Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

Happy friday c:

Hello
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

>a first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

>a wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

Mods need to stop pretending this is a general, fuck off to discord

>>81874422 (OP)
Can i lick the blood from one of a cute cutter on here, i even kiss your cuts and cum on them :3

heya everyone

>>81874422 (OP)
hello cat how is you


>>81868120
>probably won't be on tomorrow
its okay, ill see you whenver youre around
>communication is very important
it is! without it miscommunication can happen easily and lead to unwanted outcomes
>your a amazing person
surprisingly she thinks that too so hell yeah
>I won't hehe
they dont have a problem with you wearing them?!?!
>just family stuff
oh
sucks


>>81874431
nah
>>81874450
unsanitary.

>>81874431
sorry anon, not happening

>>81874450
no, go away

>>81874710
Hello fren how have u been?
>how is you
I'm okay
just staying at home and watching random stuff
the weather hasn't been very nice lately

>>81874742
ive been alright, feeling better than usual, sun is shining upon me i feel like
went on vacation with friends, found a gf, will go on vacation with friends again
lifes good (up until uni starts again :D)
what are you watching? few hours ago i watched ronin 1998

>>81874767
>feeling better than usua
aww I'm glad
hope it stays that way
>vacation with friends, found a gf, will go on vacation with friends again
what :0
sounds like a lot of fun things :]
where you gonna go? somewhere far?
>up until uni starts again :D
same here :<
>what are you watching?
nothing super interesting
>watched ronin 1998
what's it about? did you enjoy it?
I've seen 28 years later not long ago
ot was okay though a bit wierd in few parts

*hop* *bump*

wasn't gonna post today but I have just enough time

>>81874422 (OP)
hey cat hru

>>81874710
hey Sisyphus.
>ill see you whenver youre around
yea sounds good <3
>miscommunication can happen easily and lead to unwanted outcomes
yea really sounds like it, would be very bad.
>she thinks that too so hell yeah
that's delightful then
>they dont have a problem with you wearing them?!?!
oh no they definitely would lol I'm not gonna let them find it no matter what.

>>81876833
Hello ali !!
>just enough time
what plans do you have for today ??
>hru
just listening to some musik and reading some sad stuff, itz comfy

itried to apply for therapy or meds or whatever
dont feel like i was taken seriously and they didnt care. it was a mistake. forget it.

>>81874422 (OP)
good evening, catbro! i'm quite late today. not sure were the time went. i even forgot stretching today... D:

>>81874710
hi sisyphus! how was your day? plans for the weekend?

>>81876833
hi gator! sorry i forgot our routine. :/ i think i need to set a reminder for those. what are you up to?

>>81877196
>itried to apply for therapy or meds or whatever
at least you tried. sorry it didn't lead anywhere :/

>dont feel like i was taken seriously and they didnt care. it was a mistake. forget it.
ugh. you'd think they'd know better than to treat people like that. what are you gonna do now?

>>81877196
Hey anon
If that's your in that picture hope it all heals well, are you going to try to close those up with bandaids or something?
>dont feel like i was taken serious
yeah that's often a problem
What's bothering you anon btw?
oh or sometimes you're taken too seriously and you get put on a ward, it all depends if you roll an okay therapist or not :/
So what are your plans now? are you gonna try again some day?
>was a mistake
well you have learned something new, I say it was worth a try

>>81877379
Helo Yuanon ^.^
>quite late today.
that's okay :>
>not sure were the time went.
were you busy having a nice day?
>even forgot stretching today... D:
blasphemous :0

>>81877379
>what are you gonna do now?
idk cut myselkf
i just feel this is more evidence im ostracized from normal treatment im just a robot to them im not considered human im a nonperson secondclass citizen there are no options open to me its always been like this likei really tried my best to explain even though im more or less non verbal irl and it was so difficult for me to talk to a stranger about something like this and then they dont give a shit im done with it

>>81874422 (OP)
I was always wondering why do women cut themselves. Let's be honest, their bodies are their most important quality. No man cares (truly) about their education, actually it always makes them less desirable - not because men are looking for dumb girls who don't know any better, but because higher education causes women to feel as this makes them more "worthy" and "deserving", leading to current situation. The guys they want are already tied down by the time they finish their faculties etc., while they see the rest of the guys outside their education range as idiots with little worth, maybe a fling at best if they're good looking and fun, but that's all. They fully expect a guy highly educated, with accompanying high paying job who already has his own house and a car, and in current economy, those guys are few and all come from already rich homes, where they were given everything on a silver plate, meaning, they will not commit to a woman nearing 30 or after, since they have unlimited choice among the much younger artsy student types etc who not yet have had their ego blown to comical sizes.
Going back to my original question, why do you cut? These marks will scare away any proper bloke (they will consider you insane), and you'll receive attention only from those who hunt girls with self-esteem in the gutter for their own benefit. They start out supportive and understanding, but slowly turn into psychopaths claiming he's the only one who can love a piece of shit like you and you don't deserve anything else. Truth is, nobody deserves anything except what they worked for with their actions.

>>81877457
You're clinically depressed and see everything, every small thing, as bad. Sure, psychologists are paid for their service, but they're meant to help you get out off your system what sits deep inside and influences strongly the way you feel about yourself and others. You're at a point where you're not ready for genuine friendship. Why? Because friends see each other as equals and not in a master/slave type dynamic. If you think yourself absolute nothing, then you won't find genuine friends at this point, but you'll meet people who genuinely want to help you turn your current life around. Just because doctors or psychologists are paid for their services, doesn't mean that, at least some of them, genuinely want to help you. Still, just like others, they need money to live. It's their job. What matters is if they take their job seriously - that divides a shitty psych from a good one, who can do a world of difference for you and I'm not even talking about drugs at all.

>>81877440
>were you busy having a nice day?
yeah. i did this and that. got the stuff i was talking about yesterday and went to work, but i'm not sure what i did the whole evening. just that there, brooding over some tcg cards. how was yours?

>blasphemous :0
yup. i'll have to repent and make up for that tomorrow.

>>81877457
>i just feel this is more evidence im ostracized from normal treatment im just a robot to them
i have the feeling that when you want to get better, you have to do it yourself. medical system isn't designed to actually make and keep you healthy. they just treat symptoms and keep you alive for as long as they can. if you want to actually get better, you have to find your own way somehow. what's bothering you?

>i really tried my best to explain even though im more or less non verbal irl and it was so difficult for me to talk to a stranger about something like this and then they dont give a shit
i know how hard it is to open up about stuff like that. you did well. sadly they failed you. glad you found your way here, though. you can always tell us about what's going on in your life if you feel like it. maybe it'll help a bit.

>im done with it
understandable.

>>81877497
>why do you cut? These marks will scare away any proper bloke
not a woman and through the whole existence of this general there's been maybe 5 women posting here so you shouldn't assume only woman hurt themselves
But anyway I'm pretty sure if someone's unwell enough that they hurt themselves their last worry is what a potential future partner might think of them

>>81877680
>yeah. i did this and that
hey good job :D
and tomorrow's the weekend so good times continue
>the stuff i was talking about
is it all alright?
>i'm not sure what i did the whole evening
eh maybe that's good
what matters is that you got through today
>have to repent and make up for that tomorrow.
yes! just don't overwork urself!
have you been doing them when you were on your vacation btw?

