Anyone else incapable of feeling any sort of pleasure? And where the fuck do you go from here?
I haven’t been happy in years, and it’s progressively gotten worse to the point where I don’t even get small glimpses of happiness anymore. I don’t remember the last time I genuinely laughed or smiled. Or even just felt excited about something. Even cheap thrills like videos games or TV shows, I haven’t played or watched anything in literal years. I don’t get enjoyment from absolutely anything.
Tried meds, SSRIs, mood stabilizers, wellbutrin, etc nothing worked. They either didn’t do shit or made me insane. No one understands… I’m not “going through a rough time” nothing is wrong. My brain just cannot produce happy chemicals or whatever the fuck.