Thread 34054571

Time for another good ol' 'send a message to somebody who'll never see it' thread.

i hope i'm not being too stalkerish in writing this. or maybe stalkerish is what you were wanting. you know, with
>Can they chase me
>Can they fall in love with me
>I would write so much text then
and all that. it was nicely penned enough that it stuck with me even if i didn't sell it with my reaction at the time. i still like to think i could've had a shot if i'd done one or two things differently. be more of a sperg, be a little simpier when you did something funny or endearing, keep pressing when you'd go quiet. but that's a self-aggrandizing version of events. maybe you found someone you liked talking to more. more likely, you just shut down and decided you didn't feel like talking to anyone. it's really pretty unlikely that i had anything to do with it. you probably haven't thought about me since. but i'll never know, will i?
all girls are ghosts stuck in bottles, and talking to them for a day or two is the only way to pop the cork and let them fade away into their rest. i keep wanting to say "i don't know why i'm saying this", but i know exactly why. some days i just feel like talking to a girl, and you're going to talk back to me just as much as any other foid-void would. but i'd rather perceive you in the ether than them.

>>34054660
You alright anon

>>34054571 (OP)
"hey btw take out the trash its been sitting there for a while"

the message did not send to my roommate. the trash was still there when i got home :(

Dear ****

I fucking hate you for throwing away what we could have had. If you ever regret your choice know that ill be laughing at you. I pray you reach out again one day after we both know you will have regrets so that i can reject you in the meanest way possible. Best regards, go fuck yourself

-****

>please take care of yourself

-

Hi Elya,

I never knew how to get in contact again I deleted all your information long ago. Sorry for everything, I wasn’t in a good spot when we spoke and abused your kindness because of it, and then when I was suddenly doing better I grew malicious which wasn’t justified. My “doing better” was just vanity anyway, and quickly was exposed as such. It’s been a long time and I’m sure you’re long gone from this place and doing well, but I always wanted to apologize, you didn’t deserve any of that and I know it only made things harder for you. I never truly judged you and appreciate the kindness you showed me during those times. If you ever want to talk again, different than before obviously, in the off chance you lurk here or the archives and see this my discord is starbuck0343. I hope you’re still making music and in the unlikely chance you message say your pets name so I know it’s you and not some troll.

Best,
Jake

>>34054876
Ya, I'm hijacking this one too, but adding that I still wish we could have made it work, but I'm definitely better off without you dragging me down.

>>34054876
Initials?

>>34055129
Negative. They likely still visit the board and they know how to contact me if they cared. I just need to vent.

s.
fuck u for cheating on me
j

>>34054571 (OP)
>crying about some dumb bitch that ghosted you
how pathetic can you be?

Brian,
I’m sorry for being a dumb, scared bitch. I was afraid of getting too attached so soon after everything went down with my ex, and I felt such a strong, weird connection with you. I miss you. I thought I could stop thinking about you after a while, pining for you, wanting you. But I haven’t. I still remember the sound of your voice, and I haven’t even gone back and listened to the voice notes in our DMs… it’s been eight months. When I said you were etched into my brain, apparently it was more true than I ever thought it would be. I don’t know if you felt that same connection… but if you did, and on the off chance that you see this, message me please?

I've been thinking about you, I'm not ashamed to admit it. If you don't hate me, you forgot about me, which is sad but good. I wish I understood you as much as I do now, I know it's too late. When I die I hope you won't find out, like you won't find out about this letter since this isn't even 'our board'. Still, good on you for leaving this hellhole once and for all. I wish I could see you one last time, even from a distance, you don't even need to notice me. I wonder what your hair looks like now.

I'm a lot to handle, but that's part of the fun. Up for it? emaquiie

>>34054571 (OP)
"Mousebites" after what you told me, I was nothing more than a deer in the headlights, I couldn't help but see what would have happened ahead if we had continued talking.

For as much as I enjoyed the conversation we had, no matter how it was laid at my feet, all I felt when I read those words... was dread.

It's cruel in a way, wishing to be forward and honest with people, but I fear their reactions, seeing their pain, seeing their upset, seeing their faces and hearing their voices at the point of rejection, in trying to protect those people it only prolongs those feelings further and for that I must apologise.

When I was drunk and said I never struggled I meant it in a financial sense. I’ve been through things you’ll never understand and I’m sure vice versa but unlike you that’s never mattered to me. I had a great mom and largely absent dad growing up so I didn’t know where we stood financially. I was sheltered. When you asked if I had an ED I didn’t tell you you’re not the first one to ask me that. I didn’t tell you about the intervention and inpatient facility my senior year because of an undiagnosed disease that ruined my life. I never forgot you saying “we’re not so different” talking about your hemorrhoid when I’m failing another medication and one step closer to a surgery that results in me walking around with a literal bag of shit hanging off my body and cannot help but hate myself for it. But I don’t need people to understand that in order to be friends with me because I hope they never do and clearly you don’t because it was hilarious to you when I first told you. As for me lacking empathy I’m sorry I failed to see the analogy of someone picking you out for a deliberate mouthful of pubes on your food vs. someone’s candid misunderstanding of your intentions. One sounds like you’re a victim of planned malice and the other an unfortunate accident. Saying it’s gonna be fine wasn’t me trying to minimize your feelings it’s just what helps me, and I’m genuinely sorry if that landed wrong. I would not have tried to reassure you if I didn’t care and me saying hey I should go because you’re getting worked up was me trying not to make it worse, not about to block you. You talking to me every day and saying you don’t want to is wtf. Me listening to you vent and attempting to help you feel better about it for 2ish hours and then saying I’m not empathetic is wtf. And I’m autistic. Please look in the mirror. At the end of the day I’m still wondering if and hoping they you’re okay. Because that’s how little empathy I have

Who's ready to pamper me like I deserve? emyzeth

A,
Things didn’t have to end like this. If only you’d been honest about how you really felt, maybe we’d still be together, and you’d be in a place better than you ever dreamed. We could have built something strong, something safe. Life didn’t have to be this hard. I never mistreated you. Not once. And still, you chose to hurt me in a way I’ll never fully understand. Nothing justifies that.

Dear **

I hate you.

>>34058384
Bitch, that pain was self inflicted.

>>34055628
Hi, it's Stewie here. He said you're not intellectually stimulating enough after he was finished crying for a comically long amount of time in an eight minute time wasting gag.

>>34059427
I’m not your bitch, and I take responsibility for my pain, something you clearly haven’t learned to do.

>>34059427
I'm no bitch and I take responsibility for my pain, something she clearly hasn't learned to do.

I miss my lucky mud so very much
-M

Stop adding me bitch. I know you want me to hurt you, but I am bored of you and your games. I am worth more than you can give me and you know this.

>>34059709
Tell him he’s haunting the house with his whiteness.

>>34058384
>mfw my first initial is A
You’re not talking to me right
Please say no

I miss Wren

I miss you. I miss us. I would like to have fun with you again.
M

R,
Figured you'd have come back or tried to contact by now. I know where I slipped up, even if I'm often too stubborn to fully acknowledge or accept that, and the hypothetical cold reception or rejection keeps me from reaching out. You weren't wrong to back away, but it still sucks and I do miss you

P,
I can’t tell if I’ve just reached a point of indifference or if I’ve truly forgiven you for your infidelity and all of the shit you did during our marriage (and before). I still feel stupid for not seeing what was happening, but tbf it looked like you were just working hard, not fucking around with people on the internet. What hurts the most is that you told your parents that *I* asked for an open marriage and talked to someone first… when it was you who’d talked about it for months before the baby was born, and then stood over me and told me you’d talk to that guy offering nudes for me if I didn’t accept. Said you’d hit enter if I didn’t send the message you told me to write. It hurts because I had been faithful to you for ten years. And the bullshit you tell yourself and everyone else about my role in this is just WILD because it is so far from what the truth is, even the marriage counselor saw right through it and called you out. Even today you try gaslighting me into believing your version of events. I just don’t care anymore. I want this chapter of my life to be over so the kids and I can move on with our lives. You say “it doesn’t matter where you get a job, we’ll make it work.” But you are moving to Seattle and I am probably not… because I can’t afford it. Which means the kids will be with me full time because you refuse to prioritize them.

… maybe I’m not as over it as I thought. You’ve fucked me up so much, P. I don’t know if I’ll ever let myself get close to anyone again. I want it, so badly, but I don’t know how to trust right now.

>>34062612
You never got around to sending that card? I'm sorry that happened to you.

>>34062530
Initial?

>>34063339
Thanks. I sent it to her, but it never made it to her cause mailing things in Brazil is kinda a PITA and we broke up shortly thereafter.

>>34057259
I was gonna say that I had an M I think fondly of, but then I saw this about mousebites and just thought I'd be better off throwing my opinions about her into the ether, specifically wondering why you'd write a letter here, addressed to such a public ewhore as this? Maybe you got another side of her in your dms but she's one of the few people I blocked out of hand, and keep hearing more about her that only validates the choice. Wakeup call to either of you I guess... But yeah of any M I'd like to reconnect with, she isn't one, bruv

Rj
sorry about being an asshole to you

Seth
sorry about being an asshole to you

Axel
sorry about being an asshole to you

and whoever comes my way next, my apologies!

Miss you bud, still feel your fragile body on someone who was strong enough to keep it together

Who's in the mood for something thrilling tonight? emaquiie

Think you can keep up with someone as fiery as me? emyzeth

Let's make tonight one to remember... or forget. emyzeth

>>34059863
i am happy and you still aren't

every time i hear you aren't doing well it makes my day

keep wallowing for me, i get what i want from from all the people you wish you knew

Dear Adrijus undsleep

Stop running away from your problems and explain yourself. Is Rai even real or does she exist as a ploy to torture me? Why come back and say you love me only to leave again? What was the point? Why do you never explain anything, why do I love you when all you do is hurt me? Why did you not care when you cheated on me? All I want is to talk to Rai if she is real and have an explanation from you because if she is real you are a groomer who treats her like shit and if you are just her go see a psych because you might be trans. Yeah sure the 16 year old you know for a few months is true love over someone who you dated for over a fucking year /sarcasm/ I know you go on /soc/ so how many girls have you hid from me

Hello R,

I came to a heart shattering realization this year that no matter how far we drift apart you'll always be a part of my identity... and I hate that. As a cope I think of it as your way of cursing me for the ways in which I hurt you but at the end of the day, you were my only friend throughout my adolescence. You inspired a lot of my thinking. My interests. My speech. I partially thank you for steering me away from becoming a miniature of my mother. I find myself still missing you from time to time and I hate it. Guilt, for knowing it's wrong and anger, for still thinking about you- long after we have both moved on.

If you are by chance on a shitty 4chan board and lurking the other threads, I just want to apologize for the disappointments, the time lost and the pain. I also want to say a big fuck you for what you have caused me- but I am mostly apologizing.

I have a super good feeling that life is good for you, and I hope it continues to be that way and more. :)

- A

Dear Adrijus
You do not deserve a good life or forgiveness fucking pedophile you regret nothing atonement is ailen to you maybe just maybe you should have been murdered as a child instead of raped at least you could not excuse pedophilia and grooming with love creep loser who cannot get a university degree thinking he will make the next top social media site you have 0 money and masturbate all day. You are scared of cops in a foreign country because you know you are a criminal like Andrew Tate. I hope a Russian man rapes and murders you since you cannot even apologize genuinely or take any criticism without blocking like a coward.

By happenstance you still lurk this shithole.

randomizedalias2046

Too hard to resist, wouldn't you say? emyriion

>>34063434
If you're my R, check your mailbox in 7-10 days.

please dont forget me please dont forget me please dont fortemt e

to whoever wrote the "sometimes the sun strikes me, like a gong, and I remember everything" it stays in the head to this day and every now and then the letters are remembered on occasion of walking about. thank you

>>34070231
Thanks for fueling my schizophrenia, just what I needed!

can't believe mike one shot this thread on r9k and forced it to move here lol

hi nate. i'm really sorry we had to stop talking, i miss the music you'd send me and hearing about your trainwreck of a life; it's actually my turn for my circumstances to be the source of entertainment if you ever feel like coming back. i guess i just wonder what you're up to now and if you ever shed those bad habits of yours. i hope you're okay !

miss you, k

>>34054571 (OP)
Dear In*,

It's been around 3 years and 2 months now that our almost relationship collapsed. I said i would never be able to find someone like you and a few years later that's still been the case. Everytime i have dated or attempted to, it's never been the same and I feel so sick. Sick to know you're probably with somebody better than or closer to you than me who doesn't know that you had a way of talking that would make me smile despite having a day from hell that probably involved me not wanting to touch grass but doing it anyways because i knew despite being on this god awful site you still had a social life irl and would have wanted me to take care of myself.


I've had so many dreams about you since then, albeit less frequently but i still remember your quirks and stuff you'd send me over dm. I know you won't talk to me anymore because of what happened and it's nobody's fault but the universe's, but 3 years later it feels like a stab in the heart and the scar tissue won't close up that wound. Every time i try to date it feels like someone is trying to open it back up again and make it bleed everywhere because all i can think of is what if we had actually become a proper couple instead of that trauma. What if we still talked? I know ever since then you wanted nothing to do with me and likely blame me to a decent extent.

I just don't know what to do with myself. I feel numb comparing every attempt with someone else because it doesn't change the way the dopamine I felt during the time we talked to each other. I don't expect you to respond to this or even know I'm referring to you but hoping you'll reach out again one day keeps me dreaming for something I'm 99.99% sure won't happen. I don't even know if you're on here anymore. If you're not, good. You're a lot better off than me now that you've taken care of yourself, while I've spiraled.

With all the love I can give and more, Ma****

>>34071832
Letter thread has been on social for years asshole

>>34054571 (OP)
dear f,

dont ever show your face here again, im looking frequently enough. i hate how much i have to be vigilant, because id rather not ever think about you.
you failed hard, you never got to be with me, and the girl you used to deceive so many people on here with, who you thought would remain blindly loyal to you, is happy with me now.

you are rotten, and every relationship you have will be destined to fail, because you are a compulsive person with an utter lack of self control. have fun rotting, im building the best future i can with her.

i

>>34072796
Lol. Lmao, even

>>34072796
Kek

Sweet on the outside, wild underneath... intrigued? emaquiie

>>34072207
meds!

Only real men need to message me-boys can scroll. emyzeth

Sh,
I miss you. I still think about you when I see kigu stuff. Hope you're well, wherever you are.
H

Do I have your attention, or are you playing hard to get? emaquiie

Every day I realize more things that happened over the years that should have been red flags. I can’t believe I was so blind…

Maine schizoid, I just want to talk to you one more time.

Dear gloomy
Hope ur doing okay. You were hot as fuck and i really wanted to fuck you. But you were also incredibly mentally ill and it was difficult for me to really build with you on a deeper level. You acted too much like a child sometimes which is a huge turn off for well adjusted men. It is what it is hope you're doing okay other than that
S

>>34054876
Could you explain what your person did to "throw away" what you could've had? this sounds strangely familiar

Does the mark on your thigh still tingle?

I remember how we danced together. Not willingly, but subconciously. Under the pale light of the moon, the discordant guitars of Rik Schaffer and Jim Jarmusch ringing out against our passions.

You are the greatest first kiss I've ever had.
When our lips collided, universes were born.

I hope you're doing well in life.
I am, and I'm happy. Thank you for breaking the curse that had been cast on me decades ago.

I still think of how your blood tasted, Titania.

Signed,
Artagan.

>>34054571 (OP)
to a fat girl I once knew:
I was a micro-celeb drugged on sleep-deprivation and pua "confidence" when I met you
and you confirmed all of my fears about women
and about my own retardation when dealing with them in real life
that sexual desire i had as a man could never be acted upon in real life
i saw a life of wizardry ahead of me
but i was nominally successful at the time
i decided to troon instead
i still find it odd, unnerving or twisted, what's the word
was it because of you?
i'd wanted to do it for years
so i tried to do the opposite

i don't even care anymore, you were fat, too indirect, and I acted oddly
i don't care
and i hate that i think of you every time I see tomoko

i don't know if I will find anything else, and I don't know where to look
the places I do look, it feels like falling into the same trap again

Sweet on the outside, wild underneath... intrigued?

I don't know if you still come here and even if you do, I'm sure you'll never see this. I still just wanted to say I'm sorry. That diagnosis I got made me spiral and everything has pretty much gone to shit since we last talked.

I hope you're doing well. I hope you've met someone and work is better. I hope you had that talk with Erk and it all worked out.

For what it's worth, you're genuinely one of the best guys I've ever known and in a different life where I wasn't insane, I really think things could have worked out between us.

I miss you and I think about you all the time. I meant everything I ever said and I'm sorry I'm so fucked up and mentally ill. You deserve nothing but the best and I hope you're finding it.

L

Dear J
I hate that Iv been missing you again. I don't expect you to be brave enough to talk to me again based on how things ended. Though you've hurt me alot since then I hope you found someone who really understands you. I really hope your dad is doing better too

I miss the way we’d describe our fantasies to each other, and how it always ended up being this cozy life together.

I still want that.

>>34082503
You shouldn't have cheated you bitch

>>34082503
Maybe try not hurting the people who care about you next time. My is doing well.

>>34082503
Maybe try not hurting the people who care about you next time. My dad is doing well.