>>81877680
"Glad you found your way here". That's not really a good thing. Say you're addicted to drugs, but are serious about getting clean. Then, you find a community who talks about drugs all the time, about how high they are and what they're taking at the time. Is that a good place to be around if you want to change your ways? Obviously not. Sure, it's a place filled with people who share your various experiences, including being seen and treated as trash by many people. But, the situation in that community will make you think about drugs, about doing them, about how good it feels, even though it destroys you part by part. Surrounding yourself with such people will result in ab"crabs in a bucket " situation. You can make some friends there who will get mad and ghost you if you say you ceased doing drugs/harming yourself, as they see your acts as a "betrayal".

>>81877758
Guys cutting themselves are something that happened only accidentally during shaving before. Are you homosexual by any chance? I'm trying to understand the mindset of young men (I assume you're around 20) who commit cutting which was, until quite recently, an almost exclusively female behavior.

>tomorrow's the weekend so good times continue
true. first i'll go and work out a bit and then we'll have a little party for my mom. just some family and friends, though. nothing big.

>what matters is that you got through today
pretty much. glad that garbage week is over. it won't be missed.

>just don't overwork urself!
i'll try not to, but don't worry. usually i'm quite careful no to overexert myself.

>have you been doing them when you were on your vacation btw?
i did some bodyweight exercises and swam a bit. we had some sort of resistance band for the pool that pulls you back. fighting against it to reach the other side was fun.

>>81877814
noted

>>81877758
forgot to reply to you >>81878004 here. man, something not right with my brain

>>81877859
>Are you homosexual
no
>understand the mindset
people cut for different reasons for me is partially to dissociate in a way, feeling or proving that my body is just a shell and I'm not afraid of getting it damaged and pain
>was, until quite recently
where do you pull that from? I think you just wasn't aware about that until recently, it doesn't me it didn't exist

>>81878004
>we'll have a little party
sounds great ^^
is there gonna be cake?
hope you enjoy yourself
>nothing big.
I feel that's for the better, I don't like big gatherings
>won't be missed.
or remembered hopefully
>but don't worry
okay I won't just remember you saying your your ankle or something?
>resistance band
sounds fun
how do you feel about having your own pool?
anyway I'm going to go sleep
goodnight fren

>>81878017
don't worry :>
maybe you should sleep too?

hii every1!!! today was boring but doing cool stuff now! how is everyone doing?

>>81878075
hello meowster
whatcha beed doin???
I spend today listening to musk pretty much
https://m.soundcloud.com/crustsox/the-world-ended-in-2012
And now going to slep :< sorry fren

>>81878070
>is there gonna be cake?
i don't think so, but now that you mention it, maybe there should be.

>hope you enjoy yourself
thank you. :> i'm sure we'll have some fun.

>I don't like big gatherings
me neither. that drains me more than any workout ever could. any big gatherings in your future?

>or remembered hopefully
remember what?

>just remember you saying your your ankle or something?
oh yeah. that seems to be fine now. might just have been that i had to get used to shoes again after three weeks of basically being barefoot. should be good now.

>how do you feel about having your own pool?
hm. i don't feel like i'd use it much, but that's because i usually don't feel like doing anything when i'm home.

>I'm going to go sleep goodnight fren
good night!

>maybe you should sleep too?
probably.

>>81878075
hey meowster. what's up? how was that important thing?

>>81878131
>whatcha beed doin???
I went to work then got some food and now im home :p playing roblox with a friend now
>I spend today listening to musk pretty much
sounds like a calm day then :D
>And now going to slep :< sorry fren
awh :C goodnight cat!! sleep well <3

>>81878172
>hey meowster. what's up?
ah bored, feet hurt from work and im eepy already
what about you?
>how was that important thing?
it went amazing!! :D I HAVE A DRIVERS LICENSE!!!! :3

>>81878233
>got some food
what did you have?

>now im home :p playing roblox with a friend now
chill way to start the weekend. :> any other plans?

>bored, feet hurt from work and im eepy already
pretty much the same for me, but at least my feet don't hurt and i'm already lying in bed. maybe you should put your feet in some cold water. or do you have something like a tennis or baseball? you could step on it and use your bodyweight for a quick massage. might help a bit.

>what about you?
day was ok, but not great. at least i pulled some nice cards from booster box i bought at my local nerd store today. other than that i just went to work and sat messed around with the cards. that's it.

>it went amazing!! :D I HAVE A DRIVERS LICENSE!!!! :3
let's gooo! great job, dude! :D you probably absolutely aced it.

>>81878233
i should sleep now. so i won't be to tired when i have to wake you for my workout. good night, meowster. see you soon!

>>81878070
If you want to dissociate, why not try some sessions with dissociative drugs? They're not only dissociatives, but can also open your mind to concepts and possibilities you haven't considered up to yet. They're also much more safer and controllable than psychedelics. Consider that, it's certainly better than years on SSRI and other types of "antidepressants".
Oh, and by "sessions" I mean exactly that, not doing it every day.

>>81874422 (OP)
>>How are you doing today
not going to lie probably the worst I've done in months
>>Any plans for today?
I went out clubbing with a friend
>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
like 5 mins ago
>>Why did you hurt yourself?
my ex keeps showing up to this place I like
the problem was he was really nice and he showed up with a new girl
I want to be bitter but like he 100% deserves better than me but like he could at least have been honest to me about how he found someone better
>>Is there anything bothering you right now?
my friend went off to do hard drugs with some people who scared me
I wish I was there to make sure shes safe but like I just did not have the emotional energy to stay up all night at a strangers place

>>81877497
my body is not important to me

>>81877440
>are you going to try to close those up with bandaids or something?
erm
good to go
>So what are your plans now? are you gonna try again some day?
now that im calmed down I think I will try again. only because i want to try meds because its like a glimmer of hope to me that it might actually help me to feel normal.

>>81874422 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
Meh. Broke down to my brother and he's helping me get a therapist. Not sure if it will work but I'm now one step closer to being put in a mental facility. Not using my name as well out of paranoia of being doxxed.
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
I think a month ago.
>Why did you hurt yourself?
Self-Hatred.
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Everyone's aware of my issues and I feel like a baby that needs to be comforted. I make everyone uncomfortable and everytime I enter a room I feel like everyone's trying not to set me off.

just leaving a bump heree

Good morning everyone
I went to a store and I'll be going on a bike ride today:3
How are you doing?

good morning i just woke up how is everyone

>>81882777
hello nice trips
I'm eating lasange rn and going on a bike ride after I'm done
How did you sleep? any dreams?

>>81882871
good no dreams that i remeber im binging hetalia and i made some pasta that im eating now its nice

i feel humiliated and let down
i feel like ive used up a years worth of motivation for nothing. they dont understand i guess i should have explained it better but i couldnt i was at my limit i just feel so drained i dont want anything to do with it anymore

bumping this general in panik aaaaa!

