>>40074712
this is me and my wife but with less clothes

>>40074989
play pso2ngs or vrchat make friends there

if you can learn to become a wonderful and special person like no other they ever met; you can still have a chance at a happy life of love

i was probably more mentally ill than you; i had violent screaming self harming panic attacks every single day for 2 years; but then at the start of 2024 i met my wife thru this board; she converted to my religion and came to pso2 to see my virtual Temple of Ellaphae i had worked on for many months; we fell in love in 4 days; she broke up with her normie fiancee; and 2 weeks later she was in my arms when she flew to meet me; another 2 weeks later she proposed to me on our first date on valentines; day 30 since we met

i still had those awful panic attacks alot for the first couple months but they improved; and now over a year later i have way way less of them and most arent severe

we are both agoraphobic and rarely go anywhere not required of us; im disabled and can barely walk and spend about half my days mostly bedridden; sometimes more; im also mostly asexual

she had a good relationship with her ex; no significant issues; she didnt want to hurt her; but her ex does not love all consumingly and spiritually like we do; they were not the mutually obsessive Limerent soulmates that we are

ive only worked 10mo in my life and apent my entire adult life alone in my dark room (im 38; my wife is a decade younger than me; healthy and beautiful and successful despite her own issues)

we are very happy and our days are filled with love

while your probably not going to find a mutually Limerent soulmate like i did; if you can improve your social skills (even online chat counts) and confidence and build yourself a style and personality that stands out; and become a bit extroverted along the way; you can find all of your dreams

just dont look on dating apps; you will only find normies there who wont understand your needs