>>34083682
I didn't cheat on them sadly might've been the other way around
>>34083682
for sure you're not them cause they an avoidant person when things get serious. I did the best I could to always be there for them but it never felt like enough

Maybe you're the spark I've been waiting for tonight.

Tonight's the perfect night for a little excitement. You game?

sorry I'm a flake. this is the best outcome. I don't want to cause you trouble. I feel I showed you how dumb I am and how crazy I am :(

I wish we could've been friends - oh well. I'm different offline, but I can't take the stress of talking to a cool guy I guess. I deleted your number. I think it's best to leave me alone and to delete mine too. I'm so crazy.

Will life always be like this? Is it that I just need a partner that will make me feel secure and loved? I thought it was good enough when I had it, but it was gone in an instant and a lot of my new ideas about love got shattered. I feel like I tried to be myself and it was disappointing. I hate who I've become too.

>>34087512
Sounds like some dumb bitch I used to know. Ruined every good thing that fell into her lap. Very stupid.

To answer your question: itll only be like that if you continue being a retard.

>>34087716
how can someone want to be around others when they can hardly stand themselves?

>>34084764
Avoidant? No. I just refuse to participate in the delusion that your actions were anything but cowardice. Disappearing into someone else’s arms isn’t ‘trying your best’, it’s running from accountability. Do better. Some losses are permanent, learn from yours.

>>34054876
You think as a man that it would be satisfying when they come grovelling back to you but the truth is it just hurts more because you wish they'd realized when it mattered.

Confess your inner thoughts to random anons online make your feelings known no more hiding

https://discord.gg/nuDR8kGEj3

>>34087980
I think you're mistaking me for someone else shizo.

>>34087976
Still an insufferable avoidant I see.

>>34054571 (OP)
C, you were nothing but manipulative and abusive, I'm better off without you and I hope whoever you're talking to now eventually sees right through you

Lonely and looking for someone to change that... any takers?

>>34088082
Not a schizo. Drop your initials.

>>34088272
Stuff has changed a lot, believe it or not. Talking to guys is easier overall. I approached a guy IRL the other week and we went on two dates, but he ended up not being my type. I've developed a significant amount of empathy in the last couple of years, which has helped me with talking to other people and with making friends.

Talking to new people online is difficult and probably not worth it anymore. The person my original letter was written to - I hardly know yet. I got super stressed out and unadded him. He probably prefers that anyways. What he knows about me is that I'm annoying and unstable.

>>34088963
O

Adrijus I love you please talk to me. I’ll do anything just please come back I need you. You confused me more you emailed me and then blocked me. Why couldn’t you stay? What did I do wrong? Please Adrijus I need you. I sent you emails but you never responded to them. I am your slave Adrijus I will do anything you ask me to do as long as I get to bathe in your radiance. I love you despite your flaws and what others say about you. Please marry me. You can do whatever you want I just want you to be my one and only husband.

>>34057259
Emily Mousebites?

>>34058384
K?

Online and open to... let's call it possibilities.

I just want yous all to know that while yous moved on and found new paths and experiences in life I was still here. Even after trying to get out I always will be here. I dont blame yous for leaving me for better but I want yous to know that I have nothing

>>34066128
Fuck yourself

There’s no point in sending it, but R I always desired someone to be there watching over me. I always imagined that love to be unconditional, that heart of someone made me superstitious and innocently stupid. Even this cringe dna portion of lust in my brain I detest, I want to reach above it to someone capable of caring that much. Instead, you’re the worst abomination I’ve ever met in my life, i do not want to be in the earthen race any longer and I do not want to be near you. You are morally evil and never cared for anyone at all.

A

P.S. I will take compensation, but never will I have sex with you or your friends.

>>34093120
You fuckers wouldn't know true love even if it hit you in your fucking groin area, and this applies not only to you, but to everyone on this thread and this fucking board, i hope all of you fuckers go to therapy where (you) belong

>>34093130
Yeah I know it, this nigger women is telepathically sucking off my groin area all the time. She should get away from it, but more specifically my head. It’s literal rape no one would believe.

>>34093130
Bet she subconsciously had you write it that way too. She’s literally a god sees everyone’s heads.

>>34093148
Brother, fucking kill yourself, what is that fucking line of thought? No wonder that shit ended the way it did

Dear R,
Check your letterbox.
- R

>>34093733
both initials match, but it the end, it seems it wasn't for me

all these cowards posting but front and back initials, please kys

>>34093120
Huh?

>>34072139
Like genuinely from my soul idk how you can even move on without giving me a proper explanation and closure... meanwhile I check in on your Discord incidentally and you're simping for some nobody streamer as their mod. Fuck yourself you manchild she will never love you and you will never dick her sorry not sorry. I'm sure it must be the easiest thing in the world to brush somebody off and then act cold to them. You never reached out to see how *I* was afterwards. Meanwhile you were institutionalized and I reached out desperately to make sure you were still among the living. But nah guess you've been better than ever since all you have to do is throw $25 here and there as a dono and you will get someone's attention for 15 seconds. Fuck you Inv I loved you and you never gave us a chance to start over.

Loving you was Red

A

New here, but I know how to make an impression. Thoughts?

>>34094644
if this is CC email me... safetybutton@protonmail

N (or G, as I've come to call you in my head)

It's almost been a year and not a day has passed where I didn't think back at the bittersweet September week we spent together.

I'm sorry I disappeared, I couldn't cope with the things that we wanted being different.

I hope you're doing ok and that the rumors I've heard about you are just that.

I think fondly of you, every day, and I will continue to do so.

I miss you,

G (or M, if that's how you remember me, if at all)

B

I wanted to live my life with you. I don’t know what happened, though I guess I have my suspicions. I’ve never met another girl like you and I doubt I ever will. Maybe that’s for the best. Sometimes I resent you for being so cruel, for throwing what we had away. But I think I’m finally moving on. At least, I’m posting this here instead of reaching out again, like an idiot, only to be met with silence for what feels like the thousandth time. I still wish we could talk again as friends. I wish I knew what was going on in your life at least, know you’re alive and well, see where your path has taken you. But I think the love I had for you may have finally slipped away. It’s at least changed. I don’t know.

C

Feeling a bit bored today... anyone wanna brighten my day?

S
I volunteered with you. You could talk at length about your area of expertise. You didn’t make a lot of eye contact and I liked it because it meant I didn’t have to either. You were thoughtful, intelligent, and a little awkward in a Nathan Fielder type of way. One time, you were talking about something I knew nothing about for a long period of time, and it turned me on. You would’ve been none the wiser.
>>34055628
Really resonating with this type of yearning.

>>34097537
>you have Nathan Fielder rizz/charm
sorry I'm not laughing AT you, but that's hilarious

>>34097562
You can laugh hahaha <3
It’s a kind of rizz that if you get it.. you get it. And if you don’t, you never will.

>>34088308
They do so I guess you can find some solace in that fact.

I want you, like the best bite of a meal saved for last. I need you, like water, filled so full you make my every cell lyse. I don’t know who you are, where you are or if you are, but I crave you like rosemary planted in shadow craves the sun.

my dearest love,
i long to embrace you again, to understand you and the magnitude of my love that i feel for you. it’s as if our memories together exist as a separate reality from all my other memories, the only subjects to exist being you and me even if surrounded by others. i don’t want to see no other, i don’t want to know no other, it’s only your skin that i want to get under and merge our atoms so that we become an inseparable-oneness. you’re the sun to my little, blooming bud of passion, only with you i can extend my petals. you’re the blood that runs through my veins, the rhythm to my heartbeat, my soul and everything beyond it as i’m in your eternal possession.

a cringe love letter that i wrote to a man that could not care less if i lived or died that i never sent. kill me lel.

>>34098246
No this isn’t cringe *hug* My letter is also to a man who does not remember I exist I haven’t seen in over a year.

Anyone else up late and feeling a little restless?

>>34098253
i’m sorry, dear *hug*

hey,
is it the sun these days? there'd be visages left to go through though thoughts'd catch up and there's a lake so there'd also be a sky again. Maybe some light'd catch your eye to remind thoughts would happen in the dark to get you back to something else since being caught up could happen in different ways. There are senses, memory and thoughts then there is predictability so it'd remain to break these sequences. How hunger would differ in how it'd affect thought from thirst would be something to figure out or read about as well. On all odds and ends it's time, maybe would always be time.

(I need to get this out of my head)
Dear Laura, i liked you a lot back in school (and in fact, a part of my mind cant get over it). I really regret pushing you away and not spending time with you. I wish you the best and i hope you have a nice life. Goodbye.

It's been about a year since I cut contact. I'm kind of glad we never tried to date or anything, because we would be HORRIBLE together. Just thinking about the time we spent together makes me cringe. Idk how we managed to stay friendly for so long. Anyways, I'm still wishing you the worst and praying for your downfall. I hope all the bad things in life happen to you and nobody else but you. Stay small lil avoidant nigga.

>>34099813
Also... The Weekend SUCKS

>>34099813
>>34099905
Kek you irredeemably fuck head

I really enjoy your presence Ive never met someone so intelligent, every time I talk to you I always learn something new and I appreciate you for that I hope that one day I could know more about you

>>34078687
Wish I could at least know how my California retard is doing

Want a little tease? Ask me nicely.

>>34099813
Honestly? Sounds like they dodged a missile. You sound absolutely insufferable. Glad they cut you off.

>>34100378
if this is you, ask me more questions dammit. I'll always be happy to answer them

>>34101898
learn to read retard

>>34099813
lmao this anon gets it

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the U.S., a bit on the curvy side, and I absolutely love the thrill of playful chats. One of my favorite things is teasing guys and seeing just how far I can push them while we're having a blast! I'm definitely in the mood for some fun, and since I sometimes get anxious about going out, I'm all about those private chats. It just feels so much easier! If you're looking for someone to spice things up with, hit me up and let's get wild! Just add me on that app with the ghost logo: s-t-e-e-l-l-i-v-y (remove all spaces and dashes). Can't wait to chat!

>>34093733
90% certain this is for me. I didn't get shit, probably got my address wrong again.

>>34095472
What's the second letter of your name?

>>34107673
It's 10,000% correct I quintuple checked just give it another week omg

>>34097960
I made this shit up nigga

You're still on my mind all these years later, Dani. You were my abstract girl.

>>34071623
You’re welcome.

I just wish the right person would see it, and maybe even care.

>>34108513
If you’re her, you would know

>>34110459
Okay faggot. Is it E?

test

>>34110476
No

Please Adrijus please talk to me. Respond on 4chan anything…I just wish you would care. Please email me torture me anything….i am dying without you I just want you to stay damnit

A

You’re toxic, emotionally distant and completely resistant to change, and I know you’ve been lying about the fact you have a partner all this time.

I still miss you like crazy. Please readd me.

>>34110235
you think more than most so it'd be unlikely unless you were chad

>>34113354
I already know that's a female A, cuz that sounds like a cookie cutter crazy bitch.

i hate you

of all the things you said i deserve, i didn't deserve that

I'm still deep down hoping and waiting for you every day to change your mind on us and hoping you'll reach out but I think we both know it's for the best if that doesn't happen

>>34115025
Maybe YOU should try reaching out instead of sitting around hoping that someone comes looking for you

>>34115212
No fuck that

Dear D/T,

I'm sorry for the abrupt ending, but I really didn't like that whatever that was yesterday. I can’t stay in situations with too much ambiguity, especially when I’ve shown up with sincerity and openness. If you lost interest or something changed, it would've been fine to just tell me. Instead, it felt like I was being avoided or subtly punished, and I’m not willing to sit through that.

I really thought we had potential. Maybe we did, maybe we didn’t, but now we’ll never know. I hope you find what you're looking for. I hope I do, too.

T/J

>>34115282
Pussy bitch, what is your initial and are you m or f, or are you just going to be a coward vague poster

>>34115025
Sometimes, when a woman doesn’t return after no-contact, it’s because she felt pushed away for a reason she hasn’t voiced. There’s a good chance the issue lies with you. Sometimes, silence speaks louder than confrontation.

>>34116954
I agree. In this case, by all considerations, NC is the right thing for both sides, I just wanted to vent that toxic lil nagging feeling of hoping for contact despite knowing it's not the right thing

>>34116293
P and m

>>34116954
Paging Dr. Retard. You're 0 for 2 on reading people. Don't quit your day job.

>>34117050
Thanks for the feedback. I’ll file it under ‘nobody asked.‘

>>34101898
>>34116954
>>34117103
Speaking of NOBODY ASKED

I'm an idiot. Or maybe you're the idiot. Who's to judge, ultimately? It's a relative concept, and I for one won't be the first to volunteer myself to its definition, even if my actions fit the popular conditions. Do you know I love you? I won't ever stop. No matter how many suicide attempts you send my way. Neither suicide nor vicious tears and accusations will daunt this seemingly inborn commitment I feel towards you. Or if they will, only temporarily, until my love renews itself like a scab healing over.
The question of whether I will contact you feeling this love as I do is more difficult -- I'm deathly afraid of renewing our relationship. I don't suppose, barring some clairvoyance on your part, you could know what I've been through these past couple of years. I was homeless, got knocked out in a fight, started going blind in my left eye. And yet, what does that amount to, compared with the love we shared? You could wash it all away in one tender gesture and acceptance of me, and it would be as if I'd suffered only a bad dream. Come back to me, my sweet idiot. Let's be idiots together.

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a bit on the adventurous side, and I love exploring all the naughty possibilities through spicy chats. I get such a thrill from teasing and pushing limits while having a blast with my partners on cam. I'm a total flirt and just can't help but want to see how far I can take things! I'm a bit of a homebody due to my social anxiety, so connecting online is my jam. If you’re looking for some fun and want to dive into some steamy chats, hit me up and let’s get wild! 4dd me on that messaging app: v i o l l e n q. Just make sure to remove any spaces or hyphens before you send a request! Can't wait to connect!

>>34120639
Your script writer is an absolute retard mate, socially anxious retards wouldn't be flirting or "pushing limits" even online, and they definitely wouldn't be asking people to add them, again... because they're ANXIOUS ABOUT SOCIAL SITUATIONS....... if you're going to scam, try fucking harder. even the average coomer retard would see through this shit you stupid esl moron

>>34114884
holy shit nevermind i know too much now. bullet dodged

To you God. There is purpose for us. Just like the role you have forced us in in life for who knows why, even I do not, you played yours. Now it's my turn to flip the script. I believe humans should have a goal. Have you seen ants. Did you create them or were they a byproduct. Well they now have a goal decided by the one who evolved past a spec. And they are also guidancless directionless and ultimately pointless. But not anymore. You will give them a purpose or give them the ability to think and decide their own like you have given us, someone like me. And I decide humans should occupy what you have given us not just something for your selfish amusement. I will make this happen believe you me. I have believers and people who believe although you have probably told them not to. In the end. I'm just ultimately deciding what you have decided in the past. Selfishly no not even selfishly. Where do you think we would go? I want to go somewhere. You didn't. I do. I am not greedy or selfish or a glutton. I simply want to exist just like you have, do. And I will let us be what you are to everything but with ourselves. The changers of OUR fate. Say goodbye mom. Heaven will be a place on earth where we don't have to die a horrible death to feel. We have all lived horrible lives. I have. My family has and I just want them to feel differently. I want our fight to be worth it. Is that so horrible?

Hey there! I'm a 22-year-old girl from the US, a bit on the curvy side, and I absolutely love taking the lead during those steamy chats. Getting guys to the edge and watching them lose control is such a thrill for me. I can be a total tease, often wanting to push boundaries while having as much fun as possible. I'm super open-minded and always looking for new experiences! I experience a bit of anxiety, which makes meeting people in person tough, but that's why I'm all about those late-night messages. If you’re down for some spicy fun, hit me up! Just add me on my favorite app: z o y - m e l l (make sure to remove the spaces and dash). Let's see how wild we can get! Can't wait to chat!

@God. Feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. My life is only getting worse. Just about ready to sign up for assisted suicide jk. Something I would never say to anyone. Will help others with their worries and try to understand them deeply but no one can ever help me with mine.

>>34121188
>>34121374
god doesn't exist and you're both absolute morons for thinking an all powerful being that created life, including the repulsive jew creatures, would ever give a shit about you or your life lol. grow up and stop believing in fairytales. you are probably not children, so act your fucking age.

>>34121382
You're likely angry at yourself and not at others so I forgive you. I'm sorry you went through something that made you this way but you can't let it out on others.

Dear K,

I am sorry I didn't know what to do you with your love. I wasn't ready for you when we first met and I didn't put in the work I needed while you were there. I also overwhelmed you heavily from the beginning and never really let up. This was the first real relationship because I had burned all the other ones before it got to this point. I can't imagine how disgusted you are with me.

The stuff about me being sick and losing weight was a partial lie. It was my mental health going away. I stopped eating and sleeping. I felt it slipping and I was getting more erratic but again didn't act. What I pulled in the last 3 weeks are the most disgusting things I've done in my life. I already have therapy scheduled very soon but I feel like it's too late. I had been looking at therapists for months before the crash out and I just don't fucking know why I didn't do it. I thought I could just fix myself but it's too much. I know I'll be able to forgive myself for childhood and related stuff but I don't think I can forgive myself for this. I'm sorry. I can't be sorry enough. I meant all those things these last time we talked. I have barely slept in 2 weeks. 2 hours in the past day and I'm now still up at 2am. Just staring at the phone wishing for you to tell me it will be ok but I know you won't and it isn't. I would never want to talk to me again either.