GET
HELP
YOU
DEGENERATE
SELF ABSORBED
ENABLING
MONGOLOIDS

I'm back from bikeride
gonna reply to yall soon

took a shower

>>81878794
>drugs
no because, expensive, hard to get, scary and I have not privacy

>>81879125
Hello anon
cool owl
>probably the worst I've done in months
sorry to hear this :<
>went out clubbing
hope it at least cheated you up a little
>ex keeps showing up
do you share a friend group or something?
>did not have the emotional energy to stay up all night at a strangers place
probably for the better
doesn't sound good but it was her choice at the end of the day

>>81880290
>good to go
good work c:
hope it heals well
>now that im calmed down I think I will try again
oh best of luck then !
hopefully it goes well this time

>>81881052
Hey
>helping me get a therapist. Not sure if it will work
it's better than nothing
hopefully it'll help
>Self-Hatred.
understandable
>>81881052
>uncomfortable and everytime I enter a room
that sucks
>I feel like everyone's trying not to set me off.
are you easy to set off?
if not maybe you should tell them what you think and that if you were in a bad mood you just wouldn't be around them

>>81882885
>binging hetalia and i made some pasta that
sounds like a good start to the day :D
and how are you doing now?

>>81883610
wanna say what happened anon?
if not that's fine it's okay to vent, just know someone saw ur words

>>81884624
why so angry!

this is a bump meow

just a little bump nya

going to sleep
goodnight everyone, hope your caturday was nice

>>81888018
hey cat sorry I wasn't on today wasn't feeling the best hope you had a good day at least

>>81888112
not asleep yet
heyo
>feeling the best
what happened? are u sick again?
sending hugs!
>good day at least
thank you ! :D
I ate lasanga and wemt on a bikeride

>>81888134
oh heya!
>what happened? are u sick again?
sending hugs!
just idk was a lot going on just busy idk lol. no I'm not sick thankfully and thank jiu so much <3
>ate lasanga and wemt on a bikeride
Ooo that sounds like the best day ever!! hope that lasanga was delicious and the bike ride was fun!

>>81874422 (OP)
>>How are you doing today?
Pretty ok. fueled by caffeine. been tired all week.
>>Any plans for today?
I'm going to call out for tomorrow and do homework and study.
>>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Mostly just job drama. My friend thinks I got hired to replace him. So I added it on a list of reasons to step down from the job.
My crush keeps talking about how she doesn't want to be with anyone. I haven't even approached her.
been eating terribly and working out poorly.
>good news
The position I actually wanted in my company opened again.
>>81888018
goodnight cat
>>81888222
hi gator
>just idk was a lot going on just busy idk lol.
that's fair. I think a lot of us are like that right now.

>>81878331
>what did you have?
i think it was mcdonalds :3 a thirty munch
>any other plans?
im meeting a friend tomorrow, and hopefully gonna play more with a certain friend, do you have any plans?
>pretty much the same for me, but at least my feet don't hurt
jealous >:c
>you could step on it and use your bodyweight for a quick massage.
I can try sure ^^ i don't know if the pressure will be enough tho
>i pulled some nice cards from booster box
woah nice!!! :D
>other than that i just went to work and sat messed around with the cards.
sounds like a pretty chill day action wise
>let's gooo! great job, dude! :D you probably absolutely aced it.
THANK YOUUU <33 it took a few tries but now I finally have one :D

>>81878425
>so i won't be to tired when i have to wake you for my workout.
are we working out together? O.o

>>81888018
goodnight!! sleep well cat :D

>>81877497
Every line of this was ragebait. I'm cutting because of you

>>81889872
>i think it was mcdonalds
haven't had that in a very long time. hope it was good.

>im meeting a friend tomorrow, and hopefully gonna play more with a certain friend
soundy like a busy day, but the good kind of busy. ^^ have a good time.

>jealous >:c
well, at some point when i started running in regular running shoes i experienced such excruciating pain that i had to take off my shoes half way through and had to limp back home. started to research what the issue might be and found a solution that has worked so far. my feet still get tired after a long day, but i experience little to no pain these days, even though i tore a ligament in my left ankle years ago.

>do you have any plans?
probably just trying to still catch a bit of sleep. i'm still up. way too much caffeine yesterday... -_-

>i don't know if the pressure will be enough tho
it can get quite intense, but i suppose that depends on your weight.

>sounds like a pretty chill day action wise
it kinda was, but didn't really remember anything i did that night. i was just zoned out.

>it took a few tries but now I finally have one :D
what are you gonna do with your new found freedom?

>are we working out together? O.o
shows where my head was... i meant to say "have to wake up" ^^'

>>81890636
>hope it was good.
it was :D
>have a good time.
thankss, i will
>such excruciating pain that i had to take off my shoes half way through and had to limp back home.
ouchhh, glad you fixed it then
>even though i tore a ligament in my left ankle years ago.
oh?? how'd that happen
>i'm still up. way too much caffeine yesterday... -_-
I'm also up lol, and yeah caffeine can be addicting
>but i suppose that depends on your weight.
ah well i weigh around 49kg
>but didn't really remember anything i did that night. i was just zoned out.
derealization at it's finest
>what are you gonna do with your new found freedom?
go wherever i want :D hopefully not crash
>i meant to say "have to wake up" ^^'
oh lol okay, i figured it was a typo :p

>>81890686
>glad you fixed it then
thank you. i hope you'll find a way to deal with yours as well. (^-^)

>how'd that happen
there was a small pebble on the parking lot of my school and i stepped on it in a way that made me lose my footing and i twisted my left foot, so that my whole weigth was on the left side of it. my shoes had rather big soles, so they acted as a kind of lever and then my ligament just snapped. that must have been 16-17 years ago now and it still causes issues and imbalances.

>I'm also up lol, and yeah caffeine can be addicting
yeah. i reduced my intake for a while and now it hits me super hard again. it was not a wise choice ^^'

>i weigh around 49kg
do you like your weight?

>derealization at it's finest
yeah. work that week really gave me a hard time, so i was a bit beside myself.

>go wherever i want :D
second star to the right and straight on 'til morning.

>hopefully not crash
fingers crossed. stay safe out there.

>i figured it was a typo :p
you figured correctly (^_^;)

i should try to catch some sleep. see ya!

I hope all of you are having a wonderful weekend.
You're great, unique and special.

woke up already. oh boy, today might be one of those rough days. anyways, good morning, everybody.

>>81890993
thanks, friend. same to you.

good nyarning :3
hope you friends are doing well

>>81891964
Hey hey Yuanon c:
>one of those rough days
oaa whyy D:

>>81892036
good morning, catbro! how's your weekend so far?

>oaa whyy D:
drank a bit more alcohol than usual, but also more mate, so i fell asleep at 7:00 am and woke up at 10:00 am, feeling completely parched. drank some electrolytes that should help, but i'm just feeling a bit queazy from too little sleep, too much booze and too much food.

