I justify hurting my self so i dont hurt others, i think that is just a cope however. at the same time i have legitimate thoughts about doing some skitz shit.
from making cardboard drones and using the lithium batteries as a catalyst to ignite thermite and napalm or thinking about how to blow up a sewer system to take out a small town.
i think i gravitate to these things because i know im not smart enough to do it but at the same time i really want to do it.
cuts to show how much of a looser i am