I just really hope I can get over this. This will be hardest thing I've ever done in my life. I'm sorry. It doesn't matter how far down the line. I'll drop everything if you ever talk to me again.

-J

>>34121188
>>34121374
>>34121391
>>34121382
lol.
Having faith is apart of our humanity just as the rejection of higher powers and the scientific dissection of it. All of you need to realize that faith based theology and pseudo-intellectual atheism are equally dumb but still serve a purpose.
Just because you may lack the ability to have faith in something outside of yourself and science does not make you somehow better than those who subscribe to a religious lifestyle.
Just as you cannot prove an omnipotent being exists, you cannot prove that they do not.
Any statement to the contrary is not based on fact but crybaby bias.
Who cares, honestly?
If you didn't care, you would fire random shots at them.

Stop projecting your childlike insecurities, faggot. This isn't the Matrix, and you didn't take the red pill.

>>34121391
>>34121460
Religion was created by jews to control dimwits like you bozos. If you unironically believe in a higher power in the current year, you might actually have a below room temp iq

>>34121460
Plus, if God was real, he wouldn't have made you a gigantic faggot.

>>34121601
r/atheism redditor behavior

>>34121601
Honestly man. I've come to the conclusion about ppl like so not only do I want to have hope that someday you WILL learn. But ultimately I feel bad for you. Imagine going through life an angry little scared man throwing his sissy fit because he refuses and doesn't have the brain to believe that there's something who chooses your life and act and everything in between. I mean if you aren't as dumb as I think you are. Can you tell me if you believe in anything at all, or something as simple as cause and effect.

>>34123220
The only thing you control in life is your fate. And I do believe that. I'm not some God-ie. I do believe in humans as a whole over something who has an all seeing eye. Just like "God" says or whoever that might be. No one is perfect and believe me only chasing to be perfect will bring you down. Sad but true. Which is why I personally want to bring other humans up to the point where we can decide OUR fate as a whole. I'm not stupid, I'm not a fairytale believer, I simply believe in the fact that there's a reason for your lessons in life

>>34121374
Sometimes when you give and give and give and seemingly, evidently get nothing in return. The gift you have is within yourself. Ultimately, I like that word, you are needed. And you will be rewarded for your heart and never ending, endless strength. Some people need rocks in life and think of it like this. Maybe you won't get a gift from ppl who don't see you for who you are, maybe, you are the gift. For everyone around you and you just don't know it yet.

For me and especially... everyone around you keep being strong. Rests are okay at times and find a resting spot. Use it everytime you need it and keep doing what you do if you have enough heart and if you don't have the ability to keep going on, being strong. It's ok to have enough... you have done good and I wish nothing but prayers for you

>>34122930
>>34123220
>>34123230
>>34123241
>>34123271
i'm not going to read any of that because everything you're going to say is wrong because your way of thinking is wrong. god isn't real, and people who believe in a higher power are scared of the real world and need something to blame for their own stupid action and choices
>OH MAN MY LIFE STINKS OH ITS BECAUSE GOD IS TESTING ME XD
>AH MAN IF I PRAY HARD ENOUGH GOD WILL SURELY REWARD ME WITH A WIFE AND FAMILY AND MONEY XD
>WHEN I DIE MY SPIRIT IS GONNA GO TO A MAGICAL LAND WHERE I CAN DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I WANT FOREVER AND EVER IF IM A GOOD BOY XD
how do you not see the blatant attempts at control?
>be a good goy and youll be rewarded AFTER YOU DIE
>dont question authority or else you'll be punished for eternity!!
you dont need to be a fucking genius to understand this is basic manipulation used at an insane scale to keep people in check. wake up simpletons.

>>34123285
>>34121603
Imagine samefagging twice, kek.
You are so far up your own arse, that you're eating your own shit lol.
Typical subpar IQ with a very generic understanding of anything anyone else has to say.
I pity you, honestly.

>>34123285
I'm not stupid. Please stop calling people stupid. Nobody's stupid. I agree with some of what you're saying tho. We make our own mistakes that doesn't mean we can't find a way to fix them. I don't know what God is. My simple fact is. I like to believe in what makes me feel better. And so far. It's been alright. Plus what's so wrong about karma? I like it.

>>34121374
>@God

How pretentious

>>34123352
prove to me that god exists
oh wait
you cant

Hey Patience, I still love you. Hopefully it ends at some point since there's nowhere to go with it, but yknow. It is what it is.
"Je t'aime tellement" and all that lol.

hey,
just about to check out of the hotel. the last couple days were interesting. they were. i missed you, you know but. it didnt break me how I at first thought it would. what you did i could never look past, and honestly, it might be for the best. i see it now, i do. and you're gone, never to come back. i promised you i wouldn't bother you again, and i've had to keep myself from it. i've went on a binge of legendary proportions, but I'll sober up soon. then its back in the grind for me, i had a nice time. i walked so much i melted my shoes away, and i smoked so much i burned my throat and tongue, and i drank so much i lost my mind. but im okay now. you shouldve seen the parade yesterday. thousands of people all next to each other walking berlin with loud edm playing. oh, you would've hated it. that's okay. if you were here, we would've watched from afar. i always wanted to make it nice for you, i always tried to compensate and make room for you and your needs. i always put myself second, and honestly i wonder if that was ever the right thing to do. i wish you'd answer me one thing. have you gone in the void and will you ever reach out? i assumed not. i saw your playlist and it broke my heart. it really did. you know already, don't you? you do. that's okay. i could never be angry at you. i think you know this too. but it did kill any hope i had left. and that might be for the best. i hope you're happy now. i hope every time you yearn for love, and a hug, and a kiss, someone to hold you again, i hope you remember you had it already, and that you threw it away. you had checked out of the relationship for a while before breaking up, you changed. that's what was freaking me out. not you being with me less. not not trusting you. and i never changed reality, its all written in countless texts and hundreds of hours. i can't know if you lost feelings, but your actions said you had and that's what was throwing me off. still, i really do hope youre okay.
until then honeybun

>>34123402
you can't prove that god is or isn't real, anon.
it ends up being a personal preference whether a person chooses to believe in something or not

>>34123767
God is either real or not. If they can't prove that god is real, then god isn't real. Saying its a preference is just cope, just like troons saying they believe they are biological women (when in reality they are delusional men)

Keturah Murray
It’s no wonder why you left Sevenoaks you must have slept through most the male population Joe Liam drew reece and god knows who else even spread stds and it’s crazy these were some of the people closest to you and now half of them want nothing to do with you drew could have gotten past the break up been friends if you hadn’t openly taken the piss out of him for him being more invested in your relationship than you Reece openly hates you because of how you treated him Joe would say ur one of the most manipulative people hes met and with those last 2 both were in a place where they could have done with the support of close friends Reece had a break down Joe struggled with sobriety and actually fell back into doing drugs and drinking both of them got dropped by u and others for calling u out on ur behaviour ( that’s the main reason I’m doing things this way I am I dont want everyone hating me for telling u the truth) even Cameron with the way u treated him after Elyse acting like u was still friends with him but the second she showed her face telling him to fuck off insulting him and the truly sad thing is all of them would say if u messaged them tomorrow they would have all the time in the world for u and I think they would I dont understand what it is u do to these people where u can treat them like that and they still miss u I dont get it its pathetic udid the same to me and I wont talk to u unless I have to not that it matters because we all know you wont reach out to anyone because none of these relationships are easy or convenient and if its not that u dont want to know all you care about is u having a good time anything past that u dont want to know because u dont want to put in the effort the more I think about it the more I think u wasnt friends with any of us u we was just there to distract u until u found something better and so u didn’t have to get coked up on ur own the fact that u air every one who messages u says it all

>>34124291
Does 'cogito ergo sum' prove the world is real?

Luna,
I can't see the moon anymore the same way i did before. I remember comparing its beauty with yours, the same light that would greet me after a horrible day was the same that you had.
I know I wasn't supposed to save you, but can you blame me? After all the cuts, the suicide attempts and morbid jokes against yourself. Well... I couldn't help it. I wanted you to see yourself in the same way i saw you, and maybe that was my mistake. The poems i wrote for you are not worth a damn if you can't read them, or analyse them. You know i need someone to tell me i write like ass to not let it get unto my head haha
I used to hope and work everyday for your wellbeing, all the gifts, money, gestures and foreign/exotic ways I'd investigate to adress you, were part of me, i gave you everything Luna and you didn't give anything back, all that light would just disappear right after i got to see it. You know i always hated the sunrise.
Now I just hope you're still alive and you finally got out of that horrible apartment.

All that remains is that hope, but i guess that's all there was since the beginning huh?

Write more Luna, maybe art will save you

Love
P

P.S If you dont want me to burn the book you gave me, then better write me back so i can give it back

>>34124323
I don't speak beaner.

I wonder why we didn't kick it off, maybe the way I pushed myself a little too hard back then. Sorry for that, Sabine.

I don't care about you that much nowadays

Caшa, я вoлнyюcь зa тeбя. Пoжaлyйcтa, нaпиши мнe нa пoчтy, ecли ты пoтepял Диcкopд. Пoгoвopим o Гaннибaлe, Бэдкoмeдиaнe или o чeм ты зaхoчeшь. Или пpocтo дaй мнe знaть, чтo ты в пopядкe.

sofiafw@yandex.ru

I never said that ahh...definitely not me XD

>>34124715
Very funny. You cannot prove anything, so why believe anything? Outside of your conscious experience (cogito) is nothing else proven. Science cannot tell you whether a phenomenon is real or an illusory product of your subjective experience. You cannot believe or assert that anything is real or not real, only that it is useful to apply one model over another, because it brings some utility; This utility, predicting phenomena within your subjective experience, is the sole domain of science. Science cannot tell you what is real.

When you believe something such as the "roundness of the Earth", you are accepting that the institutions and peers that claim the Earth is round are skillful, truthful, and reasonable, and in line with your own subjective experiences. If you truly "believe" the Earth is round, then you are committing to a kind faith. There is no reason to believe the Earth is round, only that it is useful or convenient to accept what your subjective experience perceives as the opinons of your peers and authorities.

Belief is of a utility. Anon did not claim that God was an empirical truth, only that it was a personal preference, by context one that provides some utility. This utility is of a kind that is similar to "believing" in an ethical system or philosophy, or whether the Earth or world is real. The religious person accepts that his peers and institutions are skillful, truthful, and reasonable, and in line with his own subjective experiences.

This, combined with the acceptance that it cannot be known empirically, is ultimately rational.

>>34125811
Yeah, I'm not reading your autistic rant. God doesn't exist.

>>34126130
You wouldn't understand it if you tried, so it doesn't make a difference.

I love you so much it hurts. You're the only person that ever made anything feel tolerable in nearly 40 years of life. I hate it.

>>34124715
*Latinx

>>34125811
>There is no reason to believe the Earth is round, only that it is useful or convenient to accept what your subjective experience perceives as the opinons of your peers and authorities.
Shit like this is why religious people are stupid. I miss when being openly religious got you mocked on here.

>>34126489
You have no reading comprehension.

>>34124291
i have come to the conclusion that you are just being redundant at this point and don't really care about the scientific method.

Hey L,

I miss you every single day. I've never had someone I enjoyed talking to as much as you, and honestly I don't know if I ever will again. Whatever you might be doing, I hope you're happy, healthy and safe. No matter what you might think about yourself, my life was so much happier and more joyful with you in it, and I'd give anything to get to talk to you again. My discord is still "slenderius" if you ever want to reconnect one day.

>>34087512
Can you add me? You sound like someone I used to know. My discord is slenderius.

>>34126531
This isn't an insult coming from you.

>>34126778
Because your reading comprehension was so low you assumed I was a flat earther or denying the value of empirically justified beliefs? It wasn't an insult, just a way to say "read it slowly this time".

>>34126830
I did not assume you were a flat-earther. Not sure where you managed to get that out of anything I said. But yes, it's my reading comprehension that's the problem.

Reading your nonsense more slowly doesn't change it from what it is.

>>34126861
Yes, when you do not understand something, it appears to be nonsense. You could remove the rest of your post and write "I don't understand", and stick to the habit in the future.

>>34125811
I want to hand you the keys to the kingdom for that post, anon.

As someone who does not believe that God exists or that any one religion has any empirical evidence to prove it, I am also not stupid enough to claim that they do not exist.

Those anons that are debating you are intellectually inferior; they cannot comprehend the factual statements you are making.
It would be like a professor with a Ph.d talking to a primary schooler.

Atheism is intellectually/spiritually lazy/
Most ''atheists'' I have come into contact with who subscribe to commercial atheism are just angry, closeted agnostics trying to get a reaction.
They, like most of those in the Abrahamic faith, are all reactionist.

Mari, it’s been a while but I’m glad your life sucks so hard. I’m glad you graduated in 7 years instead of 4, I’m glad you are yet to find a job that requires a degree, I’m glad you had to literally wipe old folk’s asses to make ends meet. I’m sorry for the other guy, but at least he got his disability after he ghosted you

Even still, I miss you and I regret not spending that last night with you. I’d leave my wife for you but you’ll never know.

>>34127006
Ps: your mom’s so hot hope she’s doing ok

Adrijus I check my spam and trash daily for you. I will never forget you. I hope Rai dumps you and you return to me. I wish you did not suddenly ghost and block me when I questioned your relationship with her, most people do not find their one true love after cheating and email their ex saying they still have feelings for them after all. If I make an X account I wonder if I could find you again my good boy? I miss you. Wishing you were here.
Hina

we haven’t spoken in a few days, sorry if you think im ghosting you.. i just haven’t checked our messages or just been on discord at all.
i got kinda scared. i feel like our relationship started going by fast. not that I don’t like you or anything but im just not used to a relationship moving that quickly. you’re a great guy, don’t beat yourself up.
I know you browse /soc/, but I don’t know if you browse other threads like this one… so maybe you’ll see this or maybe you won’t.
- e

>>34126989
>intellectuals
>too stupid to understand how religion is a sham created to control the masses
lol you're either another religitard or you're just samefagging, either way you're an idiot larping as an intellectual, kind of like how blacks larp as "educated" because they got a shitty degree from some shitty local community college but in reality they dont even have a basic understanding of how simple things work

>>34127017
funny because that e doesn't sound like someone i know, but the same is happening to me, just have communication and state boundaries, it's healthier than leaving the other person overthink itself.

>>34127029
yeah you’re right, I don’t wanna let the space drag on for too long.. ill muster up the courage to talk to him tmr. I hope the thing you’re going thru gets resolved too:)

>>34126989
>Most ''atheists'' I have come into contact with who subscribe to commercial atheism are just angry, closeted agnostics trying to get a reaction.
>They, like most of those in the Abrahamic faith, are all reactionist.
Yeah, you generally notice the tendency towards dogmatic and unfounded beliefs in these sorts of atheists, same as evangelicals. This atheism ironically creates a belief system with all its own moral axioms
>Don't believe in X
>Don't do Y
>Do Z
>etc...
With all the unearned superiority of a zealot that believes he as discovered the truth of reality.

>>34127018
He was a bit excited, but I think it's more to do with the fact that anon didn't expect a genuine argument on a filipino pumpkin carving forum. It's sad that you thought a description of skepticism was an attempt at intellectual flex, though. Anon may have been a bit generous but he's certainly right that you're an imbecile.

I'm willing to read your proof that religion was a sham to control the masses, though.

>>34127044
welp i'm probably someone elses rebound, and my other friend ghosted me after i showed feelings when i thought she was flirting but me, so i think im fuck eitherway

>>34127078
don’t think so negatively and come with conclusions!! at least try not to lol. im sure it’ll work out

cherish,

i hate you. you are the worst person i have ever known, met, or had the misfortune of knowing. its taken me two decades, but ive manged to trace every problem in my life to you. literally every problem. why did you sexually abuse me?

i dont know what was done to you to make you do the things you did, but you, as a human being, should have known that your actions were wrong. you should have known that you were doing awful things to a child. you should have known that the lies you were telling were hurting people. you should have known, and should know now and for the rest of your life, that your actions were ones that only a bad person would have taken. you were older than me, and old enough to be aware of these things when i was not.

maybe nothing was ever done to you. maybe you were just like that. i dont know, nor will i ever know. but i think it would make it worse if you were just the kind of person who would do what you did. youve never expressed any kind of remorse, or sorrow, or even a shred of sympathy for what you did to me. the last time we spoke (8 years ago?) i took you to where your torture finally stopped and explained what you did to me and its consequences. you didnt say anything. i drove you back to your apartment where you lived with that shithead who beat you and stole from me. you got out of my car without a word, and texted me a few picture you stole from our family home before i told you to fuck off and stop contacting me.

i dont think you were sorry because i dont think you know what being sorry means, and i think you get that from our mom. that may not be your fault, but chosing to continue that abuse was your choice, and your fault.

youre a bad person, and your boyfriend is a bad person, and i hope that his kid doesnt suffer your shitty personhood like i did. i dont have much hope of that because youve never shown any semblance of care for anyone.

i hope cleaning shit out of dogs fur is a rewarding career. you deserve it.