>>81892466
>how's your weekend so far?
it's okay :]
yesterday I was on a bikeride and ate lasange and today idk what I'll do :3
maybeee a bikeride though it's a tad hot today so idk
maybe I'll stay inside and relax
wby?
>i'm just feeling a bit queazy from too little sleep, too much booze and too much food.
sounds like it was quite the party hehe ^^
just take it easy today and maybe ear some fruit instead of any big meals

>>81892803
>yesterday I was on a bikeride and ate lasange and today idk what I'll do :3
maybeee a bikeride
i see you're having some good times. :> where did you go?

>hot today so idk maybe I'll stay inside and relax
might be a good plan. it's definitely getting hoter here, too. if you decide to head out, maybe make it a shorter ride than usual. friend and i headed out for our workout, but we also decided to just go for a very quick hike afterwards because of the heat. it can be fun to push yourself, but it's also important to know your limits.

>wby?
i think i'll just stay home, watch the latest episode of the summer hikaru died and maybe read some manga of my backlog-pile.

>sounds like it was quite the party hehe ^^
yeah... we always we'll keep it simple and reduced, but then we just make a bit of this. and a bit of that. and maybe some of this as well. we always makw way more to eat at occasions like that. and a friend of the family brought raki and i really can't deal with that stuff at all.

>just take it easy today and maybe ear some fruit instead of any big meals
good advice. will do. well, i have some red currant cake. hope that counts. ^^'

>>81893106
>see you're having some good times. :>
ye :D
>where did you go?
nowhere new, couldn't go on any bikerides for a while so yesterday I decided to just ride to some park 20km away and back
but I saw a dead snake
>might be a good plan
just ate dinner and decided I'll just stay at home and listen to musik
>decided to just go for a very quick hike afterwards because of the heat
good choice :>
>i'll just stay home, watch the latest
have fun :D
>we'll keep it simple and reduced, but then we just make a bit of this. and a bit of that.
heh ^^
did you enjoy urself at least?
>have some red currant cake. hope that counts. ^^'
is it from the party?
it'll do
and I have some plum cake, though I'm a bit full from dinner so can't eat yet
enjoy ur cake!

I've been growing my hair out and every day my dad asks me if I want to cut it lol.

how is everybody doing today?
oh and btw cat I did watch the 28days later movies.

>>81893619
>I decided to just ride to some park 20km away and back
did you spent some time there?

>I saw a dead snake
must have been a bit to long for the slithering danger stick. it's interesting how many reptiles there are where you live. they seem to be absolutely absent from my area. i never really thought about it, but now it strikes me as odd.

>just ate dinner
what's cooking?

>I'll just stay at home and listen to musik
what to? i could use some background noise for my manga-reading.

>have fun :D
thanks, i did. (^-^) whoever did the show really knew how to translate the manga and while they had to make some changes, they usually did it in a way so you still get what you want, but it doesn't interfere with the flow. i'm having a good time.

>did you enjoy urself at least?
sure. today i wish i'd have had a bit more restraint, but that's in the past. talked a lot with my brother, which was nice.

>is it from the party?
yup. friend of my mother brought it.

>and I have some plum cake, though I'm a bit full from dinner so can't eat yet
hope you don't have to wait to long to enjoy it. that reminds me, i still have some plums a friend gave me in the freezer. maybe i'll those later.

>enjoy ur cake!
way ahead! ;D

>>81894165
hi gator! did you sleep well?

>I've been growing my hair out and every day my dad asks me if I want to cut it lol...
who knows? maybe he wanted to be a barber in another life.

>how is everybody doing today?
i'm fine. feeling a bit iffy cause i had too much of everything at the party yesterday and too little sleep afterwards, but i'll survive. are you doing well?

>>81892036
good morning cat I hope you're doing well
>>81892466
hi yu
>drank a bit more alcohol than usual
yeah, I've been doing that a lot lately.
>>81894165
gonna have a long luxuries main here
>28days later movies.
oh cool, I only saw the first one.
>how is everybody doing today?
I took today off and regret nothing.

>>81894320
hi cynic!

>yeah, I've been doing that a lot lately.
me too. especially during my vacation. i need to turn it down a bit. what's your poison of choice?

i talked a lot with a new friend on discord and i feel so much better today i cant believe it. and i just bought some new plushes that im going to spend time hugging while browsing internet but i still hate working and i dont wanna go to work but i feel kinda ok sorry for bragging

>>81894269
>hi gator! did you sleep well?
hey yuanon. I slept ok. how about you?
>maybe he wanted to be a barber in another life.
oh no he just wants me to have very short hair.
>too much of everything at the party yesterday and too little sleep
oh yea that isn't a very good combo then. hope the party was nice at least.
>are you doing well?
yea. been texted my friend a lot today :3 and the rash on my hands I've had for years are going away.

>>81894320
>gonna have a long luxuries main here
yea hopefully lol.
>only saw the first one.
oh is 28 days not the first one?
>took today off and regret nothing.
smart sometimes we really do need days for ourselves.

>>81894843
friends are amazing and plushies are perfect for hugging :3 and enjoy your time browsing. and work does suck.

>>81894420
>what's your poison of choice?
vodka. Last shot I did, I ran around in circles for hours.
>>81894964
>oh is 28 days not the first one?
it is, but there's like two sequels now.
>yea hopefully lol.
I hope it's beautful.

>>81894843
>i talked a lot with a new friend on discord and i feel so much better today i cant believe it.
it's great to hear it helped. :D what did you talk about?

>i just bought some new plushes that im going to spend time hugging while browsing internet
comfy time! ^^ which ones did you get?

>i still hate working and i dont wanna go to work
you and me both. :/ what's your job?

>i feel kinda ok sorry for bragging
no reason for that. it's nice to hear when good stuff happens.

>>81894964
>I slept ok. how about you?
at least someone did. i slept terrible and not very much on top of that. (-_-;)

>oh no he just wants me to have very short hair.
i see. just another point of friction about a complete non-issue. :/

>hope the party was nice at least.
it was and i've mostly recovered. just feeling a bit parched, but that's about it.

>been texted my friend a lot today :3
day couldn't have started any better, could it? :>

>the rash on my hands I've had for years are going away.
that's a relief. did you change anything or is it just going away on it's own?

>>81894999
nice trips! :0

>vodka. Last shot I did, I ran around in circles for hours.
wasn't that bad for me, but a friend brought raki and i just can't deal with that stuff. hits me way to quickly, so i felt off right from the start. had some whiksy and shochu after that, too. i think i'll stay away from the stuff for a while.

>>81894165
hello ali
everyone's had a long hair phase, so tell him you just want to see how you'll look like with long hair
I'm sure he had long hair at some point too
>everybody doing today?
just taking it slow and steady :]
watching stuff and listening to music
>did watch the 28days later movies
oo what do you think abt them?

