>>81620316
I've been on the receiving end of this exact thing on two seperate occasions. One was a cute and embarassing childhood crush on probably the only tomboy at the school. We're still friends to this day, but I do wonder what might have happened if she took me seriously then.

The second time around I allowed myself to get my heart broken because I was such a desperate fucking fool. I was in one of those odd on-and-off sort of relationships with a friend who I loved so very deeply, and who against my better judgement I still love with all of my heart. I had no idea I was so disposable to her, because one day she stopped ending her texts with "I love you" only for me to find out a week later she's going out with a guy who not only shares my name, but seemed to be everything for her that I couldn't be.

I am not bitter, I am not lonely. I am just empty and painfully, PAINFULLY in love with somebody who it seems like never even cared. I'm hardly even into my adult life but it just seems like there's nothing left living for.