>>40290535
You aren't, take as much time as you need, you want me to not rush responses either, don't you? So, you taking the time and resting up sets a good example for me. Thank you for that. If it feels more like procrastination, we can have a small chat to lower the barrier of getting the words out.
>>40294339
I think antidepressants are at least worth considering if they have been prescribed but if I would suggest to perhaps look for a replacement psych if you can help it. But I agree that therapy is more important, ESPECIALLY since you have been stable without ADs in the past.
>>40294462
We do have resources for people with BPD in the paste. I heard mixed things from the therapy side, but whether you can or can't get a diagnosis and try, looking into emotional regulation stuff is worth looking into in that case. How do your relationships usually go?
>>40294725
Welcome back anon. Would you like me to pull up your last post and reply to see if there was something perhaps of interest to you in the last response?
>I really have become just like my father and I wish I had to courage to just stop existing instead of hoping the way I live accidentally kills me.
I don't think you have, sure, alcohol is a kinda cope that sometimes people slip into, but you come here. You want to change. And I have faith in you, genuinely. I will gladly take your hand and help pick up the pieces.