>>81894269
>you spent some time there?
yep but not much, there were a ton of people there
>must have been a bit to long
rip ;-;
oh btw I remembered when I was a kid I found a dead snake in a river and buried it so it would turn it into a skeleton because I wanted a snake skull but later I couldn't find it D:
>many reptiles there are where you
not that many I think but I ride a lot in nature in grass paths so you'd see those fellas sometimes
>what's cooking?
tortillas with fries :3
>what to?
not sure it's good background music but here :>
https://m.soundcloud.com/crustsox/shut-ur-mouth-pls
https://m.soundcloud.com/negativexp/battle-city
https://m.soundcloud.com/crustsox/the-world-ended-in-2012
https://m.soundcloud.com/crustsox/the-mold
>i'm having a good time.
aw I'm very glad ^^
>today i wish i'd have had a bit more restraint
enjoyed yourself too much it seems x3
>don't have to wait to long to enjoy
I'm going to eat some rn
>still have some plums a friend gave
oh would you look at that
do you like ur fruit sour or sweet?
>way ahead! ;D
:D

>>81894320
Hellloo cynic
>hope you're doing well
thank you :D
I'm okay having a chill time
how are you?? feeling okay?

>>81894843
Hey
good to know you're feeling better today, what plushies did you get ??
>dont wanna go to work
it suck, how does your work look like?
are you able to live by yourself?
I'm just curious because I'll have to get a job probably fairy soon
> feel kinda ok sorry for bragging
never be sorry for feeling okay !

>>81874422 (OP)
>How are you doing today?
pretty ok, just got home from doing AV work
hate old people so much it's unreal
>Any plans for today?
gonna take diet adderall and do some vrchat avatar work
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
just now
>Why did you hurt yourself?
can't say why without sounding like a complete schizo so not gonna bother
>Is there anything bothering you right now?
atm not necessarily

>>81894999
>but there's like two sequels now.
oh I thought there was only 1 sequel, odd no one ever talks about the weeks one.
>hope it's beautful.
thanks, I am kinda going for a pixie cut.

>>81895072
>slept terrible and not very much on top of that. (-_-;)
oh I'm really sorry to hear that, that is truly awful.
>another point of friction about a complete non-issue. :/
yea... I've always wanted longer hair too.
>just feeling a bit parched, but that's about it.
well that's good your mostly fine at least, how you can fix that tho.
>day couldn't have started any better, could it? :>
it truly couldn't hehe, he's so amazing :3
>did you change anything or is it just going away on it's own?
my parents got me some eczema cream for it.

>>81895097
>want to see how you'll look like with long hair
I've tried but then he just keeps asking about it, its annoying.
>sure he had long hair at some point
I doubt it honestly.
>taking it slow and steady :]
that's the best to to take it :)
>watching stuff and listening to music
sounds super nice hope it's good stuff.
>what do you think abt them?
I actually only watched the first one I miss typed but I thought it was really good.. didn't love the end part but was still good.
>pic
cute cat pic btw. crazy

>>81895228
> do some vrchat avatar work
sounds pretty interesting, have fun!

>>81895482
>sounds pretty interesting, have fun!
ty! updating an oc with some new stuff so gonna be goin into the ref sheet first to get things figured out
the big floppy bunny ears will be a reality...

>>81895228
>pretty ok
that's good :D
>hate old people so much it's unreal
what did they do to you?
>diet adderall
what's that?
>do some vrchat avatar work
have fun!
is it for you or do you do like commissions?
>without sounding like a complete schizo
at the very least it'd probably be interesting to read but alright
keep ur secrets

>>81895482
>tried but then he just keeps asking about it, its annoying.
well then just ignore it
>doubt it honestly.
why?
>the best to to take it :)
agreed :>
hbu? taking it slow today?
>super nice hope it's good stuff.
yep I'm enjoying it
>didn't love the end part but was still good.
same! It wasn't for me
I wanna watch zombies and people fighting them and not that but but the movies are supposed to have a message so yeh it's there
I'll probably watch the 28 weeks one today
>cute cat pic btw
thank you!!!
I lob kities

>>81895560
>what did they do to you?
nothing specific they're just super annoying and retarded and make having the ability to disassociate come in handy cause good god 70 year old female preachers give the most unbearably cringe sermons
>what's that?
focalin. it's basically adderall but slightly less awful for you
>is it for you or do you do like commissions?
nah it's personal stuff don't ever plan on doing comms for people unless money gets like really tight
>at the very least it'd probably be interesting to read but alright
the inner workings of our mind is an enigma sorry kitty

>>81895097
>yep but not much, there were a ton of people there
ugh. why does everyone has to go outide when we do, right? :< i also can't stand staying in parks for long.

>I remembered when I was a kid I found a dead snake in a river and buried it so it would turn it into a skeleton because I wanted a snake skull but later I couldn't find it D:
smart thinking, but i guess something else got to it anyway. i remember finding a turtle crawling through the garden when i was a kid. i poked it with my finger and it bit me. stupid thing wouldn't let go of my finger and i had to shake it off... >.<

>I ride a lot in nature in grass paths so you'd see those fellas sometimes
maybe that's it. i guess after seeing them so often i'd just wish there'd be more.

>tortillas with fries :3
sounds good. i should make some again. how was it?

>not sure it's good background music but here :>
we'll see. thanks for sharing. :]

>enjoyed yourself too much it seems x3
can't deny i did. ^^' let's hope i'll be back on track tomorrow.

>I'm going to eat some rn
enjoy!

>do you like ur fruit sour or sweet?
sweet, though a nice balance is fine as well. i don't like when it's just sour without much else going on. you?

>>81895228
hey anon! sorry to hear people are dragging you down. hope you can relax working on that avatat. what's it gonna be?

>>81895482
>I'm really sorry to hear that, that is truly awful.
all good. just feeling a bit off now. it's not too bad anymore.

>I've always wanted longer hair too.
both can look nice, but i suppose it depends a lot on the rest of your style. let's hope it suits you.

>how you can fix that tho.
drinking water, i'd say. maybe i'll add a spoon of elctrolytes. that should help as well.

>he's so amazing :3
must be. you got good taste in friends ;D

>my parents got me some eczema cream for it.
well, that was a straight forward solution.

>>81895513
sounds very good. aww bunny ears sound awesome! and best of luck.

>>81895560
>well then just ignore it
I'll try.
>why?
his parents wouldn't have allowed it and then he joined the military then met my mom. just not much time for him to be able to.
>hbu? taking it slow today?
yea i have been recently. are stuff i need to do tho.
>zombies and people fighting them
yea they really failed that it feels like but the message was alright I guess.
>probably watch the 28 weeks one today
okay hope it's good then!
>lob kities
they are amazing lil pets :3

>>81895891
>feeling a bit off now. it's not too bad anymore.
well at least it's getting better then <3
>let's hope it suits you.
yea hopefully I do kinda have a look in mind that I think would look good
>drinking water, i'd say. maybe i'll add a spoon of elctrolytes
smart, that should definitely make you feel better <3
>you got good taste in friends ;D
well you all are great friends :)
>that was a straight forward solution.
true lol

>>81896051
>well at least it's getting better then <3
yup. (^-^) gonna take it easy, though.

