>bitch ass park ranger job made me wake up super early so I can drive to the nation park on time
>can't even sketch the trees and shit because i am either on patrol with my bitch ass coworker that will snitch on me or in the fucking office dealing with retarded excel spreadsheets
>by the time i finished dinner and goes back it is like 11pm
>already feels like absolute shit, head hurts and super drowsy. Can't even focus on finishing my daily tasks
>can't focus on my daily work pratices at all and got subpar results
>and that's if i tried to maximize my free time instead of caving in to my bitch ass parents and waste my fucking time at theirs listening to them mourning why is their son a fucking park ranger instead of a doctor despite getting a college degree
>on sundays and other holidays i am just so fucking tired that i just sleep for the whole day because any other option is going to make me feel even shittier tomorrow
I can't just quit my fucking job because rent's due and i still like nature. What should i do if i wanna learn drawing? I barely have time for myself.