things have to be, you used to be sweet to me and i miss that so much. know there's another side of you that's ornery, feel like it's taken you over recently and that is such a shame, i'm trying to battle it but it just keeps getting stronger. know that i'm here to nurture the good in you as well as correct the bad, i know you hate some of the stuff i've put you through but it's for your own good, for our future together, just like i had to get clean from drugs you need to get clean from hate and anger, feel like your problem is worse and much more unhealthy. wish i knew what it took to make you happy again, think i have it, but you need to be up close, where i can snuggle and comfort you, that stuff works really well you know... anyways i hope you can make today special, hope you can learn to treasure these messages instead of resent them, remember that i love you and care for you, and want only the best for you.