>>40080190
>its not worth it, it becomes more and more inescapable

it's too late already. I'm already a hiki, but im not at all cute like madotsuki. I'm hideous to most people, so why even bother going outside. no one likes me.

I wish I had friends too, but that's just not an option for me.

>>40080448
well you probably have the privilege of not being ugly as shit like me. I'm mentally a wreck and I don't pass at all. I look like an ugly crazed man. I'm not cute, I'm not pretty, I'm not funny, I'm not talented, I'm not skilled, I'm literally nothing.

who tf would want to be friends with me? I belong in my self isolation.