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ID: ojarYGaV/soc/34159731#34160060
7/25/2025, 4:43:08 AM
staticconstellations
7/21/2025, 6:58:34 AM
I reject my past. I will not run back to it. More lies ahead. I cannot repeat mistakes and regrets. I will make the future right.
Matters not where I came from, matters where I plan to go. Let's do this.
Matters not where I came from, matters where I plan to go. Let's do this.
ID: He0GCI7s/soc/34054571#34147481
7/21/2025, 5:10:18 AM
Suu? I think... that is your name. I am struggling to remember now.
Everything hurts when I look back. To my past. I am just too broken apart from the inside and outside to even try to continue. My heart is immature, my anger is explosive, and I am a product of both. I was falling in love with you. Eugh... It does not help that I recently fell out of love with someone else. That person being someone I mistreated beyond words during our final encounter. The only way I can even write my wrongs to them is by staying gone. I doubt they will ever read this mind you, but my posting style is too unique, too vibrant to forget.
Anyhow. I felt as if the scales were tipped too far because I felt too human. I felt too vulnerable, and I am too ashamed that I am a miserable, cynical and negative as a human being. I try to have faith; I try to hold onto my dreams but whatever I make last... the skies above me bring it crashing down. I am suffering divine punishment in a way. I don't even know what I am writing at this point, and I really do not care to read things over.
I liked you.
I liked you a lot.
I liked you a little too much.
I felt greedy about our time together, I felt so... alive looking forward to talk to someone so positive. So full of hope, so willing to adventure forward. It made me happy! I have not been happy in so long! For 6 months at least! Ah! I want you here near me, and I want to keep talking to you and embrace you, BUT... I am too unstable; I am too torn apart. There is NOTHING left of me. Ha ha ha ha, I can't even give you anything of value. I check our Discord DMs every day, rereading your paragraph that you left for me. We spoke so much about such spiritual concepts like Buddhism and Hinduism, maybe one day... in one dharmic cycle. We can reunite. Ha ha ha. I'd like that.
From yours truly, Gigi.
Everything hurts when I look back. To my past. I am just too broken apart from the inside and outside to even try to continue. My heart is immature, my anger is explosive, and I am a product of both. I was falling in love with you. Eugh... It does not help that I recently fell out of love with someone else. That person being someone I mistreated beyond words during our final encounter. The only way I can even write my wrongs to them is by staying gone. I doubt they will ever read this mind you, but my posting style is too unique, too vibrant to forget.
Anyhow. I felt as if the scales were tipped too far because I felt too human. I felt too vulnerable, and I am too ashamed that I am a miserable, cynical and negative as a human being. I try to have faith; I try to hold onto my dreams but whatever I make last... the skies above me bring it crashing down. I am suffering divine punishment in a way. I don't even know what I am writing at this point, and I really do not care to read things over.
I liked you.
I liked you a lot.
I liked you a little too much.
I felt greedy about our time together, I felt so... alive looking forward to talk to someone so positive. So full of hope, so willing to adventure forward. It made me happy! I have not been happy in so long! For 6 months at least! Ah! I want you here near me, and I want to keep talking to you and embrace you, BUT... I am too unstable; I am too torn apart. There is NOTHING left of me. Ha ha ha ha, I can't even give you anything of value. I check our Discord DMs every day, rereading your paragraph that you left for me. We spoke so much about such spiritual concepts like Buddhism and Hinduism, maybe one day... in one dharmic cycle. We can reunite. Ha ha ha. I'd like that.
From yours truly, Gigi.
ID: N+YAB58n/soc/34092258#34093859
7/3/2025, 11:49:24 AM
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