>I do kinda have a look in mind that I think would look good
i remember you saying you got yourself some clothes. are the long hairs supposed to go with that?

>that should definitely make you feel better <3
at least it won't hurt.

>you all are great friends :)
not gonna lie: we're all pretty great.

>>81874422 (OP)
Fuck fuck fuck, I'm so close to relapsing. I already did a hesitation cut and the blood looks so beautiful. I don't want to go back to this dark place. Someone help me please

>>81896361
maybe get rid of what you'd use for it or go outside to a place with other people around so you can't?

>>81896361
don't cut anonn!!
instead look at this car !
and maybe watch some cute cats compilation to calm down !! this is an order !!! >:3

>>81896396
>>81896385

Thank you. I'm calm now. Please just tell me something nice. How is your day going?

>>81896828
okay
>I'm calm now.
phew :>
>Please just tell me something nice.
okay
thank you for coming to this general
you're nice and nice people like you are the reason this place is so great ^^
you deserve something nice to happen to you
> How is your day going?
pretty okay
I spent most of it relaxing and listen to music, and now I'm raging a little playing roblox heh
how's your day? do you have any plans for the week? I'm playing to go on a bike ride on tuesday probably

>>81895680
>good god 70 year old female preachers give the most unbearably cringe sermons
you bben to a church?
when I get dragged there I just put on some bluetooth headphones
>adderall but slightly less awful for you
is it like a prescription or recreational thing for you?
>personal stuff
will it be a bune?
>inner workings of our mind is an enigma sorry kitty
:0 how mysterious

>>81895891
>does everyone has to go outide when we do, right? :<
at least they're in the places I expected them to and not crouding my forest paths
>guess something else got to it anyway
yep or I just forgot the exact spot I put it in hehe
>stupid thing wouldn't let go of my finger and i had to shake it off... >.<
what a beast !!
>i'd just wish there'd be more.
why?
>should make some again. how was it?
pretty tasty and a bit too much
u gonna make them tomorrow?
>thanks for sharing. :]
np, how you like it? or dislike it?
>let's hope i'll be back on track tomorrow.
you prolly will
just drink a lot! (of water)
>don't like when it's just sour without much else going on. you?
interesting
for me that sourer the better!!

>>81896051
>I'll try
best of luck
>wouldn't have allowed it
I see
hope it doesn't happen to you
>are stuff i need to do tho.
what stuff ? if you wanna say
>message was alright I guess.
I guess too
>hope it's good then!
thanks I'll tell u when i finish
>are amazing lil pets :3
ye :D

>>81896333
>gonna take it easy, though.
good very good.
>are the long hairs supposed to go with that?
not exactly sadly, the hair would go best with bright clothes I'd feel but the clothes I got where pretty black and white.
>least it won't hurt
true and that's all that matters.
> we're all pretty great.
yea definitely :)

>>81897117
>best of luck
thank you!!
>what stuff ?
just trying to learn another language.
>thanks I'll tell u when i finish
sounds good.

>>81896990
Oh thank you for the kind words. I really don't deserve this. But thank you.

>I spent most of it relaxing and listen to music

What music do you listen to?

I'm gonna study like the Nerd I am. Exams are coming up and I need to be prepared.

>bike ride on tuesday

That's amazing! I love cycling, it makes me feel like I'm in a pokemon game, heading to the next town to continue my adventure

>>81897117
>you bben to a church?
work at one on sundays
>is it like a prescription or recreational thing for you?
prescription but led to believe it's by overall effects compared to how it affects other friends who actually have adhd and by recent events that the adhd might have been misdiagnosed schizophrenia this whole time so realistically shouldn't be taking it probably but fuck it we ball
>will it be a bune?
cat bune!

>>81897188
>thank you!!
no problemo :3
>trying to learn another language
:0
which one?
>sounds good.
o7

>>81897241
>really don't deserve this. But thank you.
grr untrue !
>music do you listen to?
oh you can check out the links I sent here ^^ >>81895097
>Exams are coming up and I need to be prepared.
aaaaa !!
scary
best of luck ! do you have a lot of them?
>That's amazing! I love cycling
oo have you been on any bikerides lately?
>pokemon game, heading to the next
hehe that's charming :>
there are bikes there?
I haven't played pokemon

>>81897258
>work at one on sundays
what do you do there?
>prescription
>the adhd might have been misdiagnose
are you going to talk about ot with whoever prescribed it?
>cat bune!
my goodness !
how cute!

>>81896828
>Thank you. I'm calm now.
that's a relief.

>Thank you. I'm calm now. Please just tell me something nice.
it's ok to get tempted, but you made the right choice. now it's time to get comfy, relax and call it a day.

>How is your day going?
it's slowly coming to an end. just watching streams and scrolling on my phone.

>>81897117
>at least they're in the places I expected them to and not crouding my forest paths
that's true. at least you can choose to approach these places at your own leisure.

>or I just forgot the exact spot I put it in hehe
happens to the best of us. we can't be expected to remember all our animal-burying-spots, can we?

>what a beast !!
yup. told me the important lesson that you look with your eyes, not with your fingers.

>why?
i like lizards, but i basically never get to see any at home.

>u gonna make them tomorrow?
actually, that's a good idea. i'll do that. thank you.

>how you like it? or dislike it?
didn't have the chance to listen to them yet. earbuds need to be charged. i'll tell you later.

>just drink a lot! (of water)
aye! o7

>interesting for me that sourer the better!!
enjoy your sour fruit, then. ^^ ever had red currants? they might be right up your alley. what's your favorite sour fruit?

>>81897188
>the hair would go best with bright clothes I'd feel but the clothes I got where pretty black and white.
well, black and white are always solid picks when it comes to fashion. i always try more colourful stuff and feel like an absolute clown as soon as i put them on. it's weird. but hey, you can always get those brighter clothes when your hair gets to the length you want it to be. that can take a while anyway. ^^

btw, what are you up to, today?

>>81897451
>what do you do there?
AV stuff. mainly just run the stream
>are you going to talk about ot with whoever prescribed it?
no because it got prescribed at a super young age so don't even remember who originally prescribed it and due to what those recent events involve talking to anyone about it will 100% result in a psych ward trip which would be a bit of an issue since moving soon

>>81897451
>have you been on any bikerides lately
I've been a passionate swimmer my whole life and there is a lake close to my hometown. So lately I've been cycling to the lake to go for a swim. It's summer holidays in my country, so the swim club I'm in doesn't meet again until August. So I have to find an alternative and the lake is just the right place for that <3

>I haven't played pokemon
You always get a bike, usually pretty early in the game. But it just makes you go a bit faster than walking. There is always playing specific cycling music though, so it feels really special

>>81897451
>which one?
Swedish. but I've been extremely lazy with it, tomorrow I'm really gonna try.

>>81897495
>always solid picks when it comes to fashion
yea and I do love the outfit it looks amazing! just need some bright stuff
>colourful stuff and feel like an absolute clown
fair lol it's something you just gotta do I guess to express yourself.
>brighter clothes when your hair gets to the length you want it to
yea true I guess, I do know the length I want it to be anyways.
>what are you up to, today?
nothing rn. just watching YouTube. being lazy as always. what about you?

