Im 24. I feel brain dead. I have no will nor desire, other than to pass time. I treated my hypogonadism and hypothyroidism, and made significant progress on my sleep apnea. I supplement my vitamin D deficiency. I am not obese, but I have put on some weight in recent months due to a back injury(I now have constant nerve pain in my back, hips, and legs due to a pinched nerve in my spine).
From what I can recall, I have only had 2 weeks where I felt normal:
>the week after I did shrooms for the first time and meditated. this was about 2 years ago
>the third week of my carnivore diet. this was 2 weeks ago.
Both times, what stopped the mental clarity was me vaping weed. I will never ever touch drugs again. The carnivore diet was miserable for me because just the thought of eating another steak is enough to get me to the verge of throwing up. Couple that with losing the mental clarity, and I was just miserable 24/7, so I stopped. I am planning to give it another try after a short break.
What else can I do?