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Anyone else here feel like the black pill isnt dark enough? As ive gone more and more outside and touched grass more and more ive noticed something that i think a lot of bluepilled people have said and are right about. There is a lot of ugly, weird dudes with attractive girlfriends. This, though, isnt a beacon of hope to me, but a sign that things are actually WORSE and MORE HOPELESS than i previously thought. To a point where its more out of your control than genetics. It is a divine wrath, a punishment from God.
The amount of fat manchildren i have seen who, without ever having to "love themselves" or really self improve at all still have dating lives. They are good enough, despite acting worse than me, and looking worse than me. Theres a guy who is dating a girl i work with. This girl is 21, fairly cute, redhead. The guy is a fat dude, doesnt know how to dress, claims to be "traditionalist" but sleeps around, hes short, he has nothing going for him. Now what does he get for his effort or there lack of? A virgin who is loyal to him. What do i get not being like him? Nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing. At best im told i need to be celibate. I am considered a walking abomination. I am considered worse than rape, worse than assault, worse than manchild. I am considered a walking embodiment of violence and rape and disgust. He isnt. I am. And i keep having situations like this happen. Over and over again. I see these shit dudes who have never been to a gym get girls, while i get nothing. Absolutely nothing. I am left to rot, im told im worthless and not good enough, im ignored, rejected, hated, and seen with pity and disgust. It is not too far to say at this point there is no way in hell a woman, just a random woman, sees me as human. There is no way they do. I believe there is a blacker pill where you are marked, by your creator itself, to be alone. To be like Cain, left to wonder the earth a pariah.
The amount of fat manchildren i have seen who, without ever having to "love themselves" or really self improve at all still have dating lives. They are good enough, despite acting worse than me, and looking worse than me. Theres a guy who is dating a girl i work with. This girl is 21, fairly cute, redhead. The guy is a fat dude, doesnt know how to dress, claims to be "traditionalist" but sleeps around, hes short, he has nothing going for him. Now what does he get for his effort or there lack of? A virgin who is loyal to him. What do i get not being like him? Nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing. At best im told i need to be celibate. I am considered a walking abomination. I am considered worse than rape, worse than assault, worse than manchild. I am considered a walking embodiment of violence and rape and disgust. He isnt. I am. And i keep having situations like this happen. Over and over again. I see these shit dudes who have never been to a gym get girls, while i get nothing. Absolutely nothing. I am left to rot, im told im worthless and not good enough, im ignored, rejected, hated, and seen with pity and disgust. It is not too far to say at this point there is no way in hell a woman, just a random woman, sees me as human. There is no way they do. I believe there is a blacker pill where you are marked, by your creator itself, to be alone. To be like Cain, left to wonder the earth a pariah.
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