>>22862300
doing great. she told me to go on vacation today. i said i'm thinking about it because i didn't want to lie. i don't want to leave without a plan to meet penelope ;_;

might feel different later though. i can always phonepost and keep in touch, but it really isn't the same, and my heart wouldn't be in it either, the vacation i mean. that's how i feel today at least.
did get a hello and goodnight in the gym from a new friend of mine. not the love i wanted but it helped so much. i'll go late tomorrow and see him, he'll spot me again too, try to build a friendship. he seems nice. gonna go for a drive, the cardio woke me up instead of wearing me out.

don't know what to make of this news, the nuclear site still there. can't believe things have come to this even. don't think we rally tomorrow, hopefully we go up a bit before the selling starts, want out of this trade, but oil already jumping (told you swiftie) and they've raised the headline font size again. already said goodnight, but i got a burst of energy like i said so i'll probably be up late again, see everyone later.