>>34127095
the only problem is distance, as always :c

>>34127067
not reading any of that. all I know is I'm right, and you're both wrong.

>>34127112
Don't worry about it.

i don't know what to say other than i scrolled through every post in this thread on the off-chance you posted something about me. i wish things could be different. the way i felt about you when we were at our closest, i've never felt that way about another person before. i'll always think about what could have been. i wish it was my fault, maybe that would make things easier to swallow. i keep writing and deleting sentences over and over as if it matters. you won't read this and even if you did it wouldn't change anything. it just hurts, but you already know that.

i guess we weren't as similar as i thought

t

Hey k. You randomly popped into my mind today. Hope you're doing well. I'm doing alright. My cat passed away last month, it's been weird not having him around. Hope your dogs chillin. Anyways, you probably don't browse this shithole anymore which is honestly a good thing desu, but on the off chance that you do and you somehow find yourself in this thread, wassup.

A

Two years.
Nowadays I'm doing better than ever, building a beach one grain at a time until I figure out a way to do it faster while as far as I can tell you're advancing by larger leaps and bounds, as is proper. Our wounds healed, or at least grown over.
I think I'll be thankful all my life for having met you. I do hope at some point during your life you can feel something similar.
Fare well.

>>34127263
I know how that feels. Is t actually the first letter of your name? Or a handle?

>>34128168
my real name

Dear Em,
I'm sorry I never picked up on your signs. I know now that you liked me and I think we could've been happy together.
I hope you have a good life and I'm glad you found someone. I just hope I can find someone too.

>>34127006
J?

want ur email if u want to talk about it

>>34129517
Initial?

>>34127006
if this is a bald J. bro WTF you always seemed evil like that and I knew it >8D

Just leave your wife instead of going on IBs and talking about people you met on Omegle. You're being evil if you're in a relationship with someone that's not your number one. I actually hope she leaves you. I hope this isn't the person I think it is. When talking to an ex mutual about you, I was glad to hear that your life seemed to be going well. Why don't you assholes appreciate anything? Spineless coward.

>>34121412
I doubt you're my J but you sound a lot like him, I'm sorry you couldn't let yourself be vulnerable. It was just as hard for me to open up to someone

>>34127006
if this is bald omegle, I regret being happy for you when talking to an ex-mutual. you should feel ashamed of yourself. I never liked you. Pussy. I hope your wife leaves you.

Glad I have confirmation you're an absolute coward piece of shit after all of these years. Why are so many of you internet guys such cowards?

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, and I love exploring all things spicy in fun chats. I'm a little on the playful side and totally thrive on teasing and pushing buttons during our conversations. I can be quite the flirt when the mood strikes! I'm a bit of a homebody, so chatting online feels way more comfortable for me. Honestly, I just love the thrill of getting to know someone on a deeper level without the pressure of meeting in person. If you're interested in some flirty fun, add me on my app: e-m-y-z-e-th (just remove the spaces and hyphen to find me!). I'm looking forward to some hot chats with you!

Hey s, I don't even know anymore. I wonder why you even came into my life just to leave like that. This sounds so stupid but you were unironically my dream guy and then some. I miss you more today. This sucks, this is so fucking stupid. I wonder if you even think of me, if you even cared in the first place. I don't think you lurk this board or this site in general anymore. The internet sucks and is full of fag zoomer jeets just like your gay leaf country.
>i hope youre making good progress on what youre supposed to be working on
Forever embarassed &humiliated,
e

>>34054978
I hope she reaches out anon

>>34131191
What was I supposed to be working on? I don't remember anyone who's name would start with E.

Did you post this about 18 months ago?

“I know I hurt you, but it was five years ago. I think we could make something work, and I think about you heaps. If not, let’s just be friends. I’m coming to your side of the world soon. Let’s talk. Please.”

hi b,
i never wanted to end things the way i did. every time i promised not to back out of your life, to be friends for the rest of our lives; i meant it. i truly cared for you, my life revolved around you for over two years.

i just couldn’t shake the way you treated me as an accessory, a backup source of attention. i listened to you, i gave you advice, i poured my heart into our friendship. whether it would bloom into something more or remain stagnant. but everyone always warned me, and i ignored the signs. sometimes ignorance really is bliss, even if it ripped my soul to shreds.

we went to that concert. you acted as if nothing happened the next day, i stupidly chalked it up to nervousness. then the same thing happened. i wrote you a letter, i poured out every little thought I had about you. i simply begged you for an answer, not the one i wanted; just an answer. and yet you left me with silence. i expressed my deepest fears of closeness, of communication; and you couldn’t even give me that. you lied and hardly texted me for over a month, i’m not stupid. i knew you had chosen to be with him. you just had to tell me.
i tried to stay close to you, to keep my promises. but after such blatant ignorance of my worries, i found it harder and harder to keep contact.

i think about you a lot, i truly do. i consider reaching out, and yet every time i think about the choice you made. actions speak louder than words, and yours screamed volumes. i sit and wait for an apology that i fear will never come. i don’t like not talking to you, i don’t think i can unless i know without a shadow of a doubt that you truly regret how you treated me, and that you intend to change. i feel horrible leaving you so alone, without support. but in order to protect myself i pulled back. i swear i saw you on a different thread within this board, i don’t judge you if it was you. we were suffering in silence, in a dark place. i hope we can fix this, i just don’t know how.
sincerely, s

Things shouldn't have ended the way they did unless you're far more immature than I anticipated. I'm not exactly hurt. More so confused and somewhat expectant of seeing your account get deleted off my friends list within the month. All I hope is that at least a modicum of what you claimed you'd felt was real.

You will be arrested soon.

>>34134699
tell us the story anon

Hey Ex D.,

I miss you. Did you graduate..., I kinda stalked your grades so congrats! I hope you are doing great, and you are having a good job. I was wondering whether you broke up with that girl of yours? If so send me a message please, even if it is not for the intention of getting back together, I miss you.

I know you are a bit of a narcissist but still I want to share the following with you. I am having dreams about you constantly, most are very innocent like we have both went on the same social gathering and I try talking with you and you are playing hard to get, but eventually we go and talk privately and yeah. Some would include sexual things as well but it is not the main focus. Like I have never felt so deep about someone. Y ou now the guy after you, now I don't feel anything, the guy before you - nothing. I just want to be with you, no idea why, is it obsession or what is it but I just miss being besides you. I know it sounds stupid given our toxic realtionship but you made me feel safe in someway that nobody does, maybe it is because you are strong and more agressive. No idea but I miss you.

Also :( I know you would love to hear this but I miss you big dick so much, I masturbate constatanly thinking about it. That things you were talking to me while you played with me, I can't stop thinking about them - it makes me crazy... like 2 years later and this is still in my head. Please just reach out to me, I would take you back, I want to be you woman.

Even if I did reach out for real, it would only turn you off right... I wonder whether you have fully moved on now

Jen,
I miss you still after all these years. I'll still never know why you ended for sure. You told me "you'll have to figure it out" when I asked why you left me. It has haunted me 18 years later. My life was so bright when we were together and then I had to move on so quickly. And my life has never been as bright again. 18 years later, I see you married a man and gave him children. It took one glimpse to know he's not 1/100th of me. But I'm left alone. I have nothing and no one. You chose him. I wish you knew what a mistake this is. I wish you could have told me the truth why it had to be this way.

Hi A,

I'm so glad it was a Honda HRV you got and not HPV. Sorry, "I just acquired an HRV" looked like "I just acquired HPV" to my tired eyes when I read your message. I knew I shouldn't have immediately jumped to telling everybody at the workplace this week that you got HPV. Sorry if I'll make your life at work even more stressful due to this misinterpretation of mine. Anyways, boss let me go today, so I can't really go back to the workplace now to tell them what I said about you was wrong. Looks like you've got a lot of explaining to do now once you come back to work.

Congratulations again on getting married! I hope you're having a good time in Thailand on your honeymoon!

Best,
M

Our entanglement really is straight out of smutty, dramatic manhua. It's been 7 months. I don't really believe in astrology but the synastry of our charts is so rare that I want to believe in it. Mutual Venus in the 7th house overlays, Mars - Mars trine, mutual Moons in our 8th houses, and that's just the direct ones.

I want to push you away, but I'm so drawn to you. I tried to end things multiple times, but you don't want me to, even though you said we will never date. You kept telling me not to fall in love, and then you told me that you love me, and it's okay for me to love you too…

I do love you. I want to love you more. I want to show you that I am safe. But I'm not good enough for you. I have been trying to, but my this is the lowest Ive ever been. I wish we had spoken when I was at my best … I know we will never date, but it's getting harder to avoid that fantasy.

James,

I love you, I miss you so much. My head is completely empty, I think they're all gone. I keep looking at our chat, hoping you will too. I see you when you wake up, I see you sometimes. I don't think you're looking. I don't know how to be with you and I don't know how to be without you.

I'd love it if you reached out, but I'd also be scared for my heart. You really hurt me, and I still don't think you understand how I've felt all these years. I'm sorry for how I've behaved the past 6 months.

You were everything and you are everything. You will always be it.

>>34127263
Taylor?

>>34134699
Hehee, waiting for it :3

>>34134914
Nice same fag faggot

>>34135078
One step at a time M. Add me on insta/from your discord we talked on.

M (J)

im fine, thanks for asking. i miss you. i hope you're doing well. one day I'll be with you no matters what. I know you're still stalking me, i really like it so please keep doing.
- who

>>34135650
A stalker eh? What's their initial and your initial you stinkin vagueposter? Or at least drop a better hint than that because I'm sure 90% of the losers that post here stalk the person they're talking about in their post LMAO

>>34135650
damn what a bait, but I hope this is my guy, only a few posters have asked how the other person is

i think you should know there’s a baby, and it’s yours. but I’m not asking anything of you. just wanted to be honest and let you know

>>34135650
well, just know i'm not gonna be the one that adds you back, you're going to have to be the one to make the first move. the first account you added me on has friends enabled. that's the only hint im giving you.

>>34136104
What the helly she had a baby with a soc person

Me and C miss you Tayby come back

>>34054571 (OP)
A bit of trauma dumpng but the whole reason I had bullies fukcing my mom fetish is that I grew up with a violent character, he would beat me up for a year until I'd learn how to fight in school

It got to a point where we would punch eachother and the whole school would see, everyone knew about us and how we would violently beat eachother

Sometimes I gave him an asty bruise, other times I would break his glasses but that's how I learned to fight back, It's a mystery how I didn't grow up being a psycho or a serial killer

So to the guy, fuck you for wasting my school years and fuck me for being naive

discord lone_wanderer37

if you don't try to get me back and fight for me in the next few days I'll be so upset reeeeeeee

>>34138843
you should unironically kill yourself you stupid larping faggot

>>34138892
drop an initial you vagueposting ahh bitch

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old gal from the States, a bit on the curvy side, and I absolutely love taking charge when it comes to steamy conversations. One of my favorite things is getting guys all worked up and seeing how far I can push their buttons while having a blast myself. I'm a total flirt with a wild side (seriously, nympho vibes over here!), but I do have some anxiety that makes meeting people in person tough. That's why I'm all about the spicy chats – it's way more my style! If you're down for some fun and naughty exchanges, hit me up! You can find me on that app with the ghost icon. Just make sure to remove the spaces and dashes to get my username right: zoy - m e l l. Can't wait to connect!

A,
I hope you're doing well, I'm sorry it ended the way it did. Thanks for the support and friendship you gave me these last months.
I hope things will look up for you some day.
B

Adrijus
I am not doing well. You broke me. Please come back so I have a purpose in life. I know I am ugly and shit tier and a burden but I am willing to be your slave if you can at least pretend to love me. I need you. I need to serve you. Let me prove myself to you. Please do not ever leave me again. You are my oxygen.
A

>>34134699
Initial?

I wish I could have you both. Also wish I felt worthy of even one of you. I can’t just forget like it’s nothing.

>>34141717
elaborate :4

>>34141717
You cant have both you greedy fuck. If you dont feel worthy of one what makes you think you could handle two? That way of thinking is a one way ticket to ending up single.

maybe in another life i wasnt just a replacement?

You are worthy of me. Even when you cheated on me you were worthy of me. I just want to take care of you.

>>34134699
On what charges?

It's been nearly a month. Does it take that long to reach a conclusion? I knew what I wanted the moment you brought it up, even with the lingering doubts of its fruition. I'd really appreciate anything right now because waiting on an unknown is torture. Yes, no, still thinking about it, whatever. I don't like the thought of you ghosting or avoiding me, if that's what you are going for. Guess what I want is to move on, whether that's with you or without you. Please, let me know before I lose the will to wait any longer.

>>34144816
Initials?

>>34144831
This message is for my G.

>>34054571 (OP)

You kept me close just enough so I wouldn’t leave, but never close enough to feel truly chosen. I wish no woman will choose and date you and you will realize how foolish and retarded you are one day and end up alone and lonely with no one to love him, even yourself.

E

如果你看到这个,我一直在想着你。我真的很想你。我很需要跟你说话。可是你像平常一样把一切都封闭起来了。无论你什么时候看到这个,都加我回来。你知道我在哪里。

Caroline

R,

I genuinely, deeply hate you. Go fuck yourself.

>>34145217
erm initial

>>34145217
Yeah fuck that guy!

>>34066128
ashly?

>>34145217
Why?

>>34145217
We dont use that word anymore

Blondie,

It's been so many years. You're probably a lawyer by now, married, kids, the whole thing.
Or maybe you're dead, with that disease of yours.

I think of you sometimes. I wonder if that would bring you a tiny bit of comfort. Perhaps not?
I wish you the best.

- Him.

Matthew,

When will you realize I'm in love with you?Will you ever put the guard down?

>>34145806
If they've moved on with their life that much, they probably dont remember you at all, bozo.

>>34145863
Why don’t you tell him?

>>34054571 (OP)
Hi K,

Hope you're doing well now that you're off the internet. I occasionally check you're pinterest whenever I go on for my own use but certainly don't obsess over you like I used to.
I hope our little exchanges a couple months ago soothed things over. Please know I don't hate you or anything, I just didn't want you to screw you're life up like a lot of people in you're situation do. Judging by you're rant a couple weeks after that whole thing means I was probably right :|
I keep wanting to DM you to make sure we're all cool but I know it's probably best that you're left alone. That cat folder I sent was probably enough. Anyways, hope things are going well.

Cheers.

Dear Tyler,

It's been years since I last saw you. I think about what life with you would be life. What if I were your wife, with two cute boys, and a nice mountain house in the hills. You were my first love. I am still in love with you, and I think I always will be. I dream about you a few times a year. I always feel so weird after waking up from a dream with you... i actually feel sad. WHY am I dreaming about you?! I date your old best friend now, I have for 11 years. I'm only in this relationship bc you were living with him at the time. I came over to his house to see you, but you were already with your future wife... So, I settled for your best friend... MISTAKE. I'm treated like shit by him and am completely miserable. I know you woulld have been nice to me and loved me. I really think we could have been happy growing old together. Sometimes I wonder if you think about me too, I swear I can feel that you are. Remember when we were younger and always said how we are going to be walking through a walmart parking lot one day when we are older with our wife/husband, see each other, and fall back in love?! I still hope that happens. Do you remember that time I left school early, came to your house, and you surprised me with the canoe packed with sandwiches and beer? I left that day and didn't go on your surprise date because I was so afraid of my abusive father. I regret that decision to this day. I feel like that decision broke us. It was your last time trying to make shit work with me. I'm so sorry I let my POS father ruin us.... we were supposed to be together. I was supposed to be your wife. I wanted you so bad and I guess I still do. I love you forever and I'm sorry. You're a great man and father.

-MW

>>34145863
to send him nudes would probably get that message across

>>34146856
Nigga learn the difference between your and you're.

hi lucas.
im sorry i wasnt brave enough to message you directly, i just worry that attempting contact might just hurt you more. i wish id understood how lucky i was to have you, i think even with how i was feeling i could have committed more to you. i just didnt feel ready, i was worried. regardless, things happened the way they did for a reason. i still wish we could have been friends. i cherish and long over the time spent together. you played a really important role in my life and i believe you will stick with me, at least in my mind and heart. i am forever grateful to have known you.

thank you for everything. i miss you lucas. i hope you are well.
-b

The fact that you have the nerve to treat a self-professed pedophile with more respect and kindness than the person who repeatedly gave you multiple chances just makes me immensely angry and sick. And to twist things how you did, all to make yourself feel better. Fuck you.

Burn my gifts if you haven't already. You deserved none of them. You disgusting uohhh posting faggot.

You were always the best part of my day when I came to the Cafe to get a coffee or a sandwich. One day you weren't working there anymore and when I realized that it broke my heart. I see your name on to go orders at breakfast joints in town once in a while and wish we picked up at the same time. I think I saw you this evening at the grocery store as I was walking in and you were walking out. I'm glad you're doing well and it was nice to see you smile...

Suu? I think... that is your name. I am struggling to remember now.

Everything hurts when I look back. To my past. I am just too broken apart from the inside and outside to even try to continue. My heart is immature, my anger is explosive, and I am a product of both. I was falling in love with you. Eugh... It does not help that I recently fell out of love with someone else. That person being someone I mistreated beyond words during our final encounter. The only way I can even write my wrongs to them is by staying gone. I doubt they will ever read this mind you, but my posting style is too unique, too vibrant to forget.

