>>81877440
>were you busy having a nice day?
yeah. i did this and that. got the stuff i was talking about yesterday and went to work, but i'm not sure what i did the whole evening. just that there, brooding over some tcg cards. how was yours?

>blasphemous :0
yup. i'll have to repent and make up for that tomorrow.

>>81877457
>i just feel this is more evidence im ostracized from normal treatment im just a robot to them
i have the feeling that when you want to get better, you have to do it yourself. medical system isn't designed to actually make and keep you healthy. they just treat symptoms and keep you alive for as long as they can. if you want to actually get better, you have to find your own way somehow. what's bothering you?

>i really tried my best to explain even though im more or less non verbal irl and it was so difficult for me to talk to a stranger about something like this and then they dont give a shit
i know how hard it is to open up about stuff like that. you did well. sadly they failed you. glad you found your way here, though. you can always tell us about what's going on in your life if you feel like it. maybe it'll help a bit.

>im done with it
understandable.