and i know i'm saying too much already, can't help it, you know me, but i know you're proud of doing things on your own, how you've accomplished a lot with nothing given to you, the pride you take in that. nothing wrong with that. understand how it would feel like a betrayal for what you stand for, to be with someone like me. but it's clown world babe. honk honk. very often the undeserving have much and the deserving have little. stop thinking so much about class. focus on who i am. i've worked hard too, harder than you. and got way less for it. i chanced into more. big deal. you can too. buy a lotto ticket, might make you more comfortable with the idea. i'm not trying to buy you, never have. you know me by now, i want to win you fair and square. but i can't do that with my healthy work ethic or career accomplishments. lost the former and will never have the latter. all i have is my heart which is why i focus so much on it. anyways, love you, think on what i've said. gonna go sweat and hurt for nothing in the gym now.

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