Anyhow. I felt as if the scales were tipped too far because I felt too human. I felt too vulnerable, and I am too ashamed that I am a miserable, cynical and negative as a human being. I try to have faith; I try to hold onto my dreams but whatever I make last... the skies above me bring it crashing down. I am suffering divine punishment in a way. I don't even know what I am writing at this point, and I really do not care to read things over.

I liked you.

I liked you a lot.

I liked you a little too much.

I felt greedy about our time together, I felt so... alive looking forward to talk to someone so positive. So full of hope, so willing to adventure forward. It made me happy! I have not been happy in so long! For 6 months at least! Ah! I want you here near me, and I want to keep talking to you and embrace you, BUT... I am too unstable; I am too torn apart. There is NOTHING left of me. Ha ha ha ha, I can't even give you anything of value. I check our Discord DMs every day, rereading your paragraph that you left for me. We spoke so much about such spiritual concepts like Buddhism and Hinduism, maybe one day... in one dharmic cycle. We can reunite. Ha ha ha. I'd like that.

From yours truly, Gigi.

Sarah, i was literally sleeping when you sent the last message, no you are not too much, i hope you return one day, as you are now the second person to abandon me, you know my username, or i hope you do
B (L)

>>34147605
Seeing that you deleted your account, my username is bundero, if you don't remember, i hope you are well, and that your sister takes good care of you

>>34146856
Lol unironically sounds like a K I used to know. Avoidant types are mad annoying to deal with because theres nothing you can do to keep them around. They will always disappear.

You're bedding down with the enemy, D

>>34147900
Fuck "avoidant" types, it's just an excuse to treat people poorly and spin it like they're the victim
Not once do these people ever actually try to change or act differently, they want to keep treating people as disposable

>>34147916
You're shoving me towards them.

I hate you. I hate whole world because of you. I hate myself, and I wanna burn down everything. I hate you. I wanna shoot you, I wanna shoot myself. I hate myself because I can’t answer on your bullying. I will burn everything.

I couldn’t add you back to personally say it cause I lost your user.

T,

I wanted to apologize for my behavior when you re-added me after a while when we stopped having contact, we mainly watched movies together. You told me about some stuff that happened after you re-added me. as you know I wasn’t doing well still struggling but you were/are very closed off and avoidant. I didn’t mind at first cause I get wanting to keep stuff to yourself but at some point it just got really frustrating when I asked stuff and you’d completely ignore it and/or started about something else.
Looking back my reaction was a bit extreme considering what you were dealing with. I shouldve approached the situation differently even though it made me feel like a bother, asking you directly when its not easy for me and being completely ignored just made me want to avoid the whole thing and take myself out of the situation. I am not good at talking to people and don’t have many friends cause i am very closed off normally even though it probably didnt always seem like that lel you are the longest person I talked with from here and I did appreciate the rest of the contact especially during one of the worst times of my life. In some way it did help me reflect about similar behavior I have shown before and how it could make others feel so maybe it’s a bit of karma too. But no matter the situation and things I got frustrated with I should of considered your situation still and it didn’t sit right with me not apologizing even though you aren’t going to read this probably.

I’m sorry! Hope you are doing better
If I remember correctly your birthday just passed right? Happy belated birthday!! Do you feel like a boomer yet lel?
Hope ur doggy J is doing well too!

btw i stopped smoking weed it’s been over a 100 days fucking insane right never thought that day would come esp this soon. I’m proud of me c:

N (or p start disc username)

>>34147481
>uu? I think... that is your name. I am struggling to remember now.
>Everything hurts when I look back. To my past. I am just too broken apart from the inside and outside to even try to continue. My heart is immature, my anger is explosive, and I am a product of both. I was falling in love with you. Eugh... It does not help that I recently fell out of love with someone else. That person being someone I mistreated beyond words during our final encounter. The only way I can even write my wrongs to them is by staying gone. I doubt they will ever read this mind you, but my posting style is too unique, too vibrant to forget.
>Anyhow. I felt as if the scales were tipped too far because I felt too human. I felt too vulnerable, and I am too ashamed that I am a miserable, cynical and negative as a human being. I try to have faith; I try to hold onto my dreams but whatever I make last... the skies above me bring it crashing down. I am suffering divine punishment in a way. I don't even know what I am writing at this point, and I really do not care to read things over.
>I liked you.
>I liked you a lot.
>I liked you a little too much.
>I felt greedy about our time together, I felt so... alive looking forward to talk to someone so positive. So full of hope, so willing to adventure forward. It made me happy! I have not been happy in so long! For 6 months at least! Ah! I want you here near me, and I want to keep talking to you and embrace you, BUT... I am too unstable; I am too torn apart. There is NOTHING left of me. Ha ha ha ha, I can't even give you anything of value. I check our Discord DMs every day, rereading your paragraph that you left for me. We spoke so much about such spiritual concepts like Buddhism and Hinduism, maybe one day... in one dharmic cycle. We can reunite. Ha ha ha. I'd like that.
>From yours truly, Gigi.


you cant even remember their name yet you r desperately attached lmfao go outside and get a backbone loser

>>34147481
>I doubt they will ever read this mind you,
The last person I thought I’d see in such a passive, letters-to-nobody thread. My favorite thread. I hope you stop your self-pitying, self-destructive bullshit someday. There’s a lot to love about you, and a lot to hate, but at the very least your emptiness is not irreversible. I hope you stop pinning it on others to solve that for you, because you only get angry when they don’t. Get a solitary hobby, feel what it’s like to be alone. Leave the world behind for a bit. Find peace with yourself. Learn to thrive as you are. You will thrive, someday.
I won’t check this thread again. I don’t hate you, but I’m not happy to see you here. Don’t bother responding, unless it’s for your own peace of mind.

>>34148342
Emma you viewed people as subjects, specimens and objects of amusement for your own benefit and pleasure throughout your entire life. In fact you're doing it now. When you were challenged, YOU got angry. When you were denied, YOU got angry. You were so self destructive that you burned down a parasocial relationship that you CAUSED. I absolutely hate you. I am sick and tired of people like you. People that would complain about tragedy but when given the chance to be involved, do nothing. I was at peace with myself, I was. It was with you, before you let jealousy, insecurity and fear run through your veins like a viral infection.

Also please stop fucking replying to me on the site. You're genuinely annoying.

The last thing I'll let you know, if you're even reading this and piecing it all together, is that I have screenshots. There's so much more I could get into but it's best I just leave things here. Hate is an ugly thing to harbor in a heart. But I really do hate you. A lot. I want to let go but sometimes I think it'd be really nice to see you suffer. Is that wrong?

>>34148342
>>34147481

assuming this is an ex gf or something?

>>34148454
you need to stop feeding snakes btw

>>34148503
Yes you are a fucked up

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the U.S., curvy and adventurous. I'm all about those late-night chats that really heat things up. Love to get a guy super worked up and see just how far I can take it while we both enjoy the ride. I'm a total vibe and have a wild side, but I also deal with anxiety, so meeting up in person is a bit tough for me. That's why I'm all in for some fun chats – it’s way easier and way more exciting! Hit me up on my favorite app: vi ollen q (remove the spaces to find me!). I'm not selling anything, just looking for some spicy convo partners. Can't wait to connect!

>>34148703
can someone range ip ban this pajeet? mods what the fuck

>>34148342
Holy egocentric

>>34147917
based

Sarah, please come back, i miss you, and I couldn't reply to you, and that's what hurts, I don't want you to dissapear from my life

Adrijus please come back I cut myself 100 times after you suddenly blocked me. I need you you are the light of my life. Why am I such a burden and a problem to you? Why do I mean nothing to you despite your flattering lies? I just want to understand you and be with you. >>34148503
It’s ok to want me to suffer more Adrijus I just wish I could be with you as I suffer. I like being with you more than anything in the world.

>>34149111
Wanna talk about it? My disc/tele is in the thread

>>34139307
Any more info?

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a little on the adventurous side, and totally into playful banter that gets the heart racing. I love getting guys all riled up during our chats and seeing how far I can take it while we both enjoy ourselves. I'm definitely a free spirit with some wild and naughty thoughts! Meeting up in person can be kind of stressful for me since I have a bit of social anxiety, so I prefer to keep things spicy and fun online. I'm looking for some new friends to share those exciting moments with. If you're game, hit me up on 4-nq-violle! Just remove the spaces and dashes to find me. Can't wait to chat!

Ghost,
I still remember the last message you sent me. When I received it, too long ago, I was still angry at you. It was hard to believe you actually meant any of the things you said in it. Now I regret never replying to you. How I miss you. We spent so much of our miserable girlhoods together. So much, and still not enough.
As we grew older, the more I'd wonder whether we were making each other happy or if we were just feeding into each other's problems. I still think of you fondly. I have many regrets, like not being able to console you when you'd cry. And I know you hated crying in front of people. We thought of each other as soulmates. Perhaps we were, I have not found another friend like you, and I don't think I ever will. Do you still have all the letters I'd give to you? Yours are all in a box, in my childhood room. Now I'm not sure if I'll ever see that room again. The month before I left, I still wouldn't be able to walk by your grandma's house without feeling guilty and ashamed.
I hope you and your brother are healthy. I hope your mom feels better. I hope your dad's good. I hope you've been able to live life more freely without thinking too much about other people. I still look at your Instagram account and think of messaging you, but it's been so long. Maybe I should leave the past, in the past. Maybe our goodbye was just part of growing up. As bitter as it was.

Still love you,
Mushroom.

Bumping hoping Sarah checks on this

shameful bump

Dear Karla

I still hate myself for fumbling you, my insecurities made me push you away, and I gave you a lame ass reason as to why. After realising what I had done, I was too weak to try to fix things up. I let things happen, gave up. Im a coward.
After that I fucked up many other aspects of my life that still take effect today, just because I was very depressed about it. My life would have been so much better with you, of that im sure.
Even after all these years, I still remember you and regret what I did, sometimes I dream about you and feel even more pathetic.
Sometimes I see things I associate with you and it takes me so much strength to not cry about it.
I know you moved on and I should too.
Maybe I should just tell you this face to face, but I doubt that would be good for either of us, it wont change reality...
I just hope one of these days I will stop crying at your memory.
And stop hating myself for ruining my life.

-Sapphire

M
it hasnt even been that long since we last spoke but it feels like so much longer, i dont know when the day will come when i'll finally stop checking all my socials for any sign that you tried to reach out, but i pray it comes soon. it feels almost like a personal betrayal to see you active and almost flourishing on your twitter, i give myself false hope that maybe this seemingly positive change in your behavior will mean youll try to finally reconnect but deep down i know that wont happen, if it were, you would have done so by now. i know its selfish and childish to feel this way, but i can’t help it.
my biggest worry used to be that you might harm yourself but now its that you have left me behind in the dust without feeling any harm in doing so.
i wish i could dismiss you as easily as you did to me.
- S

>>34150931
S
Send nudes

- M

D, why did you give up on me? now i can’t shake off the feeling that you were just waiting for me to mess up so that you could have a pretext to leave. i’m not claiming this to be true, but that’s what my anxiety tells me. if you’re here somewhere, i miss you and i love you dearly. please check gmail.

Hey S

I don't know why you would come into my life and then leave like that, I suppose I shouldn't have expected better from someone on /soc/

I really miss you and hope you are ok but at the same time, fuck you

>>34151141
I'm a D and while I knew for a fact this was not about me I did check my email and that led me through a small but productive rabbit hole having to do with some deliveries.
Check your emails guys!

>>34151141
I feel the same anon, i feel the same, bumping for Sarah

>>34147605
>>34147647
>>34149000
>>34150157
>>34150492
>>34151633
I can see why this person ghosted you..... I'd ghost your ass too if I had to deal with some lil needy bitch like you all the time. Man the fuck up and move on you fucking loser. What do you think will happen if she adds you back? You think you'll get married and live happily ever after? NO! She is going to do the same exact thing to you. So again, man the fuck up and move on you pathetic little loser.

>>34151742
Lmao stop projecting your insecurities, you don't even know why she left, seek therapy

>>34151814
>seek therapy
says the onions boy crying and begging for some low quality avoidant girl to come back lol stop being so desperate its not a good look little buddy

>>34151908
Says the faggot who is lurking the thread, i bet you are expecting someone don't you? You aren't special nor better little faggot, i bet you got cheated on, only a cunt like that gets angry like you

I'm glad you seem happy in this new world you made. I'm going back to jail in a few days, I guess. That's what you wanted. You win. I wish you woul tell me why this all happened. But all you do is lie and say it's not real and not happening. You could have just let me die but you wanted to torture me. I don't understaand what you were trying to get.

>>34151967
actually I am better than you and everyone in this thread because I ghosted every girl that added me and I find every female poster on this board repulsive because they are all extremely autistic and ugly. also using faggot twice sounds like you're trying to tell me something... was this "sarah" of yours trans and you scared him away because you couldn't come to terms with your own homosexuality? that explains alot actually

Dear J,
I miss you everyday. I keep going back to the time when we went to the amusement parks, when we took cute photos together, when we smiled after wanting to vomit. I think of how simple the love was, how we loved each other, and could fall asleep knowing that the other person is there. I feel really stupid for doing the things i've done, and if i could turn back time, I would. My own insecurity ruined what we had.
At the same time i don't really know how i could have navigated it differently without going through this first. I knew nothing of how to voice my concerns, how I felt that every serious thing was relying on me to fix, to handle. I felt overwhelmed. Maybe that was worth the love we had.
I wish things have been different. I wish i could still tell you that I love you, I wish I could be excited to see you again. Part of me hopes that you will one day forgive me, but the things i've said were so hurtful that i don't think i deserve it. I remember the time you cried on a call with me so vividly, how cold i was to you. I hope that you will find your happiness. I hope that in every other universe i didn't throw away everything for nothing. I hope that the dreams of holding you are visions from other universes.

>>34151967
Sounds like she dodged a bullet! Using the F slur is a huge ick in the current year.

>>34152122
>>34152144
hahahahahahaha, that seemed to upset you a lot, no wonder you are alone, thanks for the bumps, i'm pretty sure she would also call you that

>>34152156
buddy im not the one crying and begging for some troon to add me back lol

>>34152296
Keep seething, thanks for the bump

>>34151103
>>34150931
Bahhahahahahahahahahahaha

>>34152404
the bumps are only exposing you for being an onions boy, she ain't comin back lmao

If by some miracle you are reading this and you know I am talking to you then I just want you to know that I am making changes in my life whether or not you are here with me. I was prepared to start these changes because I wanted to lose weight and look more attractive for you. I wanted to be worthy of your love. I cant believe you would ghost me over a petty little argument that I tried to resolve between us. So far I have lost weight and will continue to do so. You are a petty self pitying person. When I told you that I needed your support you gave me "ill try" as if its really such a hard thing for you to do. I just want you to know that I am going to be this better version of me. All while you rot and feel sorry for yourself hurting those who care about you most.
I hope you are happy with your decision
I hope no one ever loves you again

>>34152880
Keep riding me, thanks for the bumps

>>34152928
the only action ur gonna get cuz that bitch aint comin back homie

>>34152991
Infatuated with my dick are you, bitch ass nigga, dont you have a twink/femboy thread to lurk? Go on

>>34153085
You're the one obsessing about dick and fucking guys. Did you want sarah to bum you up the arse but he said no?

>>34153171
You are the one obsessed with my dick, do you want it that much anon?

>>34153254
im not him but how big is it? asking for a friend teehee

Take this and be well.
(Or, a clumsy attempt at redemption.)
(Or, I want to be an equal.)
(Or, I was wrong.)
(Or, everything will be alright.)

https://youtu.be/Hg0k18F2Fkg?si=ZEW6vNqC3yDnV2J8

>>34154016
MY IMAGE QUALITY!!

>>34151742
Actually, I'm Sarah. And you sound like you really hate women. Maybe someone, somewhere hurt you, and you never got the help you needed. Please heal your heart. You're putting a lot of ugliness into the world.

lol I see you're taking some paranoid precautions. It's just a shame this is what you choose to double down on though.

This comes at your own cost, not mine. You get the life you earn.

>>34154383
shutcho bitch ahh up samefag ahh nigga

>>34154471
What are you even talking about?

Dear T. I die over again each time I think of you. I still can't believe what's happened. What we had was so special. If only you would have wanted kids, I would have been so much different in the ways you needed. It ate at me every year. I hoped you would change if for nothing else to keep my love. It hurts so much. I wish we could talk again.
-A

Alex,

You are a monster. You didn't push me away because you were a monster. You pushed me away because you couldn't accept you were a monster.

I know you wanted to fuck me. How long big brother? When did you start looking at me that way? Why couldn't you have just talked to me?

Now everything is gone. Every good memory. I feel like you are dead, I feel like you killed me.

I miss you, I've missed you for a long time. Not the you that you are now, but the you I grew up with.

I love you, I still do. I talk about you still, even if it's only to talk shit about you.

Do you think of me? Do you miss me? Are you sorry?

I guess I will never know.

>>34157347
On behalf of all Alex's, fuck you, reddit spacing ass nigga. I'd say whichever one made you write an entire blogpost did a good job, but you're unfortunately still breathing. Do all of us a favor, and finish yourself off.

