>>81750971
i've become disillusioned with just about everything over the past few years. i can't see life as being anything but a cruel joke. i'll never have friends or find love because i'm an unlikable idiot. my family is falling apart largely due to my inaction. i'm a coward that can't do anything. i hate myself for being a sad and lazy sack of shit but it's all i've ever been. i wish i had the average normie's lack of self-awareness and obliviousness to the absurdity of everything around him.