>>81897704
I'm gonna go to bed now. Thank you for the support and all the best to you all

>>81897495
>least you can choose to approach these places at your own leisure
there are people with dogs sometimes though >:
but luckily it's rare
>can't be expected to remember all our animal-burying-spots, can we?
I guess, but forgetting where you buried something cool is squirrel behavior
>look with your eyes, not with your fingers.
and you got to keep all your fingers
>i like lizards
maybe you could get a gecko :D
>i'll do that. thank you.
ow your welcome ^^
glad I could help
>didn't have the chance to listen
that's okay ^^
don't have to rush it
>ever had red currants?
hmm I don't think so
>might be right up your alley.
I'll try to get some when I can
>what's your favorite sour fruit?
hm like raspberries or strawberries when they're sour ^^
what's your favorite fruit?

>>81897600
>mainly just run the stream
oaa is ir difficult?
sounds like a job where you don't get bothered by people much
>talking to anyone about it will 100% result in a psych ward
I see, well then hopefully the drugs help at least a bit
>moving soon
exciting
why are you moving?

>>81897704
>been a passionate swimmer
woa so sporty :0
you could go to a triathlon by the sound of it
>cycling to the lake to go for a swim
>alternative and the lake is just the right place for that <3
sounds lovely!
do you usually go alone? sounds relaxing
>always get a bike
cool :>
>specific cycling music thou
oh reminds me of earthbound
have you played it?

>>81897807
>Swedish
cool why do you wanna learn that one in particular?
>been extremely lazy with it
yeah it happens, you should set a schedule
>tomorrow I'm really gonna try.
best of luck o7
oh and I'm gonna watch the movie now :3

>>81897877
sleep tighty!!

>>81897935
>you could go to a triathlon by the sound of it
I did once actually. But I don't like competitions. I do sports only for me. Swimming is the only thing I've always been confident about.

>reminds me of earthbound
have you played it?
I haven't. But I've heard many good things about it.

I really gotta go to bed. Thank you for talking to me :333

>>81898010
goodnighty again :D

>>81897451
listen to the songs. overall pretty good. the only i wasn't vibing with was battle city. bit too on the nose for me.

on another note: just went to /a/ and checked out the hikaru thread. man... what a mistake that was. there's a reason why i made it a rule to never really discuss the stuff i like with anyone and that thread's a prime example of why.

>>81897807
>I do love the outfit it looks amazing! just need some bright stuff
glad you managed to put together something you enjoy so much.

>it's something you just gotta do I guess to express yourself.
heh. i'm as basic as it gets and my outfits fittingly reflect that.

>I do know the length I want it to be anyways.
what length are you going for and how long do you think it'll take you?

>just watching YouTube.
anything good?

>what about you?
just lying ony couch, just listened to the songs catbro send me and now it's back to watching streams

>>81897877
sleep tight!

>>81897935
>there are people with dogs sometimes though >:
wouldn't be a problem if they trained them properly and had them under control :/

>but forgetting where you buried something cool is squirrel behavior
when your brain is as big as the nuts you're eating ^^

>and you got to keep all your fingers
luckily it was a very small turtle. very energic for it's size and speed, though. you ever got bitten by a weird animal?

>maybe you could get a gecko :D
hm... maybe. but if i do i have to make sure it's not one of the variants that can reproduce asexually. those can really get out of hand.

>raspberries or strawberries when they're sour ^^
i think berries tend to be on the sourer side in general, so that checks out :>

>what's your favorite fruit?
i'd say canteloupes or nashis. i got a really fresh nashi right from the tree once and i can't eat any from the stores anymore. i've been chasing that high ever since.

>>81897968
>why do you wanna learn that one in particular?
country seems cool, language is nice. and I have a great friend from there.
>you should set a schedule
yea I better do that.
>and I'm gonna watch the movie now :3
okay have fun hope it's great!

>>81898122
>put together something you enjoy so much.
yea I was very scared it was gonna be to short lol thankfully it wasn't.
>basic as it gets and my outfits fittingly reflect that.
your not basic at all your super cool.
>length are you going for and how long do you think it'll take you?
I want it like where it completely covers my forehead and basically everything, I can send a pic over discord. and probably a month or 2 maybe idk.
>anything good?
RN I'm watching a vid of people playing elden ring, eailer i was watching some vids about how Harry Potter is written poorly in some ways, interesting stuff.
>listened to the songs catbro send me and now it's back to watching streams
nice he has great taste in music. is the stream good?

>>81897935
>oaa is ir difficult?
not really, pretty much just follow a script and do the thing not super difficult
>I see, well then hopefully the drugs help at least a bit
desu haven't taken them since the positive symptoms started and now that they're kicking in uhhhh yeah haha not bad but def not safe mmm yummy psychosis tho having trouble calling it that atm maybe we're just seeing more than usual
>why are you moving?
to get away from family and also start a band

>>81898246
>I was very scared it was gonna be to short lol thankfully it wasn't.
phew. indecency crisis avoided. prodeed looking great.

>your not basic at all your super cool.
never felt that way, but thank you nonetheless. i'll try to trust your judgement over my own.

>I want it like where it completely covers my forehead and basically everything
do you want the rest to go down to your shoulder or keep it shorter?

>I can send a pic over discord.
of the hairstyle you're going for?

>and probably a month or 2 maybe idk.
i see. that's still a good amount of time you'll have to deal with the inbetween mess hair can be.

>I'm watching a vid of people playing elden ring
elden ring proper or nightreign?

>vids about how Harry Potter is written poorly in some ways, interesting stuff.
well, yeah. some parts aren't the greatest, but i kinda feel you could find issues in most books if you looked for them hard enough. i'm sure there's legitimate criticism in that vid, but i also feel like a lot if people have a bone to pick with rowling these days.

>nice he has great taste in music.
can confirm.

>is the stream good?
eh... it's on. he plays some sort of rimworld dlc i don't really care about. oh, i nearly forgot: please go and watch the summer hikaru died if you can find it. i'm sure you'll really enjoy it. :>

>>81898299
i'm really liking the pics you post. great stuff.

>>81898122
>bit too on the nose for me.
well the guys name used to be school shooter so yeah x3
>went to /a/
that place is annoying anyway
I was there once talked with someone asked them about recommendations and got banned because i should've ask that on /wsr/ instead
>if they trained them
if
I honestly believe there should be some sort of animal license and only people who can actually take care of an animal should be able to get one
>brain is as big as the nuts you're eating ^^
all that growth goes into their tail !
>>81898122
>energic for it's size and speed
you probably looked very scary
>got bitten by a weird animal?
not really but when I was a kid I cut myself on a carp
and once I was walking and I could feel a bug on my fingers and it stung me and idk what it was, probably a wasp
>variants that can reproduce asexually. those can really get out of hand.
they do that !!!?
>canteloupes or nashis.
oh my goodness
you know fancy words and fancy tastes
>nashi right from the tree
what county were you in?