>>34157516
Keep going, I'm almost there.

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a little on the curvy side and totally into turning up the heat during our chats. I love teasing and pushing boundaries while keeping things super flirty and fun. Honestly, I'm always down for some naughty convo, but meeting people in person can be a bit too much for me, thanks to my social anxiety. That's why I'm all about chatting online—it's way more my style! If you're looking for someone to spice up your evenings, hit me up! Add me on my app: c a m i lox-rj-e (make sure to remove any spaces or dashes). Can't wait to see what we can get into together!

I hope you found love and peace in your life Morose

Dear Bran, son of Frank/Francis.
I chose him, we are married now and have 2 beautiful babies. I don't regret anything but I miss your passion. He is everything I need and more, but no one is perfect, he's as close as anyone will be. He is calm, you were fiery, but fiery and crazy was not what I needed even if it was exciting. The last words you said to me "it's okay, I am not in love with you anymore" was all the proof I needed that I made the right choice. Still, all these years later, I miss your flirtatious ways. I wish I could send you a message that you would respond with silence, so here it is, a message to oblivion, I miss you, but my life is great.

>>34157797
I read this and see you choosing me in this way over him.
M

>>34152142
I'm a J but not sure if I'm THE J and this sounds ALMOST like it was for me.
I fucking cried so hard reading this

Come back to me S

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, with a little extra to love, and I absolutely thrive on flirty chats. One of my favorite things is to see how far I can take a guy during our spicy convos, and I just love the thrill of pushing boundaries. I'm definitely in my own world with some total naughty vibes! I struggle a bit with social anxiety, so meeting up in person isn't really my jam. That's why I'm all about those steamy texts, they're just so much easier and way more fun! If you're down for some wild conversations, hit me up on my app: lu na sti-v q (just make sure to remove the spaces and dash). I promise I'm not a seller, just looking for some fun texting buddies!

>>34158453
fucking yikes imagine crying over some 4chan troon lmao

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gYh5-97dQU

- K

>>34160287
https://youtu.be/8zUjxw3sLbU?si=U_ZO19YRcFvZjgqo

- A

I miss you and I feel like a cuck when I see you I wish things were different I think of you every day and it gets harder and harder I keep wanting to reach out but I know if you wanted to talk to me you would have by now. I think of the time when I really needed you and you were right next to me and you told me to grow up and that kind of helps me to move on cause it makes me so angry. I wish you communicated better I was happy with you im sorry you felt insecure but i wasn’t having eyes for anyone but you and I truly mean that you were all that i thought about and found attractive at a point and now everyone else sucks and no one compares i dont see any other men doing half the things you did for me in the slightest and it makes me really sad

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the States, a little on the adventurous side and absolutely love getting flirty in the DM's. One of my biggest thrills is taking charge during those steamy chats, pushing boundaries, and watching guys lose their cool while I’m having the time of my life. I totally vibe with the idea of keeping it playful and fun! I can be a bit shy when it comes to meeting in person, but that just makes sexting so much better for me! If you're looking for some spicy chats, hit me up! Add me on the app with this username: l una s-ti v q (make sure to remove the spaces and dashes). Can't wait to connect!

>>34161105
I told you.

>>34158453
Im sorry to hear that you've gone through something similar. Unfortunately im not an S, but i sincerely hope that they come back to you.

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old vibe-loving girl from the US, a bit on the curvy side and totally into teasing. I love nothing more than getting guys all worked up during flirty chats and watching them squirm with excitement. It's such a thrill to see how far I can push the boundaries while enjoying the moment too. I’m super open-minded and ready for some fun, but I have a bit of social anxiety, so connecting this way is just perfect for me! If you're looking for some spicy conversations, hit me up and let’s see where this goes. You can find me on that app that everyone loves: l u-nas-t-ivq (just make sure to remove the spaces and dashes). Can't wait to chat!

hey there, i'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a bit on the playful side, and I love taking control during those naughty convos. nothing gets me going like getting guys to lose their cool over video chat while I tease and enjoy myself. I always have that flirty energy (total nympho vibes lol), but I do struggle with some social anxiety, which is why I'm all about those steamy chats! if you're looking for some fun and games, just hit me up on my app. add me: har pe rujav (make sure to remove the spaces!). I promise I'm not here to sell anything, just seeking new sexting pals. Let's have some fun!

Wish we had closure. I am giving up on you. There is nothing left between us anyways.

>>34166033
Dont post if ur gonna post some vague ass shit like this cuz all the desperate losers itt will end up killing themselves because of it

You chose your path, don’t look back now.
I told you I loved you, and maybe that was my mistake. You made your choice. So live with it, love.
I’ll carry the scars. You just carry on.
May you find the peace you traded me for.

A

You chose your path, don’t look back now.
I told you I loved you, and maybe that was my mistake. You made your choice. So live with it, love.
I’ll carry the scars. You just carry on.
May you find the peace you traded me for.

A

>>34166893
Don't keep other people in your pocket.

>>34167155
no one is talking to you faggot

>>34167204
You never know.
Also, just because it's the internet it doesn't mean you can just ditch common decency.

>>34167387
nigga shut up this thread is for pussy bitches like you to cry and complain about girls (trannies) that blocked you after a day and i can guarantee no one is trying to reach out to your boomer ass

>>34167437
I'll reiterate.

Dear Hazy Gut
Stop contacting me until you choose me over her. I do not want a contract to be a side chick. If you had loved me you would not have cheated on me. Stop hoovering me I hurt enough from loving you as is. I do not want to be a toy for someone who never loved me.
A

Dear R

You'd think I'd be used to having unrequited feelings by now, but knowing you is still painful.

I wish I could make you happy.
I wish I could show you how great you are.
I wish I could tell you how I really feel.
I wish I could be with you.

But of course I can't, and I accept that. It just hurts.

>>34169069
Initial?

It pisses me off that I still think about you. You were such a coward to throw away something that could have been so good simply because you were afraid of how strong your feelings were for me. It's so rare for me to click with someone the way I did with you, and I know it's rare for you too. I just wish you would have allowed yourself to be happy and you didn't have this deep seated drive to ruin every good thing that comes your way because you think you don't deserve it or you think you'll end up fucking up down the line so you try to get ahead of that inevitable collapse by getting it over with ahead of time. I wish you were self aware enough to understand that that is a self-fulfilling prophecy. I wish at the very least that you didn't live so closeby and that we weren't so close to meeting before you ruined it. It would have been easier to let go if you lived on the country or some shit instead of 30 minutes away. That anxious-avoidant style of obviously caring very deeply while simultaneously trying to pretend you don't give a fuck is a bad look on you and you're very bad at pulling it off. I'm mad at you for robbing the both of us of something that we both knew could have been great, but above all else, I feel bad for you. I know I'll move on in time, but the way you're so married to the idea of being a pitiful destructive force shows me that I'm not the first person to get caught up in your insecure, self-loathing path of destruction and your declaration that you have no intention to improve yourself shows me that I surely won't be the last. I do hope you get better, though. I think you're a funny, kind, sweet, gentle person that has been beaten down by the world in ways that no person should ever experience which has caused you to form this destructive mindset. I hope you can shed the traits you formed from your trauma and find a way to be happy and accept love into your life. Thank you for at least showing me that romance is still possible for me.

>>34169127
I doubt that 'R' even knows this site exists. It's not that I can't contact her, either. Just that some things must remain unsaid in these situations.

>>34054571 (OP)

I have so many mixed feelings about the idea of you entering my life, or even my mind, again. I loved you with every part of me for four years, and I believed I could push myself beyond the limitations of my physical health. I set goals and targets, and I achieved them in the hope that you would see the potential in me, to love me.
But it wasn’t love. It was a slow process of breaking me into a hollow shell of myself, to have an obedient slave.

You made me sick. You forced me into a profession that could kill me, for your own gain. I would’ve stuck it out with you if you were just fucking nice to me for once.

Fourteen-hour days in the fucking outback, for fourteen days straight, in isolation, and you post photos of yourself kissing another man.

You threaten my family. You threaten my livelihood.
And now you still try to torment me with accusations of abuse and a fucking restraining order.

Goddamn it, there isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about those few moments when I believed you actually loved me. You robbed me of capacity to be intimate with anyone, even just a fuck I can’t have without you ruining it.

You are a narcissistic monster just like your sister and I hope you never forget how lucky you were to have someone try so hard to make you happy as I tried.

>>34169240
you could always come back but at this rate, you'll never

>>34169422
Not sure what you mean by this? Or if you think this is about you...? The person this I wrote about doesn't use 4chan.

it’s been a little bit over a week and i’m genuinely losing my mind. waking up everyday with extreme anxiety and heart palpitations, feeling anxious all day till night, putting and focusing all my energy into not having a full blown panic attack. i miss you so much, i wish we could talk it out, i wish we could fix it, but you’re over me and my instability. i’m sorry for hurting you and being an emotional burden. you left without me being able to even say goodbye. i wish i could say goodbye. but what i wish the most is if you could wait. if you could wait until i get the help i need and fix my patterns. and then we could start again, with me being better, with me being fit for you. and i could do right by you and for you. i wish you wanted me enough to consider it and not give up just yet. because i don’t want to give up on you and i want to save this. i want this to be a forever. i’m sorry i’m a coward and i’m sorry my head is fucked. i will get help. and even if you don’t want to do anything with me right now, i hope after some time, after i worked through things that are wrong with me, i can reach out to you again. and i hope you might be open to it. to try again and let it flourish the right way. because what we had was real, you said that. i hope you’re okay. i love you so much.
(i changed the picture to the one i sent you in hopes that you might come across this and recognise it, but i highly doubt you come here anymore, but still..)

>>34170142
I hate how similar and matching this is to my situation, if not for the little hour window of difference and the pic you specifically choose there would have been no doubts it's you... I wish I could have said proper goodbye to them, I wish I could have fixed everything and be good enough, I just sincerely hope they'll be okay and find happiness without me...

Rosa,
Ill always miss you and the time spent together.
I hate how much you could go from being super enthusiastic to simply disappearing.
I know shit is rough for you and you can hardly trust people.
Maybe I disappointed you but I guess we'll never know, I wish you nothing but the best for your new life , new school and new environment, it's probably going to be a lot for you but please never give up.
You're the single most wonderful people I could have met on this cesspool of a website.
Take care , I love you

Dear Me in the Future and Past,

Kindly stop giving so many fucks and craving love.

I fucked her last night
Even with my tongue inside her and my cock shoved in her throat I remembered how you would laugh at my jokes
Remember how I would read you off to bed as I worked on papers, messing up midway and mindlessly incorporating more of my research project into your princess story.
Sometimes I press on the message request icon hoping it’s you asking me for something.
Last night I prayed for you to become a heroin addict so you won’t have a choice but beg me for money.
Forever yours MON Amant
Forever yours

Dear NV,

It's almost been 9 years since we admitted our feelings to each other. Since we planned a future together. Grinned ear to ear while discussing you coming to visit that summer. Dreamt of one day getting married. Texting constantly, and anxiously awaiting the times we could call and I could hear your voice.

At the end of it all, it may have been nothing more than blissful dreams that were never meant to be, but I can't help but feel that something broke within me the day you ended things. The pain eventually lessened, and then gave way to a dulled numbness, and I have lived with it since. A wall that nobody has, or likely ever will, get through. But I don't blame you for any of that.

I don't even know if these words would mean anything to you now, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being an immature loser that wasn't worth your time. For being so anxious to send you the right gifts that I never got the chance to send any. For pressing you to come live with me because I was focused on chasing some restaurant job I would have hated, when I would have been so much happier going to live with you. I'm sorry I was terrified to tell you that I had started smoking weed constantly around the same time we started talking, and the paranoia of losing you made me act even more clingy.

Not a week goes by that I don't find myself thinking of you. Wishing I could find you again, even just to stalk a profile and know that you are doing okay. That you found happiness wherever this world took you. Even tainted by my regrets, the memories of you will always be cherished. You were a blinding spark that washed color over the grey, dull places of the world. How lucky I was to be able to dance in that light, even for just a moment.

Yours, Forever and Always,

R.

Dear A,
I wish we could still be friends at least, I don't know why you hate me now. How can you hate someone that loves you? I guess being friends now is not possible because I act too erratic when we talk and act too cringe. But that just means I love you, why is that so bad? I wonder what is so off-putting about me to you. I feel like everything I say leads you to like me less. One part of me wants me to do everything I can to get you to like me again but the other part think that's wrong. I still like you and think you're special. Unless it was all in my head, I wish you had been nicer to me

Your behaviors are indicative of cluster B. Not autism. Your past relationships are also an indicator of who you truly are. One or 2 not great relationships can happen, but when you've had several that are all bad? The common denominator is you. I'm glad we got to talk because it was another lesson in learning what type of person to stay away from, so thank you for that. I suspect you like to target mentally vulnerable women and destabilize them. I hope they catch on and avoid you. May God have mercy on your soul.

>>34176758
WHATS YOUR INITIAL YOU FUCKER

Don't talk to me anymore, fuck you.

>>34176842
They could be an empath attracting narcissists too.
You never know, why do you victim blame?

>>34179375
>empath
Found the cluster B

>>34179559
Being naive, kind and empathetic makes you a magnet for people to abuse you.

hi, my little baby a

forgive me for lying to you and continuing to do so for four years. you were too young, and now it could break your heart. know that the ability to forgive is the strongest thing you have, at least it seems so to me, i don't know. you are the strongest, i have never met people like you

best wish, your angel

Dear A
I wish you could actually love me before you email me. I love you but you have hurt me a lot and all I ever wanted was your loyalty and love. I do not understand why you did what you did especially since I was waiting for you to visit and marry me. I planned out our wedding only to be discarded. I do not understand why you want to contact me if you do not love me why you would want to talk to me if by your actions you despise me? People do not cheat on people they love right? That is not a normal relationship thing. I wish in another universe that you never cheated on me. I still love you I just cannot talk to you without it bringing me more pain. I was not enough and you cheating on me was the punishment,
Sincerely,suicidal hag A

A
I've somewhat moved on but I would still leave everyone at the drop of a hat for you

A really gets around damn

C,
Can't but help returning here periodically looking for signs of you. It's a good thing I haven't found any, this is not a healthy place to be, to even look at. Occasionally I'll head into threads, talk to some people - three or four in the year since we've last spoken - it's not the same, won't ever be, and I'll stop looking. Hope your home is comfortable, hope it's full of warmth and love and that work has let up, that you've gotten to take a breath. Regret sincerely cutting all contact; dumb prideful bullshit. I am doing better than usual (I'll indulge myself, imagine you'll read this) but still stuck, which is a feeling that I think will be perpetual; I don't think there's a way out of this one. Bless and best wishes; for all I know, you're already well on the way to having everything you have ever wanted. I hope so. I'll stop looking.
-B

>>34182031
I'm A and it's amusing to me because some of them could definitely be about me (they're not)

These A niggas really giving all of us a bad wrap, but lowkey I think these hoes deserved whatever happened to them

R,

I check for you in these threads every few days, but you’re never here. It’s been like idk 8 months since we spoke and I think of you and miss you almost every day. I’ve moved across the world and seen so many things and yet I still think of you. I’ve done enough stalking to see that you got a promotion and your kid is doing well, but I wonder if your wife has really changed and if you are happy now and that’s why you don’t find me. Was any of it even real? I keep a journal so that if you ever come back, you can see what this has done to me to know how important you really are. I love you.

A

D,

I feel like this is a big misunderstanding and all I’m looking for is closure. I waited months for you to come back and now you’re long gone again. I didn’t expect anything, just talking to you was a highlight of my year. If I could explain everything, I would but you didn’t even give me a 2nd chance.

G,
I cum to you and your sister so much.

Hey K

I want to talk to you so bad right now. I never wanna speak to you again. I'm fraying at the fucking seams. You built me up into this thing, this person, I did everything I could for us. I improved myself in ways I never thought possible and not only was it not enough for you, you tore it all away. How fucking dare you. How could you do this to me when I would have NEVER done this to you. I don't know how much longer I can fucking live like this. My life is ruined and it feels like my sanity is slipping more and more every day. You fucking did what my family, friends, and everyone else who abandoned me failed to. You broke me. I don't think I will ever recover. Thanks for coming into my life, making me feel like I mattered, and was worth it, and then ripping it all away from me.

I hope I don't fucking wake up tomorrow because of you, and I don't know how to escape that feeling anymore

>>34182184
Do you want to talk? I might be your C. If you’re my B, I miss you so fucking much. You know where to find me.

A,
It's been a long time now but I'm sorry I said that stuff about you to them, I wasn't thinking past that I just wanted them to leave it alone so they wouldn't cause problems, I wish I hadn't said that though. I miss playing raft and I wish I had just said yes to playing sunkenland so I could've understood why you said what you said, but instead I was afraid that my presence in your life was hurting you and it scared me to put you through that. I run from things a lot and I think I've gotten better but I wish I hadn't ran that time, even if that wasn't my intention, I regret it a lot. I hope you're doing good and I hope life has gotten better, and you've found people who treat you right. It crushed me when you told me you were doing worse since I left, I'm sorry and I really hope you're doing well, I know I'm probably not even a passing thought in your head by now but you've stuck with me since I met you, even now. I wish you the best and I wish I had your company still. I still suck at dbd
K

In my heart of hearts I despise each and every one of you. Every time I think about you I smile, both out of fond reminiscence over the memories and from how much the thought of you crying brings me joy!!! I don't think I'll ever be able to be truly happy and I blame this on all of you!!! I will continue on despite this. Everyone is a liar except me.

