>>81922111
nice trips
>just don't overdo it :<
dw we may be mentally ill but we're not retarded overusing that stuff can actually fuck you up bad
>hopefully it's not a long drive hoem
we're lucky enough to only be a 5 min drive from our job
once the move happens tho that's probably gonna change a bit
>>81922262
>it's good you felt comfortable enough to open up to them and that they keep an eye on you, but i guess it can get a bit annoying. ^^'
it's not necessarily annoying just doesn't feel great having people worry about you
especially if it's things that started super recently and perceptually kinda came out of nowhere. granted it certainly didn't come out of nowhere, the reason this all started happening is like super obvious but either way it feels like we're bringing our friends into something they didn't sign up for. super appreciate that they care about us and want to support us, but really wish there was a better alternative.
biggest worry is that they think we're suicidal which couldn't be further from the truth. hell, despite the many theories backed by award winning scientists about what actually happens when people die, one of the more prevalent ones being the idea that there's very likely a separation between the brain and consciousness, the idea being that the brain is an antennae and our actual selves is the electrical signals passing through our neurons, so whatever "we" are is not only being pulled from somewhere else but also technically can't be destroyed since energy can only be converted into another form, the concept of death is literally the scariest thing possible for us. unfortunately considering what we've been doing it's doubtful that anyone would believe us in that regard
>that's commendable, but of we don't get this stuff out of our heads once in a while, it just get worse.
fair, but unfortunately part of what we're dealing with makes us constantly wanna get worse so either way it would make our brain happy in a way