>>40038343
In all honesty, I kind of wish I was on DXM or some other disso right now as it makes me become everything that is me and not me whilst forgetting all of my flaws. It makes me so empathetic and kind that I wish to devour everything and make it mine. And I suppose that it makes it easier to keep up this larp as well, as even during the week following trips, I'm filled with a genuine self-grandeur that makes it easier to burry any feelings of guilt, shame, or sorrow.