Peace out and pizza in, and not always the food kind ;]

>>34054571 (OP)
JS.

It'll have been four years soon. I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone that evening. I still think about you every day, brother.

"Ew why r they so big"
I'm sorry.

"are they double D cups"
I'm sorry.

"are they 36 "
I'm sorry.

"r they perky too"
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

>>34184886
HAHA

Hello *** D., yk, I almost not miss you at all, recently, after finally discovering his identity, I felt anger, similar to that I had when I heard this all first time and that I suppressed to be nice for you. And ykw, you deserve each other, I don't understand how you can choose him but idc, and I also understood, there millions like you ***, now I see with my eyes wide open. Stupid hoe AHAGAHAHAH. There's literally nothing special about you

>>34183419
try reaching out on steam? why arent you in contact

>>34183272
We both wish. I looked for my (dismal to say 'my') C where we last spoke regularly (snap-chat; sounds so fucking gay to say that, really - really) to no results. Bless and wish you luck, complete stranger, for real.

Dear K

Claim me or piss off

>>34080336
I came here looking for you and you're talking about some other cunt. Classic. She doesn't love you and none of the other ones did either. But I know exactly what you are and still think about you. I hope you choke. Please unblock me.

quinn

i never stopped loving you! the feeling just dulls or brightens depending on the day. someday i wish you would wake up and not be bored of me anymore, though i get the sneaking suspicion once i let you go for good you may just come back to me. i think that's just our cross to bear. honestly what's more likely is that you don't think of me at all.

>>34186275
I can see why he blocked you lol

Can't you see that it's just raining? There ain't no need to go outside.
I keep thinking about the mornings back then. You know I can see the mist, and smell the grass of those mornings? The first few bird chirps. The first alarm going off.
Do we really need to pay attention to the alarm?
I didn't want to get up yet, I wanted to stay in a little bit more.. snuggling with you. Feeling your little kisses on my face.
Just so easy when the whole world fits inside of your arms.
I'm travelling to one of those mornings and staying there forever.
Let's make banana pancakes and pretend like it's the weekend

To the scammer whore "lexiepetite"

I had no problem with you posting your shit, because I do not give a shit about what you whores do, but you made it personal. I will be putting your info into my catfish tracker ai bot that will track and scan every single thread and out you every single time you post. You will not make another cent on this board. You will not take advantage of anyone on this board. You are done, you stupid sewer rat favela whore.

P.S. I'm not the guy you always bring up btw, we've never actually talked lol. I'm just some random nigga that's been calling you out for being a scammer whore for fun.

Anyways, have fun dealing with the bot!

In another life I got a weird burst of courage and found a job down there and we're living in an apartment going fishing every weekend and building legos. But I'm a coward and let you go

Remember guys and gals, don't give up. You can only lose if you quit. Otherwise, you're just taking steps towards the path of victory!

>>34190244
Please post initials

lmao everyone asking for post intials are so nosy its funny cuz i would do the same thing. hopefully nobody talk shit about me here i only know one dude off of this irl site and i dont like em

I ghosted you because I have a very strong father/son incest rape kink. I would've probably asked you to call me dad at some point, which would be awkward because you actually got raped by your dad for real. I'm sorry. I hope you understand,

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old gal from the States, a little on the playful side, and I absolutely love pushing boundaries during flirty chats. There's something exhilarating about getting guys to the edge while we're both having a blast. I'm always in the mood for some fun (definite wild side here!), but I do struggle with social anxiety, so meeting people face-to-face isn't really my jam. That's why I thrive on texting; it's way more chill for me! If you're looking to spice things up and let loose, hit me up on that messaging app: Em-m i b l-o-kz (make sure to remove the spaces and dashes) and let's get our flirt on!

I miss u so much man

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a little on the wild side and absolutely love the thrill of flirty conversations. I get such a kick out of teasing guys and seeing how far I can take things with them while keeping it fun! I'm definitely a passionate type (totally naughty, haha!), but I do have my moments of feeling shy about meeting up in person. That's why I love connecting through flirty chats; it's way more my speed! If you're interested in some spicy fun, hit me up on my app: E-m-mick-o q (just be sure to remove the spaces and dashes!). Can't wait to chat!

this is a letter aginst the continuinty of wagism aka the normies where the end is nigh for that i am
https://discord.gg/XDwFesvK3N

S,
I know last time we talked went bad. I'm sorry for that and what I said. I really am. There are some things I want to talk about and I want to bring you clarity to the situation. I'm not trying to get back together. It was true the last time we talked and you bugged out on me. That was also true when I sent the letter, I just forgot to write that part down. An outline would have helped with that. I wanted to talk then but not get back together.
-C

Stay safe Isa.

I'm sorry your mom died. I miss you.

>>34195064
What’s the second letter of S and C?

>>34195191
Second letter to S is h. Second letter to C is o. Why?

>>34195283
Shaniqua and cornelius. Icky ass names

>>34185752
Don't think they'd want that. I'll leave them be.

>>34195587
Shocked you got her third letter correct, too. Wrong names, but that's crazy

>>34186651
But unblocking me would be much more fun :(

To Tofu , it's been a few years now but if you still lurk we watched a few Japanese movies together and about to meet irl , I chickend out because of my insecurities and being ugly irl so made it seem like am a total bitch to push you away and get out of meeting up...sorry if I upset you , you are a cutie hope you are doing well !

A

>>34191273
You liked the song boats and birds

Andy J

MY PP HARD

Hi C, stop stalking me and my gf.

You know i never really knew you. We were raised apart in different worlds that brought their own style of damage. I judged you when you fell to drugs and violence, there were even times I had nightmares about you, even trained for a time i might have to fight you in such a way that overcame your strengths because at times I feared you. But it was stupid. I should have been strong in heart, i should have been there, i should have given enough of a shit to help you find another path than than frying your brain on drugs just to escape, shacking up with scum humans because they were nice to you just to take advantage and drag you deeper into their shit. Except those few you found who were just as fucked as you were. Those I can see some semblance of decency in. Like i should have paid attention to that decency in you.

But i abandoned you, I was a coward who left you to your hell and hid behind my own pain and blocked out the world.

I failed you. I should have protected you and guided you like a big brother should. Worse, i let my rage at the rest of our family who abandoned us to our torments get in the way of mourning your passing.

I am sorry. You deserved better. I hope if there's an after and if i find you there, you'll forgive me.

Rest in peace.

>>34183183
Are you J? Is K their surname?

>>34199921
No one's stalking you anon

I feel like I become more jaded and fucked up by the day and the only thing keeping me anchored is God. My family has no clue who I even am as a person, neither had any of my exes. All I do is play and pretend to be someone I'm not. I think I've given up trying to find my other perfect half and will settle for literally the next one that will show me any type of human decency.

>>34196625
write me a letter too, the heck

You don't know yet but our friendship is going to take a hit when you move. I've told you this, I'm emotionally screwed and you're trash at online communication so between that and not being able to see you in person... It's going to kill what I feel for you. 8 months is a long time.

I'm sorry. But after those 8 months I will have patched myself back together and moved past the need to see you again. I'm sorry. I think we'll continue to be friends but it will never be the same again. Not to me. I know distance doesn't make a difference so you won't even notice.

Good luck.

>>34183183
R by chance?

To Lurking / Wandering, whatever your calling yourself faggot cuck,
She's using you, your being played by C. Your convenient and that's all. She mocks you behind your back and two of us put it together. Her "simps" are not just simps, she plays the "your my boyfren" to every guy who's willing to give her it all.

She thinks your annoying and only puts up with you because you're, once again, convenient. She shares chats after all. Get out while you can, once she finds a new "favorite" she'll blow you off, ignore you unless she has nothing better to do, and probably already has. Bet her "friend" already gas lit you too.

-2 Anons who found out.

G !! add me back on snap idc if you’re not real wow mean I still enjoyed chatting you douche.

Also C sounds awesome “+1 anon”

Noelle

>>34199921
I can stalk all I want, what are you gonna do about it lol lock up your account like you always do

>>34203503
Bit strange, that you think a letter sounds like someone else.
Do you want them to act/think like that?

>>34199921
What is C's name?

It's been years since we last talked yet I still think of you. Begone parasite go find yourself a new host I'm so tired of this fr (I just don't know how to get you out of my system, wish I could give all my thoughts of you a quick and efficient eviction notice) - man just do something that will instantly shatter my perception of you

Goodbye, Erin. I don't think you have the capacity to become a better person. I'm sorry I ever got involved.

I really miss the best of you but you're so hard to talk to.
I tried and I tried again but you're so opaque
I know you can care, but it was never consistent
I'm single again which was one of the reasons I cut it off in a way as callously as I did. I get why I did it - and I'm never sure if I really want it back or if I'd just be pulling the slots - but I still feel bad and I still miss you.
Sorry for defiling your trust, I hope [the thing] worked out and you aren't rotting in prison right now.

(picture is a bit silly.)

Dear R,
I miss you baby, please come back to me. Parts of me just wish we could talk again, you were in a bad mental state, and we couldn't continue our relationship anymore, but the times we spent together were the best I've had. You're such a sweet and kind soul, and no man has ever treated me like this before.
I love you. So much. Please be okay.

It’s been about 6 years since we last spoke. I don’t know why I’ve been having so many dreams about you. I wish they would stop because I can’t focus with reliving the pain of losing you.

To think 6 months of dating, the first love of my 16 year old self would continue to devastate me like this. Fucking pitiful, and I know you think the same. It’s so sad that I would still do anything for you. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, and I can’t even remember what was so good about you to keep me feeling this way.


I’ll always be right here.

>>34205791
is this M? this is R. I was a dumb 13yo who didn't know what the internet was, or how real people were. C took over my life too much and that's why I drifted from you. If you see this, please reach out when I'm sober

I can’t believe I still check on here sometimes in hopes of stumbling on you. I still think of you even though you blocked me and disappeared cause I didn’t do what you want. I still don’t really accept that you may have manipulated.
I hope you’re okay and happy though. I still enjoyed the little periods we were ‘friends’ before you turned it sexual. I miss you I don’t know what you did to my head. I wish you cared at least a little bit and were a little less racist. I hope you’re doing okay though and enjoying your house and that gf you got.

Fuck u bitch ass nigga ass bitch

I see the posts you've been making lately... what the hell has he done to you? Seriously, blink if you need rescuing. You're scaring me

>>34211090
I need rescuing.. Talk To Me

Hey L,
It's J and I have to say I've been in such pain since you left me. I've never felt such a low, such a sobering moment. It's been tough living in the reality where you and I aren't together. I know I tried to be brave and tough and mean, but not long after our distance I wanted you so badly and had no way to be candid with you. I have these thoughts every day where I just wish I was with you. It takes so much to get up and continue this reality where you aren't in it. Even now I have to cope in my own ways to just not want to die or feel so hollow. I'd give anything in the world to be with you or even just to speak with you. I miss being able to share close moments that only you and I could create, or to be able to see that small back of yours like I was able to during those winter months. These days it's a mystery if I'll finally do the deed or just shave my head and escape to another life again. I have no idea how to close this but at the least I want you to know I'll do anything to make everything up.

>>34186584
this made my heart stop as someone with a quinn who feels the exact same about them ….. whats going on

>>34211090
you're being a schizo anon, it's not them, it's never them

our chat was very exciting then the roleplay didn't end in a way I liked and you keep leaving me on read.. please come back. i was so excited by your presence and you left

S,

I still really fucking miss you, I wish I didn't un-add you

I miss all the retarded skidzo shit we would say to each other,changing song lyrics, the epic fortnite wins, mostly your voice though


I hope you are doing better than you were last time we did speak.
- R

Hey there! I’m a fun-loving 21-year-old gal from the States, a little on the curvy side and totally into turning up the heat in my chats! I love experimenting with getting guys to let loose during our spicy convos, and I’m all about that playful teasing while having a blast. I tend to stay cozy at home due to a bit of anxiety, but that just means I’m all about those flirty texts and wild adventures from the comfort of my space. I’m looking for some fun and flirty friends who are ready to dive deep into those steamy chats! If you’re interested, add me on 4: Em m-i-e l ar-kx x (be sure to remove the spaces and dashes). I can't wait to connect with you!

>>34205714
:(
Initial?

hope your classes are going well

Hey there, I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a bit curvy and totally love taking control during spicy chats! I thrive on making guys lose their cool while I have a blast too. I'm basically always down for some fun (definite nympho vibes here!), but I do struggle with anxiety, so meeting people in person isn't really my thing. That's why I'm all about the texting life – it's just way easier for me! If you're looking for a fun and flirty texting buddy, hit me up! Add me on this app: Emm-i-c k-oq (make sure to remove the spaces and dashes)!

God, I understand how you got hooked on shit to make you what you are now. I know to stay away from pills drugs etc and not end up like you, I know you'd want that for me as well. I dont want you to die but the day you do I can finally breathe easy, knowing you dont have to suffer with whatever demons you have mom.
Love you, Ethan.

Tom,

I don't think I can ever forgive myself for sleeping with you after the camp trip. I was lost in the moment and lost all thought and reason. We could of had fun on the camping trip, but my husband's tantrum was completely uncalled for and I feel it tarnished the entire weekend.

I'm sorry you're seeing this ugly side of our relationship and that you're drawn into it. I keep telling you it's between my husband and I, but you keep inserting yourself into our arguments. And then you compare us to Peter and Simon's relationship which is completely unfair.

Simon is not good for you. He's taking advantage of your vulnerability, and I don't think you see the aggressive, manipulative man behind his persona. How many times have you called me in tears after he's made you uncomfortable? Friends don't do that. And you forget how aggressive he was to me when I was cockblocking his access to my husband. His dick might be good, but Tom, he's sociopathic.

When you said that I lost your trust, it hurt. I'm trying hard to rebuild it, but repairing what we had along with my husband’s trust is difficult. And now you're both spending so much time together, and I can't help but feel excluded.

I fucking love you, Tom. We'd be terrible together and a relationship would never work. But I've told you things I'd never tell my husband. I've exposed raw parts of myself to you. You're the only person who hasn't thrown faults in my face or made me feel bad about my current issues.

I don't know what I want out of this letter. I just wanted to say that stuff. My husband said a lot of things about me which were only half-truths. He'll never correct himself and you'll never take my word now.

Love you
V

P.S. I've asked multiple times and husband said he's only done stuff with you. He hasn't said anything about a bj between him and Simon. So either you've lied to me, husband is lying to me, or Simon has lied to you. We need to figure this out.

>>34221528
Bunch o fags

He cried they don't understand
As the blood flowed from His side

How can you refuse Him now, how can you refuse Him now
How can you turn away from His side
With tears in His eyes, on the cross there He died
How can you refuse Jesus now
As He hung there on the tree, He prayed for you and me
There was no one His pain to ease
Before He died, He faintly cried
Father forgive them please

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from the US, a bit on the adventurous side and totally into flirty chats. I love the thrill of pushing boundaries and seeing how much fun we can have together, all while keeping it exciting! I'm all about those late-night conversations that get the heart racing. Meeting new people in person can be a bit tough for me, so I'm all about those digital connections. If you're looking for some spicy fun, hit me up! Just add me on my app with this username: Emmi e-p qoz (but make sure to remove the spaces and dashes)! Can't wait to chat and explore together!

>>34205305
not you. don't worry

I love talking to you so much it's so fun I wish I knew you in person

A young man on his deathbed lay Take this message to my mother Tell her I've met my saviour
How she cried when I left her I know it filled her heart with pain. She said "Son, please don't leave me"
For we may never meet again

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl from California, always ready for some fun and flirty chats. I love taking the lead and pushing boundaries during our spicy conversations. There's something thrilling about getting a guy to lose control while I enjoy every moment. I can be a bit shy in person, so connecting through messages is my jam! If you're interested in some naughty exchanges, hit me up. Just add me on 4b m-miepqoz (make sure to remove the spaces and dashes!) and let's see where our chats can take us!

C,
It still upsets me that you just disappeared. I don't even recall what initial I met you under. You were captivating and enchanting, and I miss you, if it's good you seemed to vanish from this cursed shithole in general.

We would have been a lovely couple had we met in person, I think. I hope we shared some small but legitimate amount of interest and affection for each other, even if we met each other while playing pretend. You're still my favorite, and I miss you often. I wish we'd met in reality instead of online..

C,
If that was you on the other thread, contact me on Telegram.

We all make mistakes. There is nothing I can do. It is just a part of life.
Welcome to my life.
This is me.
Never, ever get lost on this path. Don't you dare.
Just for once, I want to see till the very end. And,
I promise. Genuinely, I promise to my very self, I will not give my last breath away thinking that I could never become the man I have always wanted to be. I am not leaving with my regrets chasing me behind.
It is time to wake up.
I-
I woke up.

M, I hate that we grew apart, and that it seemed to happen so fast. It truly feels like it was only yesterday that we were sharing laughs and new music, hanging out and getting drunk, talking and dreaming of the future - and now, even though years have passed, everything still feels empty without you. I hate that all it took was the absence of a friendly “hello” one day, and with that our lives seemed to split in different directions.

