>>40233609
I'm extremely uncomfortable just existing in public as a man and I have pretty extreme social anxiety so I miss the early corona era desu, it was comfy. I got to basically skip a good chunk of my junior/senior years of hs to spend my time having fun reading gender bender manga all day and watching dumb normies lose their minds over the thing I had known was coming for like a month beforehand because of this website. I just wish I wasn't so deep in my tradtard chudcoping phase at the time so that I could have taken advantage of such a good opportunity to transition while I still had the chance to potentially do so successfully instead of dooming myself to misery for the rest of my life by betting on the chance that I would grow out of this.
Reading that back makes me feel like a bad person so maybe I deserve to be a repper desu, but honestly if I have to be a repressor I think I'm entitled to hope the world ends. A little bit of apocalypticism feels comforting when the alternative is just being stuck for the rest of your life in monotonous misery.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMeEByBNfZk