>>534744958
anon, if you are like me, you don't let strangers touch you.
and if you have people you care about, you don't want to burden them with your melties.

so imagine feeling like shit for most of the year, developing anxiety attacks, explosive moodswings when you literally can't bear being nice anymore and your trust issues worsening.

so: no, i wouldn't let you hug me.
because there's a few things i am afraid of.
this being used against me, or me actually starting to care about anyone just to see them drift away again.

it's surprisingly easier to suffer alone than it is to rely on a support that will be ripped from underneath you.
moral of the story: trust nobody! :D