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8/5/2025, 7:41:43 AM
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>What is SPD? Suicidal personality disorder?
Schizoid Personality Disorder, though I am inactively suicidal.
>I had a new step father who was the man I wanted to be but he died when I was a teenager of cancer
holy shit man, I'm sorry for your loss. if it's of any consolation at all I'm sure that you could no doubt be like him with enough effort, but I'd understand if that's no longer a priority of yours.
>COVID 19 in 2020 made me really feel that way again.
same, COVID was a huge factor to why I'm the person I am now. It introduced that helpless feeling to me, and thanks to alot of this shit I talked about happened around the same time or concurrently, I'm still figuring out how to break out of mental cycles from that period. It was also the time that made me really realize I was suicidal and was perhaps the most active I was in seeking it out. It was probably the most turbulent time for me mentally, and it caused for me to really catch those early signs of SPD with the way I was distancing myself from others, including my at the time gf. we partially broke up cause of this.
>I'm in my early 30s and I don't know what to do.
shit dude, if your career has already been started I'd just focus on myself if I was in your shoes. especially if you're feeling any of the same way still from that period of time, it's best to get as much of that shit out of the way any way you can. that, or just living it day by day until you find a greater goal can't hurt.
>What is SPD? Suicidal personality disorder?
Schizoid Personality Disorder, though I am inactively suicidal.
>I had a new step father who was the man I wanted to be but he died when I was a teenager of cancer
holy shit man, I'm sorry for your loss. if it's of any consolation at all I'm sure that you could no doubt be like him with enough effort, but I'd understand if that's no longer a priority of yours.
>COVID 19 in 2020 made me really feel that way again.
same, COVID was a huge factor to why I'm the person I am now. It introduced that helpless feeling to me, and thanks to alot of this shit I talked about happened around the same time or concurrently, I'm still figuring out how to break out of mental cycles from that period. It was also the time that made me really realize I was suicidal and was perhaps the most active I was in seeking it out. It was probably the most turbulent time for me mentally, and it caused for me to really catch those early signs of SPD with the way I was distancing myself from others, including my at the time gf. we partially broke up cause of this.
>I'm in my early 30s and I don't know what to do.
shit dude, if your career has already been started I'd just focus on myself if I was in your shoes. especially if you're feeling any of the same way still from that period of time, it's best to get as much of that shit out of the way any way you can. that, or just living it day by day until you find a greater goal can't hurt.
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