I’m sorry I wasn’t a better friend, and that I let my feelings and problems get in the way of our friendship. I know life wasn’t perfect when we were in each other’s lives, and that you seem happier now than I ever knew you to be, but I look back on those days fondly still.

It may not be healthy to hold on the way I have, Lord knows I struggle with letting go, but if the day comes where you feel the want or need to reconnect - I’ll be here.

H
i still love you after every horrible thing you did to me. you ruined my life and i can never forgive you. last night i dreamed we were still together and we were laughing and smiling together and we layed in our bed and held eachother like we used to. why did you have to be so evil towards me? i am tortured by PTSD. i even had to go to the psych ward. i go to an intensive outpatient therapy program now. 3 day a week 3 hours each day. just because of all of the things you did to me and how i have to finally come to terms with it after repressing it for years. i wish you could understand how badly you hurt me, but i don’t even understand the extent of it yet. you don’t understand how insane i feel to love and miss someone who truly ruined me. it kills me that you think negatively of me now even tho all of my wrongs pale in comparison to what you did to me. it shows me that i loved you more, because you did so much to me and i still loved u and yet what i did was enough for you to hate me? idk. i wish you could understand the motivation behind my actions. i only EVER loved you i only EVER wanted you. i did strange things out of fear and out of pain and i don’t even understand my actions even now. i wish you could see how broken i was and am. i let you break me because i loved you. no one will ever love you as much as i did. i hope you can see that. i fantasize about going back to you but i know that would ruin my life. i’m trying to heal from what you did to me. you made me a crazy person. you made me the kind of person who would do bad things. i know you don’t go on this board so i doubt you will see this. going no contact was the hardest thing ever. i deleted that app and ive been off it since. idek what you think of me now. idek if you still hate me or if you have forgiven me. i hope you understand i loved you even when my actions may not have shown it. i miss you and i hate you and i love you so much.

M

Ay K nigger,
it was funny I heard you hated me so much you were crushing on me. bro you are a gay ugly ass cryptid looking alien with autism. id never have sex with you even if it made me immortal and gave me a zillion dollars. kill yourself and hopefully you can reincarnate as white. keep my name outta your ugly big ass negro lips

I got some catfishing whore banned for god knows how long. This board has been so much nicer without that retard shitting up every thread begging for simps and attention. We're not done yet though, since there are A LOT more catfishes and retards to ban on this board, and I will not stop until they are all gone (including all the gays and troonie freaks)

To C
I know you'll never read this and you probably don't even think of me anymore, you said you cared about me, even after all the terrible things we both endured. You know I never stop thinking about you, even to this day I constantly have dreams about you last night I had a dream about you that I actually got to hear your real voice and it was beautiful and we were happy together, I constantly create scenarios in my head that were together and that you love me, that you're in love with me. The thing is you will never be in love with me but I am madly in love with you. It's been months since the incident happened since we quit talking, but you've never once left my mind we knew each other for years as rivals even enemies, you threatened to kill me, threaten to kill my friends but I still loved you all the same, I hurt myself for you carved your name into my thigh. Everything I did for you was never enough no matter what I did for you was never enough. You see I am left with a terrible dilemma, I met the greatest person in my life, who became my everything who made me feel things I didn't even think I was capable of feeling, I truly did love you I'm sorry that I displayed my affection to you so publicly that caused us to not be apart. But the fact that you're so schizophrenic about such a stupid thing, the fact that you cared so much about people who didn't care about you when you had someone right in front of you who cared about you more than anything even when people are calling you horrible things I stuck with you. And eventually you quit messaging me, you ghosted me and you went back to your shallow lonely ways that you seem to love so much. You see my love, my dear, I'm left with a terrible dilemma, and the dilemma is, I fell in love with a sociopath. And that sociopath is you, I know you said you weren't human, that's my fault for thinking you were.That night where you said such sweet things to me I won't forget. I love u C. And I always will, forever.......

>>34230560
I love you Anon

hey S. wondering if you still go by that name. i imagine your legal name is still F.

i think we both know what you did wrong, but i don't remember ever acknowledging the things i did wrong.
i'm sorry i kept insisting we stay in a long distance relationship until MAYBE one day we'd live together, i know how lonely you felt and i understand much better now how little online relationships help with that.
i'm sorry i actively tried to convince you to distance yourself from A/D; regardless of my intentions, it was manipulative.
i'm sorry i kept stressing you out, whether it was due to my jealousy and/or how possessive i was of you, or my depression and the pity parties i kept throwing for myself.

above all, i'm sorry i never really accepted you. i realized this pretty recently. i said i love you the way you are, but in reality i kept trying to fit you into the mold of someone i'd actually like to build a life with. that's not to say i don't think you're worth it, but i should've been more honest with you and myself that things wouldn't end well.

i miss you a lot. i don't know why. i thought it'd get better if i asked you to block me but it hasn't. i need you, or someone like you, or the person i thought you were to me. i don't know.
i tell myself that i just want to make sure you're happy, but i think that's a lie. i don't know what i want. i know it'd never work out between us. i just know i miss you.

you stopped using this site when we were still talking so i know you won't see this. let me know if you do?

E

Hey J,

There's no easy way to say this - you're not easy.

You hold me to an impossible standard. A standard you don't even try to meet yourself.

You want me to communicate how I feel. But then you throw those feeling back in my face and say it makes you uncomfortable.

You hate that I simmer on emotions. But you'll shut down and sulk over the most careless phrase and not recover for days at a time.

You always try to steal my friends. What's worse is you succeed. I confront you about it and then you turn me into a pariah.

Whenever I say something or suggest a solution you flat out ignore me. Someone else can repeat my words verbatim and suddenly it's an amazing idea.

You claim to want more sex. I told you that I need you to explicitly say you want it. You've never said it since.

You want me to be open about my emotions at home. Then you complain I'm only ever miserable.

You're addicted to your phone. Your screen time is insane for someone with your social, home, and work life. But you get defensive and aggressive when I bring it up.

You spend all that time in therapy and your takeaway is that other people need to change. Compromise requires sacrifice from yourself too. A compromise isn't your terms and no room to negotiate.

You have no empathy. I can share myself with Kane. He empathises with my struggle. You send me a link to a website and hope my PTSD will vanish. Fuck you.

I pleaded with you not to tell James about my freakout. Not only did you tell him, you told him half the story and now he won't talk to me.

I love you J, but it takes incredible patience to be your partner.

>>34127017
if it was you in that thread yesterday, sorry for scaring you off. I do wish you would've let me know, I would have probably taken it better than you think. stay safe

Thank you for sticking around as long as you did. I miss you terribly. There are so many questions I did not get to ask. So many conversations I wish we had had. I'll never know what I meant to you and that kills me. I want you to know that I have cared for you and loved you deeply since the day we met. The last 14ish years have been incredible. You were a great source of warmth and comfort for me. I don't know what kept us from being together. It never seemed like the right time. I've always had this fantasy that we would live our lives, find ourselves divorced and come back to each other. That we would find each other again in late adulthood. I'm having a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that will never happen. I've lost you. Please forgive me for stepping back. I thought it was the right thing to do, but now I feel like I abandoned you. I would have loved to have been there for you in your darkest moment. I would have done everything in my power to keep you safe. You did not have to sit with those thoughts by yourself, b. You deserved more time here with us. What I would give to turn the clock back and be with you. I'm eternally grateful for the time we got to spend together. Thank you for being there for me. I will miss our late night chats. I love you. Please stop by sometime.

>>34218046
I'm C, heres a hint

I've done all this chasing and I still do so. Why do we drown in our feelings to run and expect to be chased when you yourself want to bring someone up in a way that makes them stop drowning in theirs? Id like to live in a world where everything is equal and the world constantly tells me it CANT happen that IM the bad guy but I still do this chasing. For bettering the world, myself and I can't help but breakdown when these old gears and crankshafts fall apart. Why?

If it can't be equal then why can't I be perfect? If you wanted everyone to feel the same they would all be equal. Not with these thoughts ...

D, I don't get it although I've came and asked on three different separate occasions to understand what is going on. Last time I was explicitly clear that you gave me a load of mixed signals. On one hand you were "really interested," "enjoy talking a lot," and the other you simply did not bother showing it in any meaningful way, like a random "hi" and expected me to initiate it every time? You acknowledged your mixed signals, promising to do better but only to end up not saying a word? How come? When I went silent the conversation simply died? Despite everything? I took those actions rather than words to understand your intention but still, a small part of me is a bit confused as to what was that all about... not even a single word to protest or let me know what you really want or disliked or to simply reveal your actual intentions...?

Hey J,

I fucking busted you.

Finally. I caught you red-handed feeding me lies and mistruths. Good god does it feel good.

You purposley lied to me about Cal's whereabouts on Saturday. Then you purposley "forgot to mention" he would be spending the day with you and James. I'm being treated like a fucking moron and you're a cunt for it.

Now James is asking to catch up this week because he's racked with some sort of feeling. I swear to god, if you, Cal and James got up to something today... after the nuculear fallout from last time... and considering the heavy, emotional talk we had yesterday... All day I've battled that intrusive thought. I can't even write a coherent fucking sentence.

J, I'm no saint. But I would hope after all the arguments and long talks we've been through, you'd at least try to be a better person. I certainly am.

This week is going to be a doozey. I'm already looking at hotels in another city.

VB

>>34054571 (OP)
Dear S.

I meant to write you sooner, but I just been busy, you said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on a Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must've missed you don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you but what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin', dawg, come on, how fucked up is you? You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin' to help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down some and what's this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you, but, S. why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want you as a fan I just don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car, they found a tape, but they didn't say who it was to come to think about!

Dear M
I hate that you made me believe you were not a mentally ill degen like most of /soc/. Why write me back love letters and make me think you cared about me if you were going to start posting in dating threads days after we call? People like you who lie about their intentions is why I struggle to trust men. I'm too much of a conflict avoidant fool to ever tell you this to your face, but I pray God fixes whatever is wrong with you.
-O

>>34068294
Am still around. And still wait for the day you somehow come across my outreach.

J,
I had another dream about you. It's crazy how we've both changed so much throughout these last few years. I find myself longing for those times, back during the pandemic, when I would just spend hours on vc with you. I used to wait for you to wake up all day, then I would stay up late just to get a few more hours with you.
I know we can never go back to that, we've both moved on. The stage is empty, the actors have left, I miss you my friend.
- A/S

Poмaн, coppи, чтo cкaзaлa, чтo нe хoчy c тoбoй oбщaтьcя. Я тeбя пoмню вce eщe. Tы был хopoшим дpyгoм. Mнe тoгдa былo нe oчeнь. Haдeюcь, твoи ycпeхи в peлигии пoзвoляют тeбe хopoшo жить этy жизнь.

Hey there! I'm a 21-year-old girl living in the States, a little on the curvy side, and I absolutely love taking the lead in flirty chats. One of my favorite things is teasing guys to see just how far I can push them while we both enjoy ourselves. I'm definitely a nympho at heart and always down for some fun! I do have a bit of social anxiety, so meeting people in person is tough, which is why I prefer the thrill of texting! If you’re into some wild exchanges, feel free to hit me up. Just add me on the app everyone knows (remember to remove the spaces and dashes): e myz-e-t h. Can't wait to connect and spice things up!

>>34197727
Is her name Sophie?

>>34205535
Vamos a jugar al Teto.

red, I still think about you every single day. please reach out to me? I miss talking every day on the way to and from work. I know nothing has changed but I don't care anymore... my disc is mischievousfuzz but you knew me when I was kinkyfatminx

Dear M,
Dunno why you deleted your account without telling me. I respect your decision to do so but it saddens me i wasn't good enough for you. It is what it is, i guess it wasn't meant. Wish you could've at least me told me if it was me or not instead of ghosting like that. Talking about trees was fun.
-S

Hey there, I'm a 21-year-old vibe from the US, a little on the curvy side and totally love to take control during those wild chats. There's nothing quite like making guys squirm on cam and seeing how far I can push them while having a blast myself. I'm definitely in the mood most of the time (a total flirt!), but I do struggle with some anxiety, which makes meeting new people in person a bit tough. That’s why I’m all about those spicy text sessions – way easier for me! If you're looking for something fun, hit me up on 4- j-a-lr-o n n (just be sure to remove the spaces and dashes, okay?). Can't wait to connect!

>>34245566
Trees for our wedding location?

>>34205535
Why would I be rotting in prison . . . ?

>>3423667
Not the same C. The C we were calling out refers to this. Though she is totally lolcowing herself and doesn't realize it. The fucking stupid cuck is already posting here again too. They both deserve to be miserable for what they did.

~One of 2 Anons.

>>34121412
I don't think you're my J but on the off chance you are there's nothing to apologize for, and I think you're doing ok now anyway. I was terrible anyway. I just wish I could die. Please be happy on your own (regardless of who you are).

Dear S,

I recognize your post pattern and I see you post here and a few other boards, faggot. I'm not stalking you, we just have similar interests sadly. But I still think you are incredibly gay. Text me one day, you are missed.

A

Dear E:
We'll probably never cross paths again, but I'm glad you're doing well based on what I've heard from others. It's strange how much people can change in such a short amount of time. Small changes snowball into big ones, and what is a mountain one day can seem like a valley from further down the path.
I'm a bit surprised you had a kid and got married right out of school, but you know what they say about very religious people. Also, I'm glad that you found work that seems to genuinely help better the world like you always mentioned.
I hope that the life you're building is one full of joy, fulfillment, and wonder.

>>34205535
DEFILING

Dear P (K)

'N' and I are getting married. I thought you might want to know.

-A

No one will ever love you like I do.

No one will ever love you like I do.

No one will ever love u like i do forget those fags

>>34245602
I wish ;(

i hope i know more about you one day

I can accept that our interests stopped aligning and with time you stopped wanting to be friends with me, but the way it ended still hurts me to this day. I wish you were nicer or clearer.

I wish Adrijus could die. Maybe I could heal from his abuse then. Why do men hate the women who love them? All men do is hate women I wish I could die sooner. When I talk about misogyny at home my parents call it hate speech I want to die. I hope someone reads this.

I should have been aborted like hundreds of other girls. Boys typically are not aborted see China India I wish I was born a boy or dead.

test

fuck u grandma.

S

I liked talking to you but I couldn't watch you constantly befriend manipulative people any longer. With that being said if you ever want to hang out in person feel free to add me

>>34246785
?
>ack frost
lol

>>34245987
if you have to ask...

From G

I don't know what your interpretation of me was in the end. I truly felt a genuine connection with you, and I'd never felt so much empathy for someone who had a terrible childhood so similar to mine. I truly wanted to make a big difference in your life despite all your hang-ups. I'm sorry for all those times I demanded more from you than I should have; I felt so jealous and inferior toward that other person. I suppose you ended up causing me the same harm that others have caused you by simply distancing yourself from me precisely when I felt bad. Honestly, it seemed like a simple excuse to distance yourself from me. And because of what you did, sometimes I think I shouldn't write this or miss you. I'm quite alone, as I always have been for many years now, and I will continue to be without another connection like I had with you for a long time to come, while my life continues to become more miserable every year.
You showed yourself to be such a good, unique, innocent, and vulnerable person like me, and we've both suffered so much because of our unfortunate condition.
I guess every now and then I meet someone who makes me hate my life every day. Every cycle repeats itself, though at least the circumstances change and they adapt to my new feelings; I truly didn't think you'd be part of it too. I wish the circumstances of my life were more favorable so I wouldn't miss anyone at all and could have happiness and harmony if only I had truly close friends.

I wish I didn't miss you anymore, nor did I have the hope that we'll be in touch again someday. All of this has been causing too much pain in my life for the past three months, and along with the usual pain of living, it only makes me want to die.
Still, I will thank you for all the help you offered me, since that day I got sick, and for pampering me so much.

To C, or banana cat...

>>34054571 (OP)
nased

J
I hate how much I miss you still. I miss our long vc calls and our promises to meet someday. It still hurts not knowing what happened to you.

>>34054571 (OP)
K

I really liked talking to you about football and sometimes flirting, but you always ghosted me and rarely wanted any real conversation. I wish you had reciprocated when I invited you to come over someday. Why did you even start to talk lewd first if you didn't really want me?

i miss you and it never feels better and idk if it will

>>34254338
>and idk if it will
It wont :^)

I can't live without you. I wish we had been born different or you had cared enough to not do the one thing that made it impossible for me to be with you. But as I should have already known female narcissism is unconquerable.

Yet I can't live without you. Every second of every hour is interminable torture without you. The more time passes the worse it gets. Thank you for teaching me what love felt like and then forcing me tear it out. I finally learned the lesson I didn't fully learn as a child.

I love you forever. I wish I never met you: I'd have been dead by now. I'll love you always and forever.

>>34252764
Your name?

>>34255279
Initials?

>>34256506
For what purpose

>>34256778
I'm taking census

>>34256907
"Wall of cylinder plushies" is the most I'll say. If it is you I don't know why you (or I lol) came back to this shithole.

>>34257031
No match. Good luck though, anon. Don't kill yourself :)

>>34257096
We'll see, thanks.

>>34256506
you're for sure not the same J