I've spent the last two years dreaming and planning my build. Hundreds of hours on this general and at some point I started to wonder what was the point of it all.
I tell myself I'm going to play all these games I couldn't but will I really? I can barely find motivation to play the ones I can now.
Also even though I've done so much research into building I just don't feel anything anymore. Part of me wants to just not think about it and buy some shitty prebuilt and keep playing the same games I've been playing. It's hard to justify spending a used car amount of money on a tiny box that I'll probably fuck up somehow.
I think I've researched myself into a corner and don't know how to find the joy I had when I first began dreaming about it.