>>81898246
>have a great friend from there.
ooh so you have someone to practice with :D
>yea I better do that

best of luck following it
>have fun hope it's great!
I'll tell you tomorrow
I mmay not finish it tonight

>>81898299
>not really, pretty
that's good you don't have to stres out
>not bad but def not saf
stay safe
>maybe we're just seeing more than usual
like visions?
>get away from family and also start a band
big plans! what kind of music are you gonna play?
hope it all works out for you!

>>81898693
>indecency crisis avoided.
that would be really bad yea lol.
>prodeed looking great.
ty <3
>try to trust your judgement over my own.
okay you genuinely are awesome.
>the rest to go down to your shoulder or keep it shorter?
probably same length as everything else but i may try going down to shoulder sometime.
>the hairstyle you're going for?
yea.
>you'll have to deal with the inbetween mess hair can be.
yea probably ain't gonna be fun at all but we'll see. also just have to hope my dad doesn't force me to cut it.
>elden ring proper or nightreign?
elden ring proper.
>some parts aren't the greatest
yea it was mainly jokey kinda stuff anyways. like quittich is kinda dumb or how muggles are kinda more advanced cause they have phones or guns nothing serious.
>bone to pick with rowling these days.
true.
>some sort of rimworld dlc
oh that games not super interesting to watch unless they have some funny mods or something.
>the summer hikaru died
I'll look for it, sounds quite interesting.

>>81898774
>ooh so you have someone to practice with :D
kinda but I also don't wanna make him help me, don't wanna be a burden.
>best of luck following it
thanks I'll try my best.
>mmay not finish it tonight
alrighty fair enough it is quite late for you.

>>81898774
>like visions?
dw was just kinda rambling as things ramped up got the wacom out and all good now
>big plans! what kind of music are you gonna play?
kinda a variety of stuff, most of it's gonna be pretty proggy and experimental and complex but we're planning on focusing on a wide variety of styles and genres. think ween but if it was made up of king crimson fans

>>81898774
>the guys name used to be school shooter so yeah x3
subtle. ^^ but better to get it out of your system that way.

>that place is annoying anyway
yeah. my mistake. at least i know to stay away during the runtime of shows i actually enjoy.

>got banned because i should've ask that on /wsr/ instead
bunch of idiots. i mean, yeah, it's ok for boards to have a specific topic, but asking for recs on that topic shoul be ok, especially if you don't make a thread to ask.

>I honestly believe there should be some sort of animal license
same. most people who own pets shouldn't be allowed to.

>all that growth goes into their tail !
ever seen the mark rober squirrel mazes? there you'll see where all the nuts went. ^^

>probably looked very scary
either that or very tasty.

>when I was a kid I cut myself on a carp
sounds like the origin story for a really weird super hero. then again, while on vacation i managed to cut myself on a loaf of bread. not with the knife, but on the actual loaf...

>I was walking and I could feel a bug on my fingers and it stung me and idk what it was, probably a wasp
sounds like one. maybe you had some sweet stuff on your hands?

>they do that !!!?
some can. they basically clone themselves.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=01eSpqGHI2E&pp=ygUTbGVhZnkgc3RyZWV0IGxpemFyZA%3D%3D

>oh my goodness you know fancy words and fancy tastes
i had to google how to write canteloupe, though. ^^ i definitely prefere them to watermelons. it's a texture thing.

>what county were you in?
i was at home. the tree's just outside, but i don't get them every year and usually the birds and insects get them first or sometimes it doesn't bear any fruit.

>>81898858
>you genuinely are awesome.
;D

>probably same length as everything else but i may try going down to shoulder sometime.
that's the good thing about hair. there's (usually... -_-) more where that came from and you can always try something different when it doesn't suit you or you don't like it.

>yea.
sure. send it over. i'd be interested to see what you're going for.

>yea probably ain't gonna be fun at all but we'll see. also just have to hope my dad doesn't force me to cut it.
fingers crossed. and even if, try not to be too upset. at some point you'll be able to do whatever you feel like anyway.

>elden ring proper
better game if you ask me, but nightreign is also quite popular. who's playing?

>nothing serious.
makes sense.

>that games not super interesting to watch unless they have some funny mods or something.
seems to be like a campaign-mode or something. i'm not really paying attention. just not what i want to see when i'm watching that game.

>>81899364
>usually... -_-
my hair thinning or something is a massive fear.
>always try something different when it doesn't suit you or you don't like it.
yea I definitely will try a bunch of things out and have fun with it.
>be interested to see what you're going for.
sent it...
>try not to be too upset.
I'll try not to be..I just always hate having to wait until I'm older.
>better game if you ask me
from what I've seen I agree, it's more cool to watch.
>who's playing?
someone called general Sam. makes very random vids.
>campaign-mode or something
oh never knew that game had that, sounds weird, not a game I'd think should have it really.
>not what i want to see when i'm watching that game.
sounds boring yea.

>>81899611
>my hair thinning or something is a massive fear.
there's the "scrunchy scalp theory". it says that people who can kinda scrunch the skin on their head have less hair loss, because a tight scalp reduces bloodflow to the hair follicels. you could try to preemptively give yourself head-massages as part of your selfcare routine. don't know if any of that is true or just snakeoil, though. in the end, if we had something that actually worked without giving you all sorts of other issues, noone would get bald.

>I definitely will try a bunch of things out and have fun with it.
have fun. i never really got to do that. (T~T)

>sent it...
cute look. hope you get to that point

>I just always hate having to wait until I'm older.
it's super frustrating, but sadly there's no way around it. maybe you need to go through this kind of conflict to become the person you wanna be and emotionally grow.

>it's more cool to watch.
and more fun to watch people'd progress over a longer period of time.

>makes very random vids.
might check him out if i remember tomorrow.

>oh never knew that game had that, sounds weird, not a game I'd think should have it really.
it's a fairly recent dlc, i think. doesn't seem necessary, but who knows. if they bothered to make it there must have been demand.

i'll be heading to bed. good night!

>>81899887
>people who can kinda scrunch the skin on their head have less hair loss
oh well I can't do that :(
>preemptively give yourself head-massages as part of your selfcare routine
yea I better start doing that now. I'd very very sad losing my hair.
>worked without giving you all sorts of other issues, noone would get bald.
yea probably true.
>never really got to do that. (T~T)
I'm sorry you didn't that sucks :(
>cute look. hope you get to that point
thanks me too, I have been doing skincare so that should hopefully be down soon and the hair will just take them <3
>conflict to become the person you wanna be and emotionally grow.
yea I have been trying to a lot more this year, and it has helped a ton. actually trying is better then doing nothing which is what I usually do.
>watch people'd progress over a longer period of time.
true when the dlc starts there basically already super strong.
>check him out if i remember tomorrow.
okay lol some of his stuff is weird but enjoy if you do.
>they bothered to make it there must have been demand.
yea probably it is a pretty popular game wouldn't be surprised.
>be heading to bed. good night!
goodnight and sweet dreams <3

i feel so lonely without my friend :( i get hes busy tho