>>42221111
extremely blessed digits
But no anon - you want to have a good life, not be shackled to an addiction, and you've been taking steps towards that. Stay oriented and take the best path according to you. Rereading what you've said, personally I think it's probably best you fight through this hard part, I've never heard of such bad cannabis withdrawal and I think it's important for you to experience getting out of it with just willpower. That will give you some strength to actually moderate yourself, once you've been through the consequences of slipping too far into it.